Finding You, Again
Us 18 - Punish and Truce

"Today you've satisfied your year-long fighting desires?" I asked Roan, who was eating his lunch, while sitting on the bed.

He nodded while smiling widely.

"They're so weak, I almost fell for it when some of them ran around clamping their tails" Roan was already very healthy, proving his ridicule was back to sound normal.

Roan's fighting instinct, who was used to training with my father was indeed above average. Not many werewolves could match Roan

"Have you met Amon?" roan asked, while brushing off some of the food crumbs that fell on the blanket.

I'm shaking. "On my way, I just want to see you for a second".

"Liar!. You just want to see it!!" sahut Roan, while raising his chin towards Bee's bed. "He fainted in a hiding place?"

"No, just asleep. Said Dr. Sidra is common if one feels relieved, because it escapes a frightening event"

Roan nodded with a mischievous smile, "She growing some b*lls, I guess".

I'd love to brush her mouth for saying such a thing about Bee, but I'll let her go, in return for her incredible work, in the face of the rebels.

Without warning, Roan suddenly hugged me with his bandaged hands. If I wasn't really surprised right now, I would definitely push him away. Did his head hit?

"I miss you" Roan said in a very sweet tone, making me shudder and nauseous.

"What is..." He didn't let me finish the sentence, because his hand closed my mouth quickly.

"Of course you want to accompany me here, but I know you should go interrogate Amon. I'll wait" he added still in a sweet tone.

Now her eyes beckoned me to leave the room immediately. I don't understand what just happened, but I'm going to do it.

His behavior that often changed like this was very frightening. Being in the same room as Roan, when he was doing something crazy like that, was definitely not a smart choice.

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I want to erase everything I just heard and saw, from my mind.

The bed I was lying in seemed to turn into a bunch of thorns and thorns that pierced my heart.

The sight I saw shortly after opening my eyes was not very beautiful.

Roanna's bandaged hand hugged Duke's naked back tightly. Roanna's friendly-pitched voice seemed to make my ears melt from the heat.

Should they do it here?!!

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I snatched the T-shirt extended by El and put it on as I continued walking towards the underground cavern.

The smell of moist soil mixed with the carcass of an animal would have tormented me, if only I had not learned to control the power of my sense of smell. This smell alone could mean torture for werewolves.

Rows of bars that are usually empty, now filled with 17 werewolves in different conditions. Some of them lie with wide wounds, while others sit with lighter wounds.

Amon was in the corner of the room with a standing position. Alpha blood certainly gives him the ability to heal faster.

"I'm glad you're healthy Amon!" sweep me kindly, to insinuate her.

He looked at me with a vengeful look. "Just kill me!!" snapped it.

"Oh--that's a very easy thing, but I haven't humiliated you in front of all the pack residents. I'll make sure it happens, before you kill you!"

I can no longer hold back my emotions given what he did to Mom, Bee and Roan.

"You who should be ashamed, you want to raise Zhena from the human race, the nation that has killed our people a lot!!" Amon snapped in a high tone.

"You don't pretend to care about the fate of this pack Amon!!! You just gave that excuse to hook a lot of werewolves, to get them to do this attack. You and Egon have been working together to overthrow me and my father, long before I brought the future Zhena here!" I rebuked, with wild rage.

How dare he use Bee to justify his deed.

"Tell me that's not true Amon!!! You can't possibly team up with that traitor Beta!!!" A man rose from his seat and walked straight toward Ammon with a cruel face.

I know him, he's Quinton, one of the Theta* on the pack. And having a decent influence in the warrior ranks, he led three warrior squads.

Amon blatantly avoided his sight. Without warning, Quinton approached Amon and strangled him. Amon, unprepared for the attack, failed to escape

"Stop!!" my hard, with Alpha tone.

Soon Quinton's hand slipped and bowed obediently.

All the Werewolves who were inside the prison did the same. Amon with a trembling body tried to raise his head, but ended miserably. His head remained down and his breath was breathless

"Perfect!!! " i cried with satisfaction. He's trying to fight the Alpha blood that runs through my body.

It was fun to see him fail..

"Cure your wounds. I don't want to fight an animal that got hurt when Brawl comes on! "

I said with a light tone. But some of the faces lying instantly pale heard him. Quinton was also a little surprised.

"Scions... " He tried to raise objections, occasionally glancing at Amon.

"Don't worry, I'm not an Alpha yet, you don't need to be that scared, maybe you still have a chance to win" I smiled cynically, looking at the trembling rows of bodies inside the prison..

None of them answered, but even Amon was now silent.

"Have you or Uncle Rex managed to obtain information?" I asked El, who was standing behind me.

"Nil, they said nothing, except the fact that I didn't deserve to question them" he said with a bland smile.

