Sharing Love: Winning Without Love
Pillow Talk
Tonight, when Khaira was sitting on her bed. Suddenly Radit occupied Khaira's bed with a prone position.
"Newly what? Hm. How do I look at the cellphone continues." asked Radit as his head tried to see what his wife was doing with his cellphone.
Khaira wiggled her hand that was holding a cellphone, "this is reading the news, he said tonight there was snowfall with humidity reaching 4° centigrade. It will be very cold tonight." he said while giving his phone to Radit.
Radit received Khaira's phone, then read the weather news given by his wife. "How much is the coldest temperature here?"
"Lack of knowing, but if the snow can be cut down. Mark said he was in Manchester the coldest yes between 2° to 4° centigrade anyway. If I'm alone, it's my first winter."
Radit, on his stomach, now plays Khaira's hair, which is partly in bed because sometimes the girl turns her head to her bed.
"It's important we're in here, the room heater is designed to be warm right here."
"Yes." Yeah." Sahut Khaira fast.
"Do we need to buy a room heater again in case the winter is like this? Let us be warm, reluctant to be cold." His rose as his fingers twisted and stroked Khaira's hair that dangled beautifully.
Khaira looked to nod her head. "May, tomorrow we go to the convenience store yesterday. There is an electric room heater there and buy groceries. I'm gonna go out for a winter like this."
"Males out of the room is even nice dong." He said while smiling mischievously. Of course Radit's intention is not not to go out of the room literally. That guy must want something else. It was just that he was still holding him back, he did not want to fail to prove and solidify himself. He certainly does not want to fail just because he cannot control himself. Therefore, being cooped up in the same room, actually makes Radit hold back as much as possible and as strong as possible.
Khaira who actually knew her husband's intentions was just pretending to be quiet. She has indeed received her husband, but has not been able to give what is right to her husband.
"It must have been a strange thought. Mas... Can I say something."
Khaira turned her seat slightly, now she could see her husband's face. Not directly talking, he actually took one square-shaped pillow and then held it. "You want to have offspring. Hem, I mean son. Want to hurry or delay first?" ask with a nervous face.
Radit smiled looking at his wife's misbehaving face. "Why Dear? Tell me first with me. I will listen to your story first. Don't hesitate."
Radit seemed to frown a little as a sign he was thinking. However, he did not want to rush to express his gaze. He needs to hear Khaira's opinion first. Radit now grabbed one hand of Khaira, grasping it tightly. "Try to tell me first, what do you mean? After that I will tell you what is in my head." he asked as he continued to hold tightly onto Khaira's hand.
Khaira sighed for a moment. "If we delay for a moment how did Mas? I'm here for college anyway. The scholarship I got only gave me time to finish this course in 24 months. If in that time, I do not graduate then I have to pay myself for tuition and living expenses. Suppose we delay until I graduate how? Besides, if getting pregnant later is my first experience, getting pregnant in a foreign country far from family is certainly quite heavy. That's my thinking, but don't make this my view your decision. We better make a decision together."
Radit listened to Khaira's explanation as best he could. "I even listened to your explanation. For me pregnancy is the right of women, because those who will conceive, carry their fetus everywhere for 9 months. I'm not in a hurry either. Of course, I want to have descendants from you. I want you to give birth to children from your womb and be a mother to our two children later. For the time when I am flexible anyway, in the human effort to get offspring there will be God's intervention that makes the cell ****** can reach the egg (ovum) until then the meeting of the two becomes a baby later."
Now Radit shifted his sleeping position on the bed, as if giving code to Khaira to join him on the bed. Khaira got up from her seat and lay on her side facing her husband.
"I actually think the same, it's better if we start seriously getting offspring after we return to Jakarta. There are also Fathers and Mothers who will help us who are still lay and inexperienced." Radit continued while looking at his wife's face.
Khaira nodded her head. "So our deal?" He wants to get the right answer. A decision that is mutually discussed and not a one-sided decision. How in a household the word "mutual" would be much better. Talk to each other until they make a decision together.
Radit stretched out his hand, "Here" he said, clutching Khaira's body in his arms. "We postpone it first papa, but after your college is finished, at least wait for our graduation seriously yes. I want to have a child of you, only you" he said as he landed a kiss on Khaira's forehead.
"Thank you for understanding. Forgive me for thinking this way." said Khaira.
"Don't apologize, it's only natural that a couple would discuss something like this. Even good if all are discussed together so the decision taken will be a mutual decision" he said that sounded wise.
"Honey, delaying the baby does not mean...." Radit's words were stuck in the air because Khaira immediately cut off her husband's words.
"Sabar Mas, we went to Obgyn first. We choose the right contraception for both of us. You don't want a vasectomy, do you?" khaira said as she squinted her eyes at Radit.
"Don't Darling. Afraid me. Later after the network is opened if still not function how to try? Danger right." he replied with a face that looked terrified.
Khaira just chuckles amusedly to see the look on Radit's face. "Patience, we choose the right contraception for both of us. Let it be safe."
"Hmm, yeah. I'm patient with you. Important not for long. The winter is right for Yang" he said while kissing Khaira's forehead. 🥰