The Love of Habib
Chapters 31.4

Rained out. He stared at the rain out there with a blank expression on his face. His eyes blinked slowly and his ears heard every speck of rain hitting the earth. The distinctive smell whenever rain came to earth grabbed the sense of smell, bringing his brain back to recall memories of the past. Starting from his beautiful childhood, those times were spent with laughter and jokes, the heart still does not know hatred or anger, while the brain is still far from the word depression that torments the inner. Then in adolescence when he began to know about the life of his parents in the past, the heart finally began to recognize anger, disappointment, sadness that is not easily lost from the heart. It's like a wound, even if it heals it still leaves traces.

One day someone told him that he was originally born from a woman who damaged someone else's household. He did not understand, but after being found out finally understood. Both Mother and Father love each other, they tell and people don't know, so she thinks that those people out there are stupid. They don't know anything but talk as if they know everything. He said there was nothing wrong with his parents. After all, they are together because of mutual love and do not harm others.

But as she got older she suddenly realized that her older sister, Aisha Rumaisha, was slowly starting to keep her distance. Giving a cold look and harsh words as reproach, she knew that her brother hated her because of the past injuries caused by both her parents. But is that his fault? He was just a child born out of the love of his parents.

Then is it the fault of both parents, they are together because of love and not because of coercion. From then on she assumed that her brother was unsightly and always made trouble here and there, a troublemaker.

He began to be selfish since he saw and could distinguish that grandfather was more inclined to love his brother than him. He does not understand this, why grandfather loves children who like to make trouble more than children who are always obedient at home and try to please members of the house. It feels very unfair.

Lying if you are not jealous. Jealousy, the heart always hurts whenever it sees the interaction of the two of them. But fortunately, although grandfather was not on his side but grandmother was always there for him and grandmother was also impressed to not like her brother. This way his heart is a little comforted.

Time after time passed, his dislike for Aisha grew even more in the heart. She did not like her beautiful sister, always praised by many people and liked by many boys. She disliked her brother who had always been cold to her, as if the world owed her a lot. She dislikes her brother who always gets the attention of her grandfather, but she always makes trouble and shames the family, but grandfather always forgives and calms all the members of the house. And she disliked her brother so much because it often grabbed Dad's attention, making him love her and love her. He doesn't like.

A lot of time was spent thinking of ways to grab Dad's attention from him. First he dominates Dad's attention, then everyone's sympathy at home and then the attention of those around him, to the point of discouraging Aish at school.

At first everything went well. He has everything he wants except Grandpa. Life is finally a little more relaxed but does not last long because he met Habib Khalid, who managed to give the illusion that he deserves to be with people as good as Habib Khalid.

When he managed to surpass his brother in every way, he suddenly met with failure when dealing with the Habib. Not the love obtained, but rather the rejection and indifference of it. Looking for various ways to have it, to get into his own trap, is embarrassing. On that day she found out that the person she liked was married to her older sister, long before she met.

Disease, it's really painful. Now he has fallen to the lowest point. Out of nowhere the rumors in the boarding house suddenly spread in the city. His former school friends excommunicate, people in the housing complex look one eye, wherever he enrolls in school he is always rejected, and the worst of all is a family that always praises him, raised his name, and the attention to him now gave a cold shoulder. After falling into this position he was completely confused as to where to go. He had nowhere to complain, no one in this house would listen to his complaints and cries. Even when she blatantly cried in front of them, there was no response they gave her.

How painful, is this how it feels to be dumped by your own family?

Is this what it feels like to be considered family trash?

Diabolically.

"Aira, let's go eat, son. Everyone's waiting downstairs." The mother went into the room to call him.

But Aira was silent not to bully. His eyelids swinging slowly showing a lackluster mole look. His mind had been taken away reminiscing about the pain that came surging into his heart.

However, there was no response or response from his daughter.

Sighing deeply, Mother slowly walked up to her daughter who was now standing in front of the window of the room focusing on looking out there.

"Son," Mother held her daughter's thin shoulders.

Aira.

"Are you okay?" He knew the answer but still asked his daughter.

Aira glares lightly.

"I'm fine." Then look back out and look at the rain out there.

Once again, my mother breathed a long breath. Her daughter's sad face had made it clear to everyone that Aira wasn't okay. Look at the shrinking skinny body of his daughter. It has been a long time since the incident and Aish has also been married two weeks ago to the Habib, but his daughter is still unable to break away. Her daughter was suffering a lot whether it was in the house or in the house, her daughter's life was not okay.

"Then let's go down, boy? Dad, grandma and everyone else are waiting for you downstairs. We'll have lunch together." Mother said to Aira.

Aira shook her head not having any appetite. He's not hungry.

"If you don't come down, I'll be angry with you." Mother persuaded.

Aira smiled wryly, "But Dad is always angry with me, mother."

"If you disobey and make him angry, then I will be angry with you. But if you look after him, I won't be angry with you." Mother continues to persuade.

Aira fell silent. A few seconds later, he nodded his head.

"Good."