The Love of Habib
Chapters 27.6
Gisel entered the familiar room with the girl. Inside the room he saw that almost everyone had gathered. But because the sleep time is still long, many people who have not entered the period and have other activities outside. Soon the final exam results will be announced. The children of the cottage should not have returned to the boarding house. But the incident that befell habib Khalid made them all rush back to the boarding school. Then be a boarding school back crowded like normal time.
"Gisel, come here." Dira waved his hand to Gisel.
Gisel looked at Dira and Aish. Embarrassed, awkward to see them again after an unpleasant farewell last afternoon.
"Why be quiet? Come on over here." Dira urges.
Gisel had no choice but to come walking towards the two of them.
"Sorry.." Said Gisel suddenly.
Dira and Aish looked at each other, a second later they both smiled widely. Relieved because Gisel finally came back again and did not continue to fall because of Aira's problems.
"Hey, what are you saying? Let me see, are you feeling better?" Dira pulled Gisel's hand to sit in the middle.
Gisel sat down obediently. His heart warmed with the attention of his two best friends.
"Much better. Today I'm so childish, please forgive me." Gisel felt bad when he remembered what he had said to Aish and Dira earlier this afternoon.
"Don't apologize to us. What you are doing is normal. This is your subconscious reaction when facing the source of pain within yourself. This feeling does not easily treat it. Whether to return this pain to be worth it so that it can make peace with the past or mengikhlaskan it with berlapang chest. Between these two ways, it is definitely the second best option. But the fact is the average of us all choose to use the first way. Not because it wants a peace, but rather greed in the heart itself to vent the pain it has. This is common, and I think it is one of the trials that God gives to every servant. With this test God wants to see how much patience we have. Doesn't Allah love those who are patient and uphold prayer? Then be the one who holds these two important things." Aish instead of being at peace with all her pain, no, she was still far from this point. He realized that there was no point in remembering this pain continuously because everything had already happened. Slowly he learned to try to patiently face this weakness of his. It was hard, but he kept trying because he knew that God's promise must be to the servant who surrendered to Him.
"Wuih, Aish is now an adult. No wonder her husband was a habib of Thalib." Temptation Dira.
Aish rolled her eyeballs.
"Apaan, anyway." Fizzy cheeks.
"Em. seeing you changed so far, I suddenly felt embarrassed. I'll try to follow your steps. It must be hard but I won't give up. You see, I hope God forgives all the mistakes I've ever made in this life.." The sound gets smaller at the end of the sentence.
Makes Dira stunned and moved. His best friend had walked this far, so he could not walk on the spot!
"Yes, let's step together. I won't lose to you both."
The three of them laughed and spent time talking about many topics. Until bedtime finally came, all of their talk ended with a sweet good night.