The Love of Habib
Chapters 27.3

Honestly, I never thought that far. The stupid thing I always thought about was what you should do after this if we stayed in the same place. But hearing what Khalid's brother said to me this self was very shameful. Embarrassed, brother Khalid thought wisely but I was just the opposite. Fortunately, he didn't say anything wrong. If not, where will I put my face?

"I... Of course I support the decision of my brother. I'm actually awkward. I was thinking about what I should do because our relationship turned out to be halal. If you say shock, I'm in complete shock. Because I never thought that we were married, because I had no impression of a sister in my life before." More than anything else, the decision that Khalid made was indeed a good solution to our current situation.

He squeezed my hand while turning his gaze forward. Always peaceful it feels to eat brother Khalid smiled. I don't know why I feel like Khalid's smile has magic power in it. Because well, want again my mood is bad or not, if you've been writhing smile brother Khalid, the inn is happy continues.

"Surprise right? It's because of God. Thinking about it now I never cease to be amazed by the scenario God created for both of us. And do you know, Aisha Rumaisha, I always hoped that God would never turn His face away from us both. I accept the joy and sorrow that God has brought to this life, as long as it is with you, I will not hesitate to go through it all. Do you feel the same feeling in spite of the surprise you felt today? I hope you don't regret it." Ask me.

O Allah, O Habibi, I would like to tell you that I have gone through so much suffering and hardship in my life before meeting you. Every hardship that befell me came in a row without giving myself a chance to breathe for a moment. I even fell to the point where I doubted my own life, doubting the God who had created me. I think God created me just to play around, I think God created me just to accept all the suffering. Because both friends, school, environment, parents, family, and the house that should be a place for me to take shelter instead refused my presence. With all these trials, habibie, do I still have hope to fight for my life?

But after meeting you everything changed drastically. Suddenly hope was kindled in my heart, and the seeds of love appeared and slowly, because of you, I began to draw near to my Lord, Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. With this light that you brought into my life, then how could this self regret everything?

"For the sake of Allah, O Habibi, Allah is witness to the feelings I have experienced since meeting you. There was not a single word of regret in my heart. There is only gratitude and happiness that I have never felt in this life. You gave me the light of hope, led me to be close to my creator, and subconsciously I began to depend on my creator. I secretly wooed Him to turn your heart upside down for me, that you might grow the seeds of feeling for me, and that I might have a chance to be your companion. At the craziest stage, do you know, habibie, I speak with God and express my willingness to be second, third, or fourth in your life. I'm actually willing to do it even though I know sharing is so painful"

"Stop talking. Don't say the words I don't like. Men can have more than one woman in their lives, but God prefers a man to have one woman in his life as long as he upholds his rights and duties fairly to that woman. O Aisha Rumaisha, for a man who has married a woman is a very big trust. Like a tree, it has one body but many branches. So does a woman. He is indeed a trust, but in one trust it has a trust that branches too. There are so many trials in one woman, can a man pass for the rest of his life? And what about the other women? Everything will be more difficult, my wife, and if it fails, the reward is very painful. Apart from that, all men are allowed, but I really cannot, my wife. I can't turn away from you, maybe you'll feel pain, but I really feel pain too. Because this self cannot turn away from you. So stop thinking weird. Just you, no other woman. This is what I promised my mother before I took you to be the complete trust in my life in this world. If I deny the trust, then inevitably, like not like it naturally you will not be able to be my wife. Talak will fall on you when I take another woman into my life, and I really don't want this. It was a nightmare I didn't want to remember or think about. I can't do it, my wife." My husband's words immediately pierced the most sensitive point in my heart.

From Mama I learned that being preached is not a very pleasant thing. There must be jealousy and pain in the heart of seeing our loved ones close to another woman. I learned from Mom not to follow the same story. But because of my love for my husband, these thoughts were once stifled. But hearing what my husband said just now, all my worries and anxieties immediately evaporated out of nowhere. My heart was touched, a warm feeling spread throughout my body. O God, how kind of You are to send this wonderful man into my life. Could it be that this is Mama's prayer to me before leaving this world?

He expects happiness for me, praying that the same story does not repeat itself, I really... Very happy, God.

"My wife, stop crying. If anyone sees me, people will misunderstand me. They think I hurt you." His big hands have not started rubbing my cheeks since when.

"I'm not crying." I hurriedly rubbed my wet face.

"I'm not crying, brother." I said mean it.

"Lho, you called him habibi, but why is it changing again now? I was so happy to hear your call."

My cheeks feel hot. Ugh, I just realized that calling Khalid's brother habibi! How ugly I am!

"No, I know wrong!" I turned my face away not daring to look at it.

"Well yeah, my feelings were you calling me more than-"

"I've never been Khalid's brother, I think there's something wrong with my brother's hearing." Cut me in a hurry.

He suddenly laughed. His laughter was crisp and had a touch of opium. Em, in addition to seeing her smile I'm also happy to hear her laugh. Khalid often smiled, but didn't know why his laugh was so irritating. Seriously I was surprised.

"Sister Khalid laughed, did he? Not funny to know!" My grouse pretends to be angry.

Seeing me angry, he laughed louder and louder. Makes my hands itch wanting to pinch her nose! Ugh, brother Khalid's bummer!

"Sister Khalid that's ah, I'm a males."

"Okay.okay, I don't laugh anymore." He finally stopped laughing.

"It's late at night, you get into the dormitory before the gate is locked. We can talk tomorrow if we have free time."

Aw,

I looked ahead and only realized we had arrived in front of the dorm building.

I was a little reluctant to part from him.

"Yes brother. Em, brother also immediately rest after returning to the office. Don't keep staying up."

She smiles. Let go of my hand and touch the top of my head.

"Okay, good night." Then he lowered his head to kiss the top of my head.

