Finding You, Again
David 17 - That Perfect Creature is Not Mine Anymore

That honey-gold hair, it's still pretty, like the last time I saw it.

Her soft lips, occasionally forming a smile, because she heard something funny from her interlocutor. Dark blue eyes glanced prettyly at the plate before him, which was almost empty.

Her work clothes in the form of a short dress in white and black blazer, stuck perfectly on her tiny body.

I am a little amused looking at his feet wearing short flat form heels. I understand why he chose her, Bee hates wearing high heel.

She was perfect and beautiful, as I remember.

I took a deep breath, calming the beat of my heart that had been spurred.

Seeing him from a distance like this was excruciating. I wanted to grab that tiny body and immerse it in a hug, for a long time.

My guess missed, because I didn't feel better after seeing it. This is a mistake. Bee's existence, which was beyond the reach of the hand, was torturing my mind slowly.

But in contrast to my psychic state, my physical state instantly improved. No more nausea and so on. I can drink two cups of coffee smoothly from now on.

I think Bee's presence is more potent than the drug Alva gave. The drugs were quite helpful for a day, but the next day I regurgitated the food.

This morning, after 5 days without any news. Id finally called. He gave the address of the cafe around Tower Hamlest, London's office area is quite busy.

I arrived at the cafe within an hour. Roan and El insisted on coming along, arguing that I wasn't well enough.

Hmph.... !!

After meeting Id, I finally saw Bee too, as soon as lunch break arrived.

Bee and his girlfriend were having lunch at the burger stand, which was across the street from where the four of us were.

I can still see Bee well from the terrace of this cafe.

Fortunately, my super five-sensory abilities, do not disappear with werewolves. Because I'm sure, with ordinary eyes, I won't be able to see Bee this clearly.

Unfortunately, I couldn't hear what they were talking about. The streets around the cafe are busy. Not to mention the sound of rain falling. My ears hurt, as soon as I tried to unlock my abilities to the maximum.

The weather in London has been very wet lately.

Bee laughed cheerfully with her friend. My heart ached seeing that. I miss his smile too.

"Who's the woman with him?" ask me on Id, to distract and ease my longing.

"Jovita Norine, she is a secretary and a close friend of Ms. Delmora is currently." replied Id, while looking at the note inside his phone.

"Secretary? He works at Delmor Corp and has a secretary?" Ask wonder. It doesn't take a genius brain to guess where Bee works.

The Delmor Tower is just a few dozen meters from the cafe. The problem is, Bee is not a person who likes office work.

Id nodded and went back to reading the info from the phone.

"Md. Delmora started working at Delmor about 6 months ago, she was stationed in the Charity division. This division ---"

I cut off the explanation of Id by raising my hand.

I know exactly what Id means. Bee was on the news about a Delmor Corp fundraising party. He works there now.

I remember Oscar telling me about this division when Bee had fully recovered from his coma. We were all having dinner together.

Oscar offered Bee a position in the division, but Bee preferred my advice, to open a ballet studio and teach there. I know, Oscar was actually disappointed by Bee's rejection, but he managed to hide it well, but I could see it in his eyes.

I imagine, Bee's memory of the opening of the ballet studio must have also been lost. We built it together, he couldn't possibly remember it.

The studio was not very large, due to the state of Bee, which did not allow for teaching for a long time.

But that was enough for Bee, just to treat the disappointment of not being able to dance anymore. Still fresh in my memory, how a big smile always formed on Bee's lips, when he first taught.

He is happy, and that is enough for me. That was my old feeling.

Bee's smile now, no less beautiful when compared to back then.

Are you happy now too? I couldn't see Bee's face across.

No!!!

That's no longer enough for me. I'm not that glorious!, because now I can't give up Bee's happiness, if we're not together.

I'm a selfish Bee--I don't want you to be happy without me.

The dark thoughts continued to wander, when he saw Bee's grin.

"Have you got any information about that man?" my many.

Unknowingly, I clenched my fist, remembering the man who dared to hold Bee in the photo.

"Info about her is very easy to come by, when compared to Ms. Delmora"

Eagerly Id searched through the files of the man on his phone.

