Sharing Love: Winning Without Love
Acute Possessive
"Why do you seem to lock me up here anyway?" said Radit who was so upset Felly because he always asked Radit to stay indoors.
Even when Radit sometimes wants to go out, Felly is always looking for a way to hold back so Radit doesn't leave. Practically Radit out of the house just to work alone, the rest he will only inhabit the house. Even worse, when Felly works her night shift, she won't let Radit out of the house. Radit's like being in a cage made by Felly.
"So now you're angry, Ay, if I forbid you?" said Felly with a feeling of not losing.
"Yes, I'm angry now. It was like I couldn't breathe. Wherever I want to go, I'll always stop. Is this what you call love? If there is no trust?" said Radit who had ignited his emotions.
Felly also increasingly does not accept the words of Radit. "You promised Ay yourself, I will say. I'll find what I want. But now you are angry with me. Are you not in love with me anymore?"
"Don't bring love, if you always end up not believing and just let me out to work." Radit threw his breath out roughly. "Now I ask, are you in love or possessive with me? This possessiveness of yours already includes acute possessiveness."
"That's because you promised me what I wanted, Ay. And, I want you to stay that way. I'm just afraid of losing you." Said Felly, whose face had now turned into a sad one.
"It doesn't mean just to go out looking for the wind you suspect. Possessiveness can be but not too acute, instead we have to give confidence to our partner." Radit still feels unacceptable with Felly's current attitude.
Maybe Radit's emotional level is at its peak. Since establishing a relationship with Felly, Radit always relented, prioritizing Felly above his own interests, even when Felly asked for a house, Radit accepted and he gave up selling his car just to make Felly happy. Like the word all he can do will Radit do for Felly, but what happens Radit now just feel cooped up with Felly here.
But the more days of Felly's attitude that is increasingly possessive and just let him to work actually makes Radit more frustrated. In the past, when Felly asked for a house, he promised to let Radit visit Khaira every time he worked the night shift. However, several months passed in fact Felly barely allowed Radit to visit Khaira.
Radit threw his helmet at him, then went into the room. His emotions made him explode, therefore he just threw his helmet away.
Braaakkk...
Helmet throwing sound.
Felly was shocked to see Radit who immediately threw his helmet and went straight into his room. No matter how angry Radit is, he does not usually throw things that are in his hands.
Felly followed Radit into his room. Felly took a seat next to Radit.
"Ay, sorry... I'm really sorry." Felly said as his hands cupped Radit's face.
Radit was still reluctant, he turned and reluctantly looked at Felly.
"Ay, look at me dong... Don't be angry anymore... I promise, I won't be possessive anymore." Showing the face of the puppy eyes, Felly still cupped Radit's face with his hands.
"Sorry yeah... I will no longer hold you. You can go out, the important thing is you take care of your heart ... Especially let no other woman occupy this heart of yours."
Finally Radit was now willing to look at Felly who repeatedly apologized and sulked at him.
"Yes." replied Radit.
Hearing Radit's reply, which had forgiven him, Felly hugged Radit, after which the woman put her lips together with Radit's lips. Giving a kiss to relieve the upset in Radit's heart.
At first Felly's lips just stick to Radit's lips, but for a long time he dared to****** small to barge in obscure every inch of Radit's mouth. His second breath was calm, now both are hunting. The two drifted into a game of tongues for several minutes.
Felly who had originally closed her eyes, now both eyes widened. As if in disbelief, Radit ended their hot moment.
"It's enough." said Radit then he went out to the front room.
Again Radit rubbed his face rough.
"Why did I remember Khaira? Why I don't like it when Felly touches me like that." Even now Radit rubbed his lips, as if to remove the traces of Felly's lips there.
"Well, what's wrong with you?" ask Felly who is now following Radit sitting on the living room sofa.
"I'm okay" Radit said slowly.
Felly scrunched his eyes, "It's not usually that you reject me even if we never go too far" Felly said honestly.
"Hmm, it's okay. Yeah, I'm gonna go in my room, I'm gonna take a break, my head's dizzy."
Once again Radit leaves Felly, Radit chooses to return to the room. He is so dizzy why his heart and feelings are now always filled with Khaira, Khaira, and Khaira.
Radit picked up his phone again and saw the message he sent to Khaira last night, the message still ticked one.
Lama Radit threw himself in the room, then his phone rang, he thought Khaira who contacted him, it turns out the phone from Mother Ranti.
[Dit, where is it?] ask Bunda Ranti via her phone connection.
[New cadit outside, Bun... What's up?]
[Your in-laws should call, Khaira on Tuesday for a thesis hearing. You can't take a day off and make a surprise for Khaira?]
[Tomorrow Radit will propose first, Mother.].
[Okay, but don't tell Khaira ya Dit. We will make a surprise, if Khaira already knows first, his name is not a surprise.]
[Yes Mother... Viyapp.].
[Yes, Dit. Meet on Tuesday at the Khaira campus... Be careful.]
[Yes Mother.].
After the call from Mother Ranti ended, Radit just stared blankly at the ceiling in his room.
"Until an important moment in your life, you didn't tell me, Khai... Was I so insignificant in your life that you didn't tell me about your script. Whereas a few days ago when we met at your college, I asked you to inform me at your thesis and graduation hearing."
"Related always comes too late. If regret comes early, then no one will make a mistake."