Sharing Love: Winning Without Love
The Fury of Radit
The arrival of Khaira once entered the house, it was already awaited by Radit. He was sitting in the living room, with his hand holding a cell phone.
"Ehem. Where the hell are you from?" Eyes full of flashes of anger seemed to be fixed on Khaira.
"It's none of your business." said Khaira briefly.
"Oh, so everything about you and what happened to you is none of my business, is it?" said Radit who looks very angry with Khaira at this time and he felt unacceptable because Khaira who looks very indifferent to him.
"Yes, no. Didn't you yourself say not to interfere with each other's affairs. So what are you asking my business for now?" sahut Khaira with emotions that are also covering him.
Just this time, Khaira was trying to counter Radit's words. Whether because of her aching leg, her aching heart, or her own inability to control her emotions, Khaira was eager to reply to her husband's sharp sword-like words tonight. The sword that drew and wounded him deeply. Khaira only wanted to make a sound at this moment, with no intention to go against her husband. His heart was tired of all the circumstances.
"You're brave too? Hm. Then, who's the guy who just bullied you?" Radit still asked with emotion in every word.
"It's none of your business. Your own business. Excuse me."
"Hey, little boy. Don't go yet. Husband says it in dengerin not left you know not the hell?"
"What did you say? Husband?" Khaira seemed to be smiling bitterly. "A husband certainly will not be arbitrary with his own wife, a husband will certainly respect his marriage even though it is a marriage because of arranged marriage. And, a husband will certainly think about his wife's feelings before taking action. So what kind of husband do you mean?"
Hearing Khaira's words that feel piercing heart, Radit even more emotional. His eyes glared at Khaira.
"So you're getting bolder aren't you the same as me? Whatever my attitude, I'm still your husband. And a wife must be submissive, obedient to her husband!"
"Yes, it is true that the wife must submit and obey her husband, provided that he who always walks in the way of God, loves his wife with sincere love, and certainly does not hurt his wife."
Satisfied to convey his uneg-uneg, Khaira rushed up to her room on the second floor. Actually he doubted if he could climb the stairs with crutches in his hands. Although reluctant, Khaira still tried to climb one by one stairs, while holding her sprained legs with crutches.
In the living room, Radit actually feels like helping Khaira up the stairs, but his overflowing emotions make Radit let Khaira pass by.
I don't know what happened to Radit, his emotions were so blazing like a fire. And, this was the first time the two got into a fight.
***
Radit sat on the couch, in the living room. He was after delivering Felly who he said paid for work. Almost every night Felly is not at home, sometimes even Felly there is no breakfast time.
After delivering Felly, Radit took a short break in the living room. He raised his head on the sofa, as his fingers played the phone. While he was still surfing with his mobile phone, there was the sound of a car stopping right in front of the gate of his house that was not too high, he said, so what happens outside can be seen from the window glass in the living room.
Sometimes it feels like Radit comes home, gets warm greetings and attention from Father and Mother. In this house, everything feels lonely.
(Perhaps only Radit has two wives, but still feels lonely 😆)
Radit wondered who would come on nights like this. Moreover, ever since he entered the house, there was no human voice at all, the house was so quiet. Therefore, Radit stood to see who came from behind the window. However, he seems shocked because of what came Khaira by using a road aid in the form of crutches and a handsome man drove him these nights.
That's Khaira? Who's the guy who drove Khaira home? Could it be that Khaira called the guy to help him. Why do they both look so familiar. Khaira has been so cute even ketusus with me. Why with the guy, Khaira actually looks smiling. Just watch out for you Khaira, if you dare to mess around and play with fire behind my back. I will teach you a lesson myself.
Radit's like losing his mind. At the beginning of the marriage he had told Khaira not to interfere with each other's affairs, but seeing Khaira for the first time delivered a man with a handsome face made his emotions rise just like that.
Previously Radit may feel calm because Khaira who is funny never seen so close to a man, even though he had met Dimas twice, his friend worked, and he was so close to a man, but Radit is not emotional at all. However, this time when Khaira was ushered in by a man of his age and the man had a handsome face, Radit's emotions suddenly burst out like boiling hot water.
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Meanwhile, in his room, Khaira was crying. The feeling of being unappreciated, not being humanized as it should be, made the girl feel fragile.
Not only did his legs hurt, his heart also felt very sick. Khaira's bedroom was like a dispute room to her. The place where he complained to God about the injustice he felt, his sense of kangen to Mother Dyah and Father Ammar, and the hurt by her husband and honey. No day without complaining, the nights are always tearful.
Now Khaira was crying until her heart felt tight, for she endured her cries without making a sound. Hold everything. It's like everything's fine. Moreover, she felt claustrophobic because her husband's house was like a vicious circle with a never-ending fire of suffering. There is only suffering and lamentation, and tears.
O Lord, forgive the servant who has dared to go against the husband of his own servant, O Lord...
The servant will not depend on such a husband, O Lord. You are my place of worship. God is the best place for me to bow down to my every suffering and hope. Forgive the servant and the husband of the servant, for under this heaven, You are the Most Forgiving. It is impossible for God to plan anything extraordinary, because everything is under the power of God.
The chanting of heart-wrenching prayers Khaira always prays in his prostration. May the Creator hear and answer his prayers. May the Lord himself draw every tear. Indeed, God is so close to a man who is heartbroken and crushed in his soul. May a little happiness God will give to Khaira. Hopefully!