"The name is Zenobia Terence. He is a famous actor in Hollywood. They met at a Delmor Corp fundraising party. Mr. Terence was one of the guests there" Clearly Id, in a satisfied tone.

The actor?

I hissed disappointed.

Eliminating or breaking the hands of famous people, requires a lot of extra work to disguise them. I'll postpone it until later.

"Are they -- near?"

My tongue suddenly stifled. I don't want to say it.

Id looked at me doubtfully before answering. But I gestured for Id to answer immediately.

"They---they dated for a couple of times after that party, Scion"

Id looked down concerned.

"I'm sorry, but there's only info I can get. Mr. Terence was very careful about his relationship with Ms. Delmora doesn't smell the press. Therefore, I also had a little trouble finding that information"

Id kept his head down, this time he looked regretful, because he did not get more info.

I would swallow the cup in my hand, if it turned out that Oscar had not interfered in hiding their relationship. Such a calculated attitude, is the hallmark of the Oscars.

I'm sure he had given the actor a lot of warning before he was allowed to take Bee out.

I won't forget Oscar's threat the first time we met. Clearly, she whispered in my ear, if she would ruin my career, if she dared to hurt Bee.

I took the threat lightly at the time, because I never thought of hurting Bee.

But now, after knowing who he was, I was one hundred percent sure, he could obliterate my career within seconds of that.

The combination of smart, rich and mafia, should not be in one person.

The good news is, Oscar can no longer threaten me with the same thing, because my career as a singer is dead, along with David Adalrik.

"Hey--you've been great, my father just couldn't get close to him" Roan told Id

Just like me, Roan looked at Lui carefully. "She's prettier than the one in the photo" she said.

I just grunt hearing it. Sure thing!! Bee is millions of times prettier in the real world.

"Can't we get close?" Ask Roan again. He must have gotten tired of this spying activity.

It is not his nature to be patient. El snorted to warn Roan, but his mouth said nothing.

"Did you see that dark blue guy?" I said to Roan, pointing to the human figure sitting down enjoying a cup of coffee at the cafe located next to where Bee was eating.

The middle-aged man, looking leisurely enjoyed the rain, while reading the book he had in his hand. His appearance was very ordinary, the figure could easily be missed from people's attention.

Roan nodded in confusion and looked at me.

"He was Oscar's bodyguard. If we get any closer than this, we can be sure Oscar will hear it soon. I don't want Oscar to be alarmed by my presence, he might send Bee somewhere else that's much harder to find" I explained.

The man seemed to be relaxing while eating, but I recognized him.

He is Mark, the driver probably also the bodyguard closest to Oscar. He kept his distance perfectly, lest Bee see him.

Id nodded in agreement to my words. "Yes, Scion. The man was always wherever Ms. Delmora. I had to hide from him many times".

Oscar never let Bee go. Mark or Alex followed him everywhere.

It took me a whole year, before I had the honor to take Bee away, without an escort.

After that year, Oscar only believes, if it can keep Bee well. Oscar I categorize, as the most acute sister complex I have ever met.

For a while later, I just looked at Bee. I want to enjoy every expression that appears on her pretty face.

Bend her distinctive lips as she smiles, the frown of her forehead that appears when she is astonished, or just a blink of her eye. I'll enjoy it as long as I can.

DRTTTT----!!!!!.

The vibration of the cell phone in my jacket pocket disturbed my activities.

Irritatedly I answered him, without seeing who was calling.

"Yes!?" I answered harshly. Whoever it is, I'll get close to him. I don't want to be disturbed.

"Are you satisfied looking at him?" The voice across was cold-pitched, sending a tickling feeling all over my back.

I'll recognize that voice anywhere.

It was Oscar, who infuriously managed to find out my phone number and where I was.

"Not even enough for the night. And by the way, nice to hear from you again after along time" I replied in a polite and sweet tone.

Roan almost choked on his drink, he never heard me talk to anyone. El looked at me with a big question mark on his face.

I just gave them a silent signal.

"I've wiped you out of his life, Dave---- oh, I mean Mr. Theobald" Oscar replied to me with the same tone of gentleness. "You can't see him anymore!" continued.

"I know, but that doesn't mean I can't see it" I replied.