I laughed dryly hearing it. Some of the people lying on the floor were family members with Theta and Iota* status, of course they hated El, because he was a Beta candidate even though he was only omega status.

You scum!!!

"You hide behind excuses in the name of the good of the pack, when you have hidden desires. I won't bother to ask again. See you in Brawl. I will announce your brain to the entire pack" I closed, turning away.

I can still hear some moans and complaints from them, especially Quinton. I heard him call me several times, before finally his voice was muffled by the cave wall.

Brawl is the worst kind of punishment for a werewolf. If in the human world it may be better known as the Gladiator fight. The guilty werewolf will fight Alpha, or for the present, will fight me.

A little unequal fight.

What can you do, if you are in a battle situation, where your opponent can tell you to bow with a single blow?

That's why the Brawl fight became the worst punishment for werewolves. But I wouldn't be that cool to fight with an Alpha tone. I will tear Amon's body slowly and painfully.

"You're gonna let everybody know what Amon's thinking?" el asked, while walking following me towards the Manor with a shriveled face, due to the pungent smell that had not disappeared.

The smell of the cave was truly nauseating.

My body and El still carried that disgusting scent, even after we came out of the cave. I'll take a shower before I make my next plan.

"Yes, I want to look at his mind carefully. I want to get information about Egon and the vampire" I replied.

"You're going to divide your head with the whole pack, Duke. One wrong touch will let everyone know about everything, about Lui, your father and also Zhena Myra" El said, in a worried tone.

El who usually behaves very positively is aware of the risks that I will go through by holding a Brawl.

"I know, but I'm tired of having to hide Bee. He was the only Zhena for me. It will be free to hide it for longer. If he's not accepted at Blackmoon, then I'll leave. But before I was gonna tear Amon's neck" I've been swirling.

I don't like to imagine Bee having to keep hiding. She is Zhena to me, I will announce it to the world, whether they like it or not.

"I will go wherever you go and will follow all your decisions without asking any more" El said, after a while we walked in silence. I stopped and looked at El for a moment.

"You werewolf Blackmoon, El, you can't leave him" I don't want to make El a Stray.

If I leave here, it's because I have no other choice, but not for El. " You can live comfortably here" I added.

Life as a werewolf Stray is hard. I no longer want to drag others to live in suffering.

After eight years of living out of the pack, we both knew it. About three years back our lives were much better, because my career started to go up, and El got a good job while continuing his studies.

But before that our lives were far from comfortable and happy. I don't want El to come back to life like that.

"A comfortable life full of insults and insults you mean" said El grimly.

Ck.. Iforgetit.

Life in this pack, it's never easy for El. The situation related to Linus confirmed it. The entire pack member knew what Linus was doing to El.

They know that El is the victim, but they cannot accept El without remembering what his stepfather did, so they always keep their distance, not wanting to enter El's chaotic head.

I patted her shoulder softly "I'll take you wherever I go El"

El smiled with satisfaction at hearing that. He walked beside me with a more cheerful face, than when we had just come out of the cave. The plain side of El that I rarely see.

One of the omega approached me, upon arriving in front of the manor entrance. He handed me a cardboard with chicken claw writing, barely legible aimed at me.

Postal service does not arrive in the pack, but we have one house located in the outer area of the pack, specifically to receive shipments. This package must have just come from there.

I smelled the scent of the box and recognized the smell of milk exposed in the wrapper. That's Abel's scent.

I tore off the cardboard and found 3 phones, some keys and a wallet inside. My phone included one of them.

"Oh, it's mine" El said, grabbing one of the phones and the key in the box.

Judging from the smell, the cell phone and the other key is the property of Uncle Rex. The three of us left it in the hunting lodge, because we went in the form of wolves.

Abel must have sent him here. I turned on the phone and a line of messages from Abel came in in sequence.

Most ask about the state of the pack, some assert, the meeting between inhumane will still take place next week here.

"F!!!" my sift. He had absolutely no idea\, what kind of situation I was in.

El asked with his eyebrows now rising.

"What should I do to get Bee to marry me before next week?" askau getir

"Sleep-and then dream" replied El flat.

"I'm not joking El" I hissed with my mouth closed.

Shouldn't he give a positive opinion? I felt like I was talking to Roan. Or is my chance that bad?

"My answer will remain the same, you can't even get close, without Lui screaming or being scared. Your greatest possibility of marrying her, is only in a dream" she repeated still cruelly.

Maybe El's mood, it seems, has not improved, because of the insults he received from the cell occupants earlier.

"You know, if I leave here, I'll leave you happy!" I retaliated with no less cruel, while walking into the Manor.

"Hey.. Duke, you know I'm just kidding, right?" nada El's voice instantly turned soft.

