Finding You, Again
David 5 - I hate You, But......

A thick white mist enveloped my view. I spread my gaze around, and found only the white color of the fog.

"Hello....!" I screamed to call anyone who might be here.

I then walked without direction until then my vision was a little clear. 

The fog that began to thin made the scene even clearer. I was on a hill by the sea apparently.

A woman stood behind me. His golden-colored hair decomposed long, and moved slowly in the wind. I rubbed my eyes to clear the view among the fog. The woman stood on the edge of the hill and looked out at the sea.

That's Bee, that woman is Bee. I'll recognize that honey-colored blonde anywhere.

"Bee....!!" I called out to him, running to get close.

Bee turned his head then smiled broadly at me. A beautiful smile is like the sun.

I miss that smile so much.

Bee waved and then turned back to face the sea. But, he suddenly started walking forward near the edge of the hill.

"Bee, stop!!" I shouted, I accelerated my run. But I don't know why it's like the distance between me and Bee is getting farther. "Bee..stop walking" I cried frantically, I saw Bee getting closer to the edge of the hill.

In a slow motion I saw Bee's body getting farther and then disappearing into the hills ,

Bee jumped down!!!

"No!..No!. No, please don't!!" yell again.

I got to the edge of the hill with breath. But I'm late. Bee's not there anymore.

I knelt down and looked down through the edge of the hill, but all that seemed to me was calm seawater with no waves.

"Please don't do this to me" I whispered desperately.

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The sound of the ECG machine entered my hearing distance.

That constant ticking sound, slowly brought my consciousness back. I tried to open my eyes, but it was heavy. I tried again, and it finally worked. Maybe not perfect, because my vision is still very blurred.

Where'sisthis?

I took a deep breath and regretted it. That breath made my chest as if it had been pierced by a sharp knife many times. I snorted to endure the pain that appeared.

But from the breath, I knew where my location was. The smell of disinfectant dominates this room. I was in the hospital.

"You realize!! You finally realized"

A voice filled with gratitude mixed with that sobbing, coming from the right.

I looked over with great difficulty, to see who was there, and then regretted it as well. Because it turns out that fox woman was there.

I want to kick him out right now, but my mouth feels stiff and hard to move. "I'll call the doctor" he said, standing up and then exiting the room.

Oh... Thank goodness, insider.

No need to bother driving him away. I closed my eyes again, to calm myself down. Then my memory of what happened before I was here, started to invade.

Egon, vampire, and El.

I remember the blonde vampire coming at me, with murderous intent. I don't think the goal was achieved because now I'm in the hospital.

Darn it!!! I'm glad I'm alive, but I also feel like a **.

Since I obviously lost the fight to him, the vampire almost chewed me with his fangs.

Disgust filled my cold mouth, remembering what Egon had done to El. Not to mention his betrayal that has made this pack...

Wait up!!

Where am I now? Is it still in the pack area?

If Egon's plan is successful, then I can be sure I'm not on the pack anymore. I want to take another breath to find out.

But the memory of the stabbing taste in my chest just now, made me stop doing it. I'll just ask you later.

A sense of relief ran through my body, when a while later, the doctor who came and examined me, turned out to be Dr. Sidra. He's a doctor at Blackmoon Hospital. So I'm still in the pack area.

Good lah...!

"It's nice to see you regained consciousness Scion.." Sapa kindly, while checking the vital signs of my body.

"Seventeen days is a measure of a very long time for a werewolf to lose consciousness" he explained in passing.

"A..I fainted for 17 days.ri?" I asked stammeredly, my mouth still feels muddled.

"Yes.you fainted for 17 days" He replied, looking at me with a frown on the forehead and stopping his activities.

"That's b*llsh*t" my swear smoothly.

I'll swearing more often, if it helps to remove the thick taste in my mouth.

But there's no way I've fainted for 17 days.

Come on. I only fainted for 3 days when I used to fall off a cliff - another youth story, for another time - how could I now faint for 17 days?

"I'm sorry, but this is true Scion. The speed of healing your wounds is very slow, almost close to ordinary humans. Are you getting poison or something?" tanyanya, with a serious tone.

I shook my head slowly. What poison? I'll know if there's poison in my food. My nose will recognize it easily.

But why is my healing rate so slow? When I was in confinement, my ribs didn't heal.

Not to mention I can't transform into a wolf. What an odd!! What happened to my body?.

"Have you checked my blood for poison?"

It would be a big deal, if I could no longer transform. I need to find the cause, and recover. There's a blonde-headed vampire waiting for me to kill.

"Already Scion. I've done a variety of tests to detect whether any toxins are blocking your healing process. But the result is nil. We didn't find anything on your body, and frankly, I've never seen a case like this before"

"I was hoping I would be able to get an explanation of what caused this condition, once you wake up" he said, in a slightly disappointed tone, for failing to cope with my body condition.

"It's okay, when you're done you can go" I said, calming him down. I want to think calmly now.

After nodding his head in a sign of respect, he walked out of the room.

When Dr. Sidra opened the door, a very familiar scent was present in my nose. And right, because the fox woman was now stepping in hesitantly.