Across the street, Bee finished eating and left with her friend. A small run crashing the rain that has stayed drizzling.

He's seen us of course, so Oscar called me right now. I shouldn't underestimate Mark's ability to keep an eye on.

"You've almost made him die! What else do you want from him?! I'm not gonna let you get close to him" Oscar's voice sounds dangerous now.

The burden of the threat was very different from what I had once received. My knowledge of Oscar's other identities, gave a deeper sense of gripping.

But I will not be afraid or retreat, nor will I be someone who will lose easily...

"That's not what I wanted Oscar!! You know it. I'd rather die than hurt Bee!" I tried to hold back my emotions with great difficulty.

A fight with Oscar won't bring me any closer to Bee.

"It's none of my business!!  All I know is, you've made Lui suffer. You have no right to be in his life!!" Crudely run it.

I couldn't get back at her anger, because those words were true. For a moment there was no sound between the two of us.

"I'm not going to be reckless with just eliminating you, because I know who you are. But if you continue to recklessly approach Lui, with great force - no matter what kind of creature you are - I will wipe you out, not just from Lui's world, but from everyone's world"

With that 'everything' threatening sentence, Oscar ended his call.

YOUREKKKK!!!

A second after Oscar disconnected the call, I slammed the phone to the floor, with a heightened sense of annoyance.

Some cafe visitors were aghast because of my actions.

El immediately got up, and apologized to the visitor who was near our table. Deftly he collected pieces of the phone that were no longer shaped.

A sigh of annoyance gathered in my throat, but I held it in. I couldn't draw more attention after this. Some of the Cafe visitors started to stare at us with interested views.

"We're leaving!" Saying, slowly.

I left some $100 sheets on the table. I think it'll be enough to pay for drinks and tips.

"That was Oscar?" asked El in a surprised tone. He must have heard the call with his sharp ears

I just nodded as I continued walking towards the car.

"How does he know we're stalking Lui?!" Roan exclaimed without caring about the people passing by around us.

"Deflect your voice!" my hardik.

I'm glad our car park isn't too far away. Id immediately took the driver's position, me, Roan and El climbed into the back of the car.

"I'm sorry, Scion. I should have been more careful, maybe I asked too much when looking for information, so they could know about this" said Id regretfully, as soon as all the car doors were closed tightly.

I just shook my head.

I wouldn't blame him. Oscar opened a modest opponent, he's one of the brightest people I've ever met.

It would be very disappointing, if he couldn't read my steps.

The protection for Lui must have been increased to the maximum level by him. But his knowledge of my cell phone number pisses me off the most. How powerful is his power in England?

And putting all that aside, I again felt very hurt, because most of Oscar's words were true.

What other rights do I have, so I demand to meet Bee? Destroyed it!

And again Bee looks very happy with his life now.

"It's not your fault!" el said suddenly, looking at me closely.

I threw my face away from her gaze, she always guessed exactly what I was thinking.

"And you don't know how Lui feels right now. You don't know exactly what Lui is feeling, just by looking at it from a distance" El added.

"You should consider yourself to be a psychic!" Suddenly I was a little upset with El.

His accuracy guessed my line of thought, giving me goosebumps.

"I'll be a bad psychic, because I can only guess your way of thinking, not someone else's" he replied deftly.

"Oh please!--- Get a room boys!!" ledek Roan, his face looks sick of hearing our conversation.

El throws a drinking bottle at Roan with a whiff.

"No, thanks!! last time I check, I'm straight" he said, gritting his teeth in anger.

Roan of course caught the bottle appropriately, while chuckling amusedly.

"What if Lui is getting better now? In my eyes he seemed to be enjoying life" Roan said shattering a hint of hope that was beginning to form in my heart.

"Because I believe that they are Mate-That's all" replied El Flat.

"You said yesterday that it was a fairy tale!" Roan replied to her with a frown.

"Yes, that's because I don't know the facts behind it. But I know Elder Galen. He used to help me a lot when..you know ..my dad---"

El did not continue his words and moved his shoulders awkwardly.

But me and Roan know what it means.

I clenched my lips tightly furiously, while Roan let out a rough hiss from his mouth.