My heart is once again mad at him.

I'm smiling, "Good night." My whisper's soft.

...*****...

The next morning after breakfast Aish, Dira, and Gisel managed to escape from the crowd. It's so crazy the three of them thought. Since waking up to the tahajud prayer, the friends of the room began to surround Aish. Apart from the friends of the room, let's immediately be chased by the santriwati from the next room and the seniors. They flocked to call Aish's name, asking her many problems and her family's extraordinary background. There are also those who want to ask to be reunited with Habib Alamsyah because of the longing in the chest. But this request is not too excessive for Aish, because the most extreme to make Aish water want to scream is when he heard a santriwati ask if he was willing the habib to have another woman on his side. In the sense that the habib married again. Although the question seemed joking, but Aish took it very seriously. He replied that the habib did not need another woman because it was enough of himself. Soon the faces of the sisters changed when they heard his very serious and earnest answer. But Aish did not care and immediately ran away with his two best friends.

"Masya Allah Aish, having a husband of a habib was not always pleasant. For example, they openly want to dig your corner in the heart of Habib Thalib. Sometimes women in boarding school are plain, but sometimes they're creepy because they're so blunt." Dira rubbed his cramped knee after running away.

"I think every marriage has its own trials. You haven't felt it yet because you're not married." Said Aish helplessly.

He was very lucky to have habib Khalid, because he was not at all interested in other women. Even when approached by another woman, her reaction was very flat and cold as if she was facing a plague.

Dira rolled his eyes lazy,"Yes.iya, know who is married. Lucky for you, Aish. Suddenly I got word that she was married and married to the man you love, huh... You don't have a lot of jealous santriwati because of you." Me included. Batin Dira nelangsa's.

Too bad until now his soul mate has not been seen.

The family is devastated, he feels he has no home to return to. Come to think of it young marriage seems more fun because at least, she has a home to go back to.

"And worse, santriwati if it's jealous... They can act crazy. His, horrified to see them chasing you from the mosque." Because of the sisters, the three of them were afraid to return to the dormitory. Fear is mobbed again and bombarded by sharing questions that instantly make the heart spot.

Let alone the two of them, he himself who was the target of the chase felt very scared.

"Hust, if you're not so big. Later when they hear the same they know how you both feel." Aish's sweat stops both of them from going mad.

"Hem." Dira and Gisel compactly look around and happen to meet the eyes of Aira.

Aira looks very pale and haggard. There was no soft, very bright smile that was commonly exposed on the face. Both of his eyes were swollen from weakness, bowed lethargicly staring at the floor with a wistful expression. When he saw the condition of his sister now, Aish immediately fell silent. He didn't know what to react to. Naturally he was happy to see Aira finally punished and get rewarded for all the crimes committed so far to him. But deep in his heart was a voice that refused. Not happy, Aish feels..sad?

"Iira." Call Aish hesitating.

Aira raised her face in shock. He probably didn't expect that Aish was here either. Looking embarrassed, she immediately lowered her head pretending not to hear the call from Aish.

"Where are you going Aish?" Gisel held Aish's arm.

Aish releases Gisel's hand.

"I want to talk to Aira for a minute."

Gisel turned to Dira, asking for help with his gaze.

But Dira shook his head. He knew that Aish and Aira needed time to talk. After all they were brother and sister, not always they were hostile. Sometimes they come together as a family.

After releasing Gisel's hand, he walked slowly towards Aira. He looked at Aira carefully and meticulously. The condition of Aira now can only be concluded with a sad word. His face was haggard and pale lifeless. With a black robe and long headscarf, Aira seemed to lose color in her life. Because the clothes used by Aira is the clothes used by everyone who will carry out the punishment of whipping. And today Aira will carry out her sentence in front of many people and under the supervision of many pairs of eyes. A person like Aira must be extremely tormented by this punishment.

"Sir Aish why did he come here? Brother wants to fuck me, Dad?" Asked in an angry tone, still in his submission.

Aira's voice sounded roaring as it held back her crying that was ready to explode.

Aish blinked lightly.

"Are you okay?" Tanya Aish was claustrophobic looking at Aira's condition now.

Aira shook her head.

"I'm doing fine. This punishment is nothing to me." Answer Aira weakly.

Aish speechless. No more talking between the two of them.

Awkwardly, Aish crept her hands nervously wanting to say something to her sister. But before he spoke, someone suddenly interrupted him. That person is the staff of the boarding school that will take Aira to the justice hall. Seeing her sister being taken away, Aish in a stifled tone spoke to Aira, "Take care of yourself."

Aira surprised. His eyelashes shook lightly. She did not expect that Aish had this side to her. Aish's attention made Aira's chest tight. She wonders to herself, has she ever expressed the same concern when Aish is evicted from the house and sent to the boarding house?

Aira remembered that she never did. Because all this time he always considered Aish as his imaginary enemy.

Down shy,"Sure..kak." His ideal before leaving was brought by the staff of the boarding school.

Seriate...

Length up to 3 bab🙃, lazy divided. Dizziness.

By the way the author wishes you a happy Eid al-Fitr, apologizes and is born inner. Please forgive all intentional or unintentional author mistakes, the author is indeed the place of wrong and khilaf.

And the author also apologized for the promise that was yesterday. The intention wants to update a lot during Ramadan, but it can not be fulfilled for various reasons. For that author apologizes profusely to all readers Pursuing the Love of the Habib.

Oh well just information book Mahram For Azira and Muhasabah Cinta will be continued next month, and starting today the author will also not update much. In the sense of the author does not want to suwir his chapter like the months yesterday. For example, today I write 4,000 words, then I will make 1 chapter without being divided. So if the readers want to read a lot, yes. Thanks for the attention of everyone. Once again I want to apologize born and inner.