"You didn't say the whole thing earlier. I will give better advice if I have heard it fully" he said again, trying to catch up with me in a panic...

I'll let him suffer for a while..

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What should I do??!!

I hugged Duke!!.

Back then, I couldn't think clearly at all, but now I want to hide my face, when I remember it again. And worse, at that time the Duke was in a bare-chested state.

This is really embarrassing!! inner, merana.

Not to mention after, I saw clearly how the Duke and Roanna messaged.

I feel like shit for enjoying Duke's embrace. Anger once again took hold of my brain when I remembered the scene in the hospital.

Dey stopped walking, and made me almost hit him, because he was right in front of me..

We got to the front of the room without me noticing.

Dey simply smiled "We arrived" he said, pointing at the door of the room I used to occupy.

Upon hearing my thanks, Dey immediately passed away with his limping leg.

I woke up in the hospital, but Dr. Sidra says I just fell asleep. After a thorough examination of me, he told me to return to Manor, with Dey's escort.

I rolled on the bed and hid my face in the blanket as soon as I was in the room.

I still don't think, how could I fall asleep while hugging Duke? Just a word of shame, not enough to call it.

You're an idiot Lui,

But his embrace was very comfortable, said another voice of my heart. Yeah-- yeah, but that doesn't mean you can fall asleep in there carelessly! woe to me with annoyance.

I haven't even had time to apologize to her, but again I made a mistake. It must have been very unpleasant for him to be hugged by a girl other than Roanna.

He was very kind, for not directly pushing me harshly. Even according to Dr. Sidra, he took me to the hospital thinking I passed out. How embarrassing!!!!

Cklek...... !!

The sound of the door opening made me get up and sit on the bed, who came into this room without knocking?

I looked at the entrance that was still closed, and then realized, the sound was coming from the bathroom door.

"Agh...!!" I screamed in surprise.

The Duke stood in front of the bathroom door wearing only a towel around his waist.

From his face, he was similarly shocked by me.

The moment my senses disappeared, my face warmed.

This time, all of my brain cells agreed that the body was giving off a tantalizing aura. How not? His stomach and chest muscles, forming that body became more perfect, than I had imagined.

"How....? I'm really sorry. I thought you were still in the hospital" Duke said, after coming to his surprise.

"I've just returned" I replied automatically, with a bow of sight, because the duration of my eyes researching his body, had already far exceeded the reasonable limit.

"Excuse me!" he said as he walked into the wall cabinet in front of the bathroom, with quick steps and closed the door.

Why is he here? my inner. More precisely why did he use the bathroom that was here?

It was impossible if he could not find another bathroom in this house.

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I cursed with all my might without a sound. I didn't realize Bee was back. The aroma of Bee that had spread in this room caught me off guard.

I immediately grabbed the clothes and wore them at full speed. I must have surprised him a lot.

Bee was still in the same position when I came out of the closet. He looked at me for a moment, then looked down again.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to bother you, I'm leaving" I looked down sad, seeing Bee still didn't want to look at me.

I think he must have been so scared in the basement that he hugged me without thinking much.

"Wait!!" Bee exclaimed to stop my steps, which had almost reached the exit.

I turned around to look at him. He was already standing in front of the bed, but his eyes were fixed to the floor.

"I apologize for...." Bee whispered softly, in a voice that slowly shrank, his legs twitching uneasily.

My ears were undoubtedly sharp, but I still could not hear the rest of his murmur.

"I'm sorry, but I didn't hear what you said" I walked a little closer to her.

"I apologize, for being so rude to you before, and to everyone else!"

Bee, say it at a speed exceeding that of a rapper. Her nervous face was incredible, but her eyes were right on me.

For a moment I lost the ability to process his words. "You're apologizing?" ask me with a stupefy.

Bee nodded quickly.

"I shouldn't have called you a monster when you saved me in the woods yesterday" he explained. He started looking at the floor again.

The spring in my heart that had withered back again. The feeling that had languished for so long seemed to be doused with water, and bloomed perfectly.

Bee looked at me directly in the eye and he apologized!

"But I'm a monster!" I struggled with a little doubt, because I didn't want to expect too high.

"No, of course not! You're not a monster. You're a werewolf, but you're not a monster" he said, with determined eyes, looking back at me.

My feeling soared into the air lightly. Without being able to prevent it, I smiled broadly and almost exclaimed with joy.

"I'm glad to hear it"

I try to speak as flat as possible. I don't want to make it awkward, if I look too excited.

"Oscar told me a lot about inhumane creatures yesterday, and Myra said I don't have to fear you, because you're a good werewolf" she explained more calmly.

This is the Bee I used to see first, plain with friendly sparkling eyes.

This is the Bee I miss so much, with her blue eyes looking at me fearlessly.