El-Dad's father El's stepfather was the most damned b*j*ngan I've ever met.

Before I could transform, I only knew that El's stepfather treated her badly.

But after the mind-link between me and El was formed, El accidentally shared his darkest secret with me and Roan.

His father b*j*tnya was\, not only beat him to death almost every day\, but also harassed him several times when El was only 8 years old.

The werewolf's ability to recuperate quickly, was put to good use by him. The man beat El, then let him out, only after his wound had healed, so repeatedly.

And his abuse of El, until now I couldn't forget every detail, because it was too horrible.

I have no proper words of reproach for him, for his deeds are more than the devil.

As soon as I saw the incident in El's memory, I was devastated and Roan cried from fear and trauma.

It was the first time I saw Roan cry.

I was lucky, because my father found me, when I was almost crazy to howl endlessly tormented by El's memories.

Dad immediately forced me to show you a memory - Alpha tone will give you access to your memory as soon as it is requested - which I got from El.

He is enraged and nearly destroys El's house, having seen it all.

He beat that b*j*ng*n up until one of his legs was deformed and his face was permanently damaged\, because Dad tore almost half of his face apart.

Werewolves can heal wounds, but they cannot grow body parts that have been lost.

For example, if your leg breaks, the wound will heal but you won't be able to grow a new leg to replace it. Therefore, the face of El's stepfather, remains damaged, even though the wound is healed.

Father actually wanted to kill him, but Mother El prevented him - a deed that until now I could not understand - Father granted the request.

But I kept driving him away and cut his ties to the pack. He was the most disgusting werewolf I had ever met, more or less the same as Egon.

"Well. anyway, I know Elder Galen more than the two of you. I've always felt that Elder Galen and Calida are different than any other werewolf"

El continues his story after the unpleasant taste in the air no longer suffocates him.

"I know from both of them, if love doesn't have to hurt. In this world, there was such a beautiful love that they had. And now that I realize, what I saw first was the bond between Mate. I don't think the bond between you and Lui will break easily. That's my opinion" El explained, looking right in my eyes.

I was silent to hear his explanation.

To El\, perhaps the relationship between Elder Galen and Calida looks like a miracle. How not? the relationship between Mom and her stepfather, who b*j*t\, was only disastrous.

"But he forgot me, El. How much I love him, he still can't remember, he forgets me. There can't be any love left in her heart for me. How can he love me, if he doesn't know about my existence?!! All the memories that we both built are gone..What else can I do?!" I wail, in despair.

I don't care anymore about Id, who I'm sure also heard all my words.

My brain is now full of memories that I've been trying to get rid of, because it just makes me miss Bee more and more.

I threw my gaze at the window to prevent the grief that began to rush out.

"For now, you can only trust Lui. Perhaps, in one corner of her heart, she still loves you, even if your figure is no longer in her memory" El replied in a confident tone.

I did not reply to El's words, because emotions were suffocating my neck.

"But he's human!! If there is a creature on this earth that is the most unpredictable, it is a human being. It's possible that the 'mate' principle won't apply to humans" Roan said with some hesitation.

El took a deep breath tiredly at Roan's words, but he did not reply. Just like me, he can't argue Roan's opinion, because it could be true.

There's no guarantee that Bee still loves me, because Bee is a human being.

"Come by one of the nearest cell phone stores, we should buy a new phone for Duke" Roan said to Id who was driving.

"Good Ms. Ewaldrons"

Roan checked my broken phone with a sad look.

"It's the latest model and you haven't even used all of its advanced features". Roan looked at me with narrowed eyes.

Roan is a fan of gadgets. My act of destroying a cell phone, is a crime he does not deserve to forgive.

"It's just a phone, no need to make a fuss" said El.

"It's not just a phone.." replied Roan.

Ck. that sentence is a signal will start a long debate between them. After that, I close my ears tightly. Their voices arguing grew increasingly faint.

The sky seems to agree with me. Today was a gray day, as the rain slowly fell again.

Hmm!!!.. This does not help, as rain and snow are the most favorite weather for Bee.

I closed my eyes to calm myself down, because of the row of memories I had with Bee, more and more appeared in my brain -- tormenting my inner self.

The long torment that came from something so beautiful....