I let out a sharp sigh to voice disapproval of his presence. What the hell is he doing here? usually he never left that Old Man's side.

"I'm sorry.." he said slowly. "I just want to find out how you are doing" a soft voice like a whisper.

"Q.. ! I'm fine" I replied sharply. "Now, can you go?" I don't want to see it in front of me.

"Be polite Duke!! You mustn't be rude to her" Uncle Rex entered the nursery with a hostile face.

El who followed behind him just looked on without a word, while Roan scrunched his forehead a sign of disapproving of my actions.

"Not you either, Uncle Rex" I said in an annoyed tone.

Why is everyone telling me to be polite to him? I hateit.

El and Roan then walked past Uncle Rex, approaching my bed.

El hugged me tightly, while Roan only looked at my situation with a satisfied face.

"You okay?" ask to El. Last time I saw Egon break one of his hind legs.

"I'm healed" he answered briefly.

But I saw a scar extending from the right jaw, all the way to the neck. Maybe the red vampire hurt him. But El's face didn't get bad because of it. His clear brown eyes, complete with a masculine face, still fit in the name of handsome.

"She's fine, and has recovered completely from her wound, but you're not!! you passed out for 17 days and all your broken bones have not been reconnected" Roan explained 'kindly', conveying my condition, and as usual in a slightly mocking tone.

I can only smile wryly at her explanation.

"Your injuries are terrible, Duke, almost all of your ribs are broken or cracked, not to mention the almost evenly scratched wounds on your back and chest. Your feet and hands are also cracked in some parts. Lucky incision wounds due to claws, as well as the bones of your nose and jaw have healed" Uncle Rex explained to me more gently.

He sat on the right side of the bed where I lay now.

"How am I supposed to survive? I remember the vampire was in front of me at the time"

"I came at the right time" replied Uncle Rex.

"What's really going on? And why did Br*ngs*k Beta do all this?" my many. I was lazy to say his name with my mouth.

Clearly Uncle Rex avoided discussing Egon's attitude, because I believe that betrayal was also very painful for him.

"Yeah of course, I happen to be not busy" I said sarcastically. Uncle Rex smiled slightly hearing that.

"The day before the incident, Egon sent half the warriors we had to the beach in the Forestville area. He gave false information about the vampire troops who were planning to attack this pack. There have been reports of several sadistic murders taking place around the area. Of course with this follow-up report, Alpha Owen and I easily trusted him. There's no reason to be suspicious about that information"

Uncle Rex's mouth tightened when saying it. I can imagine how he feels now. Like trash, because a friend he trusted had betrayed.

"Then I foolishly volunteered to lead that army. I regret it now" said Uncle Rex in a more soft voice filled with emotion.

"It's not your fault Dad" said Roan, comforting his father.

"Yes, it's not your fault Uncle. The contempt Egon has done will never be expected" I said.

"But doesn't that information sound too suspicious? Vampire troops attacking this pack? Since when did they want to attack the werewolf pack?" my question, confused.

Vampires and werewolves are hostile. But for hundreds of years there was no contact between werewolves and vampires, especially those in the pack, not even over the phone.

"You've been gone for 8 years Duke, things have changed a lot. Last night's attack was one of the proofs. I'll explain to you about this later, when you recover 100%, okay?" Said Uncle Rex in a more serious voice

"How's the pack doing? I heard the screams of the children and also the smell of burning at that time" I hope the damage isn't too severe,

"Yes, there are some vampires who attack the settlement. But luckily, even though most of the warriors were away with me, many Siewolves were still awake, especially Anna. Egon grossly underestimated their strength, Anna managed to defeat the 2 vampires and pluck out their heads" Uncle Rex looked at Roan proudly.

But Roan clicked with annoyance, he did not like to be called Anna. Because according to him, Anna's name made her look weak.

"He and Siewolf were in the pack shoulder to shoulder against the intruder. And they all fought bravely to protect his home. When pressed the vampire b*j*t it starts burning the house to distract so they can escape. But with a quick movement of citizens\, the fire can be controlled and extinguished. I am very grateful that not many people have been seriously injured. And now the repair process is being carried out"

I could only nod at Uncle Rex's words, because I thought it looked more like a report than a story.

"Then? what happened to Egon and the vampires? Are they dead?" I hope they haven't been killed. I want to feel the vampire's black blood in my paws.

"They ran away, when I came. Egon knew, if the warriors came back, then they would lose. Moreover, the sun was also almost up. The vampires won't be of any use during the day"

"How do you know if this is a trap, uncle?" my many. If Uncle Rex and the warriors don't come back, I'm sure I'll be done, and maybe this pack.

"I realized something strange, after the informant contacted by Alpha Owen finally gave the news. True there were some sadistic murders in Forestville, but not by vampires. As soon as I heard this, I turned around. On the way back, your father called me. He sensed an intruder breaking through the pack. Right then, I sped my run back to the pack. And thankfully, I'm not too late" uncle Rex let out a long sigh.

The old man was bound by a magic protection pack. Only an Alpha can sense when someone breaks into a pack without permission.

