The Love of Habib
Chapters 18.10

Only a little struggle then his daughter can be liked by habib Khalid and Umi is okay if his daughter is polygamous because he also really likes habib Khalid as his son-in-law.

"Astagfirullah, Umi! What did Umi think?" Nadira did not give the reaction wanted by Umi. Instead of rejoicing, Nadira even looks unhappy.

"Forget about habib Thalib, I've let him go because he already has a fiancee! I wouldn't go crazy chasing after someone who already has another girl in his heart! I am also a Umi woman, just like the girl who is in the heart of Thalib habib I am also definitely not willing to see the person I like to be approached by other women. And ever since Abah said it all that night, I've slowly begun to recite it. I think the men of this world are not only habib Thalib and I also think that there are a great many men who are much better than habib Thalib, so why should we rely on the habib of Thalib alone? Habib Thalib already has another woman and the problem is solved. I don't want to chase him anymore and I don't want to feel any more heartache. And Umi must know this fact that Habib Thalib has never looked at me even once since I returned to the boarding house, he did not acknowledge me and he did not want to be close to me. Even she didn't care at all that I was Abah's daughter. When the people scrambled to find a face in front of me because I was Abah's daughter, Habib Thalib just stayed away from me. Why should I force myself? Would Umi want to see me continue to be hurt by this feeling of clapping one hand? I reject this idea. I don't want to be heartbroken anymore and I don't want to be too hopeful for someone who's so reluctant to see my face. So Umi stopped thinking that I should pursue Habib Thalib again. Because I'll never do it again." Nadira let go of all the grunts in his heart.

The fact that he was shunned, ignored, and not even considered at all by the habib, he told Umi everything. He hoped that Umi also had a consciousness like himself, giving up just before the heart was too sick. After all, the men of this world are not only the habib Khalid and the men who are far better than the habib Khalid are countless. Just be patient and God will bring the man himself.

"Nadira..." Umi was shocked to hear her daughter's confession.

"Wait for Nadira to finish speaking first, I still haven't talked enough." Nadira said cutting Umi's speech without the slightest harsh tone.

Both of his hands had already switched to holding Umi's hand.

"Then the affairs between the habib of Thalib and Aish, I also did not want to interfere anymore Umi. If habib Thalib likes it then it is his choice, but if habib Thalib does not like it then it is also Aish's risk of liking habib Thalib. So we don't have to interfere anymore, Umi, and don't add any more burden to Aish. He never got along well with Aira and bringing Aira to the boarding house was torture for him. And just like Umi wanted from bringing Aira here, if habib Thalib really liked Aish then no matter if Aira was here or not he would definitely approach Aish. We can't limit or stop them because again we're just outsiders. Abah once said that Habib Talib had only one woman in his heart and that was the fiancee of Habib Thalib. Digesting from what Abah said, I think the feeling of the habib to the woman is so strong that she does not want to accept another woman again in her life. So it is useless to prevent Aish from approaching the habib of Thalib, because the person who habib Thalib still likes is the woman who is always in his heart. So just stop this plan and I don't want to get involved. I don't want it because of us Aish's life is going to be difficult and I don't want to because of this problem, habib Thalib has a very bad impression on Umi." Love once made Nadira a child who had to get everything she wanted, but because love also she learned to be an adult that everything she wanted should not be able to have.

Yes, this is the benefit obtained after experiencing love failure. Even if his feelings for Habib Khalid had been nurtured for many years, if Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala did not wish then all was meaningless. So Nadira began to introspect herself and talk to herself that it was time to wake up. Start a better life. He still has many choices and he also has a destiny that God has laid out for him. If you can't be with habib Khalid, there's still sayid Khalif and other habibs.

This was in vain and Umi did not want to continue it anymore.

Nadira removes his head wisely, "He has already come to the boarding school so we can't send him back. Just apologize to Aish, or if Umi is embarrassed try to treat Aish well. And about Aira, put her in a room far enough away from Aish and don't bring them together in the same class at school. This way we at least reduce the problem for Aish. Umi not that I want to prejudge Aira, but hearing what was said just now I was sure that she was not a good person. I don't want to be friends with people like that. And with the character of such a person, I'm not surprised that Aish's life in her house isn't happy enough." Nadira still stressed that Aira is not a good girl and she also does not want to be friends with him. Nadira deliberately emphasizes it so that Umi thinks more clearly about Aira.

He did not want to see Umi close to such a girl.

"Alright, Son. Your solution is very helpful to Umi. Now Umi really knows this mistake and Umi regrets it. Umi should talk to you first so that this problem does not happen. But look now, Umi screwed up. Please don't tell your Abah about this matter. If he knew, Abah would definitely be very angry with Umi. Umi really does not want to invite wrath from your Abah." Umi said worried full of regrets.

Nadira breathes softly. This mistake happened also because Umi wanted to see him happy. So Nadira was willing to hide this matter from Abah. As a child, he also did not want to see Abah and Uminya quarrel. He preferred to see the peaceful house as usual.

"God willing, Umi. Nadira will help. Provided that Umi can't repeat this incident again and listen to all that Aira bullshit."

Umi was relieved to hear it and she was so grateful her daughter was willing to help open her eyes that had been covered by selfishness. Now he just needs to fix it and run what his daughter ordered. After that he will try to be kind to Aish, helping her if she needs help as a form of compensation from this matter.