The Love of Habib

The Love of Habib
Chapters 8.2


While Aish is immersed in his own thoughts, Dira, a living, breathing, and real human figure suddenly doubts his own life. His eyes and ears had just been blinded by a strange virus that invited his gossiping soul to burn even more.


Hey, he's been this big but neither habib Khalid nor Aish are aware of his whereabouts at all!


He's always standing on the side, okay! And he had also been watching and listening throughout this scene.


Neither of them even took the initiative to talk to him. Just say hello maybe so that his position is not too ngenes.


And the most surprising thing is,


Looking across the table, Umi reacted nothing to the rare incident earlier. Looking at the side of the sink, the face of the flat wall really saw the catfish helpless on the cutting board, Dira sure if he did not pay attention to the movement of the world. Then to the other side again, Gisel seemed to be immersed in his own world, um, rather he was like hiding from someone.


None of them were aware that habib Khalid had ever been here to dispose of the pink virus and none of them had seen this rare sight.


Helpless, Dira carried her empty eyes staring at the kitchen ceiling while thinking.


Oh my God, what is wrong with this world? Why am I always stuck between the two of them and why am I always the spectator among them, ah!


Life is so hard!


...****...


Gisel was not actually deep in thought. He was even so nervous at this moment that he could not think clearly. How not to be nervous if the person he is appraising turns out to be in the same room with him. Moreover, the sheath was still not returned because Gisel did not have the free time to return it in fact, he still wanted to hold the sheath at first. But since the owner had already requested, then he should immediately return the scabbard!


He had trouble controlling the reaction of his body that was too nervous!


What's to do now?


"Please, salt."


"Yes-yeah.why, brother?" Bustled Gisel.


Because Danis suddenly invites him to talk-oh, more precisely Danis just wants to take something from him. But he had not heard well before!


Almond Danis eyes blinked lightly looking at Gisel's red face. Then he turned his gaze to stare at the salt jar on the kitchen table.


"Salt. I want to take a little." Danis repeated her request again.


But strangely Gisel felt that the tone of Danis' voice was much softer than before. Is this because of his feelings alone who is too inclined to like Danis or could this not be his only feelings?


Aye, huh?


"Oh, salt." Gisel hurriedly picked up the salt jar and pushed it to the side of Danis' front desk.


"This, brother. I'm sorry I didn't hear your brother's words." Said Gisel nervously.


Danis shook her head.


"It's okay."


Seeing the jar of salt right in front of him, Danis did not immediately take it. Surprisingly he was still standing in place with his eyes fixed on the jar but his mind had been floating somewhere.


Gisel was getting less focused on being this close. He wanted to hide but at the same time did not want to. Because he rarely met people he liked, so he was eager to take advantage of this moment. But Gisel is afraid that if he stays here too long, Danis will realize that there is something wrong with him. It was possible that he could hear the sound of his heartbeat beating fast!


"Do you like eating catfish?" Suddenly Danis asked.


Ugh, this question is too 'exceptional', right?


But Gisel was so happy to be questioned by Danis!


Danis nodded lightly. Quiet again. Gisel thought Danis would be like this. It took me a few minutes to start the conversation again. But luckily Danis returned to speaking after a few seconds of silence.


"Then, the scabbard"


Ah, the scabbard thing again! Inner Dira cheering.


Dira happened to pass by and overheard their conversation. When the topic of Danis suddenly brought up the problem of the legendary green color holster in their room, she almost tripped over the table she passed by!


But fortunately his psychological defense was quite high so he was fine!


Heis, young man today... His mind sighed helplessly.


"...when are you going to return it?" Meanwhile, the conversation continues.


The two of them were completely unaware of Dira just passing by and eavesdropped on their conversation. Dira just took something for a while and went straight away. His heart that was always stirring up the soul of gossip quietly asked, is his presence too small in this world?


Otherwise why would none of them realize it?!


"That's my brother.I originally wanted to return it to Brother Danis. We have never met and I am not comfortable leaving it to others. People will misunderstand." Gisel tried not to offend Danis.


Danis is one of the people who are quite famous in the cottage both among the santri and santriwati. During his stay here, there had been a lot of gossip he had heard about Danis. Whether it was about achievement or romance issues, he had heard it many times. Danis is popular, so Gisel is not surprised to hear that there are many girls who like it.


But his heart was always uncomfortable.


"I understand." Danis said calmly, "And honestly you are also not allowed to leave it to others because it is your responsibility. Then it should have been you alone who sent back my sheath."


Well, this also sounds reasonable.


Ugh, doesn't this sound a little strange?


Gisel shook his head dismissively, "Well I thought so too, sis." Though not.


"And today I did not expect to meet brother Danis here at all so I did not carry the scabbard." Gisel's whisper was embarrassed with a low voice.


Danis shook her head. Smiling broadly, he took the jar of salt on the table and said, "Don't rush. When it's time, I'll take it back myself." And then go back to the sink to take care of the catfish that are still unprocessed.


"Well..." Holding her warming cheeks, Gisel's mind inevitably surfed thinking no-no.


"What am I thinking!" Whispers panic.


His heart was panicking but at the same time he was expecting it too. But is it possible that this can happen when he himself is unworthy of being with those who are closer to God?


Exactly,


"I've heard that good people are good for good people, and bad people are paired with bad people. Then I shouldn't have a way, right?" Sissy whisper.


The sweet atmosphere had instantly evaporated out of nowhere just because of this one little thought.


He is unworthy of God's loved ones, but despite this painful fact cannot make his hopes recede, ironically.


Seriate...


No more?


If it comes up again, this.