The Love of Habib
Chapter 29.5 (The Heart Voice of Aira)
This place was so lively, bustling, filled with many sounds of laughter and cheerfulness. Yet somehow he and this place did not seem to merge at all. They were tinged with happiness, while he was trapped in loneliness. A taste that has never been felt. He used to laugh at his brother who lived in endless loneliness. He thought his brother would never have this happy day because everyone's attention was only on him. Complacent for the most painful day that was endless for his dear brother, that satisfaction drowned his heart. But he was wrong. God immediately refuted all these filthy thoughts. In just a short time he made himself laugh. Really, this is so funny.
He thought his brother had no friends anymore, had no people to care for him, and did not even have a family because he had taken all of this from his brother.
But look at it now. His brother now smiled happily in a beautiful white wedding dress. That red hue was so lively, it fascinated the eyes of many people. Especially for the man standing next to his brother. The black eye never left and always looked at his brother's face, as if his brother was the only one who could enter it.
Jealous, he was jealous. Both of his hands clenched in anger. His heart was wounded and disappointed that everything he had worked so hard for, vanished in the blink of an eye.
It's very painful.
"Through that day, my life was instantly ruined, Aish. I was whipped to unconsciousness many times and still could not walk until some very agonizing days. Because of the whip wound on my back, I couldn't move too much and had to use a wheelchair everywhere. It's so annoying, I feel bad. But my suffering is endless. After being kicked out of the boarding school in a disrespectful manner, wherever I went to enroll in school, they would not accept me. Though I am an achievement, but why would they not accept me? They have no idea how valuable I am. Then home? Hah, don't talk about them anymore. The hypocrites excommunicated me at home. Those who used to always praise me, compare myself much better than you are now compactly looking away, unwilling to admit me anymore. My father is starting to act cold to me. Brother, my life is really suffering at home while you are very happy here. I am very angry with you. I feel like I just want to strangle you to vent how angry I am. Married to habib Thalib, how could it all end up here?" Aira rubbed her face depressed, talking to herself to pour out her heart.
"Aira, let's go home." Mother patted her daughter's shoulder.
He was very sorry for his daughter who fell to this point but could do nothing to help him but pray and continue to comfort his heart.
Aira smiled bitterly.
"Yes, Bun.I want to go to bed soon." Weak whisper.