"At that time, I still foolishly believed that Egon also received misinformation from his men about the Forestville incident. But the reality I encountered when I got to the pack opened my eyes. You know for yourself that vampire, will not be able to enter the pack territory without help from within "he added, while rubbing his face with fatigue.

Egon's betrayal brought them in. The existence of this pack will not be easy to find without a guide.

"So the vampire managed to fool all the guard warriors and get into the pack?"

It's becoming more important to me now. Because it means the defense of this pack is very weak and must be repaired immediately. How could they miss the disgusting scent spread by that blonde vampire?

Uncle Rex shook his head softly, "Don't you realize something strange that day? Something that shouldn't exist?" tanyakanya.

I still remember that day well. Broken ribs, skipping breakfast and lunch, writing song, smelly niter, steak diner and...

"Niter.the smell of niter spread all the way to my holding room" I said, confidently. That smell would kill the werewolf's olfactory ability en masse.

"Superfast!! One of the niter transport trucks rolled over at a location very close to the main pack area. A deliberate accident, of course. That's how Egon disguises the vampire's smell. All the werewolves in this pack can't smell anything other than niter. It was really near" said uncle Rex in somewhat amazed tone.

"You don't have to praise him for that" I said annoyed.

"We got beaten, but at least we all survived. I will find these pieces of**, even if I have to go to the end of the world"

I may have just muttered that, but I know everyone there heard it. I am very upset about this defeat. I will make them pay well.

The crying was caught by my ears.

Oh. I completely forgot that this fox lady is still here. I looked at the sofa where the woman was sitting in annoyance.

"I've said it clearly, I don't want you here!" My impact jolted his shoulders.

The scent of her body made me nauseous, not because it smelled foul - the scent of her body was vanilla - but the scent always made me feel betrayed. Enough Egon alone makes me nauseous today, not him either.

"You can't say that to Zhena, Duke!" Uncle Rex again warned me, this time even harder.

"I hate him uncle!!" I don't care if everyone on this pack defends him.

I hate it with all my heart.

"Duke!!!!" Snap Uncle Rex while getting up from the chair he was sitting in. "You've gone too far now" Uncle Rex said with a slight growling sign that he was very serious.

My anger at all this betrayal, immediately ignited to hear it. "You know nothing about this problem, Uncle!" inflamed me.

My emotions were rising abruptly, making my head throb painfully. But I don't care.

"It's you that know nothing about her, Duke!" reply, with angry face.

"Don't Rex, please don't..!!" said the woman while still sobbing looking at Uncle Rex with begging eyes.

"But we have to..." Uncle Rex's words were cut by the trinkets and sobbed the increasingly violent cries of the woman.

The sound of crying can drive me crazy, the pain in my head is getting worse.

"Can you all just shut up?!!" I snapped, while holding the head that was now starting to feel like it was being split. I don't need another fight right now. My eyes closed with pain.

The room immediately became quiet. I slowly opened my eyes and found that everyone in the room was bowing their heads, none of them looking at me.

Even Roan lowered his head, although his legs were twitching restlessly but his head was lowered, obediently.

"What's wrong with you guys?" I asked, slowly El raised his head and looked at me.

"Alpha tone" he answered briefly.

"What kind of empty tooth is El? You know I can't use an Alpha tone, the old man........"

An understanding that pounced like a lion, silenced my mouth. Fast and painful.

"What happened uncle? Why did my prohibition to use the Alpha tone suddenly come off?" I asked with a trembling voice. The ban will not just disappear unless......

Uncle Rex raised his head and looked at me with a gloomy look.

"Duke----- Alpha Owen is gone. I may have come in time to save you. But not for him. I'm late"

Uncle Rex's eyes are glazed now.

The news seemed to be on the surface of my brain. I heard it, but my brain refused to process it.

"You Lie!!...You all lied..!!" I shouted while looking at the entire room.

I wish someone would say that this is a joke. But they all just bowed their heads not daring to look at me.

With the exception of El, she gave me a small nod with a sad look.

Think of it like a hammer hitting my chest hard. There is no way that old man-Alpha-My father-He-....................

"Does it matter that you all go?" I asked very slowly.

"Duke....." I cut off the word El with a wave of my hand. I don't want to hear anything right now.

Slowly they got up and left my treatment room. The sudden silence soon swept over me with sadness.

For the past eight years, I have hated him.

But for the previous 17 years, I adored him. He's an amazing father. He taught me about life, fighting, honor, responsibility, trust and honesty. All the foundations of life that I know all come from him.

I adore him so much. That's why, his fellowship with the fox lady made me very sick.

His lies have betrayed my entire trust in him. His betrayal of my mother contradicts everything he has taught me.

But before all that, he was a near-perfect father.

My eyes began to blur with tears.

You stupid Duke!! What did you cry about the old man?

You hate it.!! .

You don't even want to be on this pack anymore because you hate him. He betrayed your mother Duke!!

He had been blinded by his love for the fox woman. You don't have to waste your energy mourning his death!

It's so funny, I should have laughed happily at this news. I don't want to see him again. And now my wish is fulfilled. But-I don't feel happy at all. I just feel empty.

This is so funny, how could I feel empty? And how could I cry??

I hateit......