I went back to the trouble of holding myself back, not to hug her right now. My chest is full of happiness and longing.

"Thank you.." I could hear, my voice trembling slightly, filled with emotions I was trying to endure.

Bee nodded beautifully.

"You don't have to thank me, just because I realized my stupidity. I should be thanking you for accepting me here. I received too much kindness from you and Myra. I would've died at the hands of that evil werewolf, if you had brought me here, "

I nodded my head in a bit of confusion.

Accepting? Bee was here because of my wishes.

"What do you mean?" ask me, while sitting down and signalling Bee to catch up with me on the sofa.

This conversation will be longer than it should be.

Bee complied, and sat down before me. "Well, said Oscar, the evil werewolf was after me, because I had something special. The reason I survived until now is because you brought me here"

Uh..? Oscar said what? .

What Oscar said was not entirely wrong, but now Bee thinks all this happened because of his mistake? This is certainly not true..

"And I have absolutely no idea what special thing makes them come after me!!" grouch with an annoyed face, before I could explain. "Oscar won't tell me!"

"I tried asking one of them this morning, but they didn't answer either!!" Bee started to sound annoyed.

"You what?! Ask who?" I looked at him confused.

"I asked one of the wolves that was about to attack me this morning, why he wanted to kill me. But he just looked at me with his mouth open, revealing his huge fangs" she explained innocently.

I couldn't help but laugh after hearing that. I tried to restrain myself as much as possible, but some small ruckus escaped from my mouth.

"They don't want to answer, Lui, but they can't answer. We can't communicate with words while in wolf form" I explained.

"The shape of the wolf's snout doesn't allow us to speak human language, we can only bark" I added.

Bee's face instantly flushed.

"Ow.. Just deserve it! Tita also said absolutely nothing when she turned into a wolf" Bee's understanding face looked cute.

I miss this too. Bee's face when he realized his mistake, never failed to make me smile.

"I don't think that far, I guess you can still talk even if it's changed" Bee rubbed his arm in embarrassment.

"It's not a problem, it's understandable" I said, calming him down. Bee smiled sweetly at my words.

"I salute you're no longer afraid of werewolves, you even dared to yell at them. That's not an easy thing to do"

"I was just so angry back then, they chased me all the way to another continent, for reasons I didn't understand. What do they really want?" Bee grumbled back.

Mmmm.... What am I supposed to say?

It's not a good idea to say, if she's being an incara, because she's my mate. But I can't let it go either, assuming all my hassles are his fault.

"I want you to know, your presence on this pack is my wish" I'll try to explain it plausibly.

Bee looked at me questioningly. "But I was brought here because the werewolf wanted to kill me, didn't he?" bee asked, pointing at his face.

"They're after you because of me" I replied heavily.

I still haven't found the right words to explain everything without mentioning mate.

Bee did not say anything hearing that, but his face was still filled with confusion.

"They're the enemy of this pack, and you're close to me. They're after you to hurt me, and since you're a human being, for them you're an easy target"

I said something more or less honest, without mentioning mate.

"Near? They're after me when I only have dinner with you once?" A tone of disbelief was clearly heard in Bee's speech.

"Yes." I replied short.

Not wanting to lie any further. Obviously Egon knew about Bee, long before we had a meal together at the Aviary, because they had slipped the proposal to Delmor long before.

But Bee seems to have forgotten, and I'm not going to correct that.

"Are they crazy?!" it's a little loud.

"Perhaps, I do not doubt, if their mind path is damaged" I said automatically.

Bee smiled slightly hearing that. But his face became serious again.

"Look, I'm really sorry, for having to take you in the carousel of the inhumane world. I promise you, if all is done, you'll be able to return to London safely"

Although I wish you wouldn't go back there, my mind is in turmoil.

Bee nodded in understanding, his forehead wrinkled thinking hard. I can't bear to not look at him carefully. She looks so beautiful when she thinks.

.kk.........!!!

Bee held her stomach with a blushed face. He looks wrong while glancing at me.

"Are you hungry? "

Bee nodded slowly. "We were having breakfast when they attacked earlier" he explained, still with a reddened face in embarrassment.

Hm... All the omega in Manor are working hard to clean up the rest of the mess this morning. They won't be able to cook.

"Come with me, I'll cook a simple dinner for us because I'm hungry too"

I stood up and waved my hand to get her up. My last meal was cold eggs and vegetables, early this morning.

"Can you cook?" he asked, with a smile full of doubt.

"Of course" I said calmly.

I lived alone for almost 8 years, and because of my very sensitive nose, I could not eat carelessly.

The smart choice I took, was to cook my own food as desired. I took the most expensive cooking class to become the expert I am today.

I am very confident in my cooking skills.

And need no explanation, Bee is terrible at cooking. Charlie never even let her turn on the stove.