I Can'T Have Your Heart.
Emery's Disappearance. * HOSPITAL'S.

Emery grabbed his ass on the edge of his pansien bed. His gaze far looked out the window of his room.

The shadow of the woman who had almost forgotten how the look of her face had crossed her mind again, after a long time she almost forgot the beautiful memories they had passed together, a figure that always wiped her tears, she said, he heard all his complaints, who always laughed with him.

Emery has been too busy loving her husband, hurting herself, and fighting alone. Living a household that even forgot the figure that had made him want to undergo all the suffering during this time. Just to be able to feel what his mother feels, also the desire of the father who at that time always convinced him there will be happiness after the wedding. Even the stupid thing he did ended up with him almost taking his life.

"Mother,"

Emery muttered slowly, taking a deep breath, trying to shut down to remember more how the mother of decades left herself alone.

Is this not enough, Mom? All this time I've had the day like I lived before, it turns out this is how it feels, this feeling is what you always feel first? Loving a father who never loved his mother.

Emery took a deep breath, a faint smile on his lips that still looked bruised from his father's blow.

At least this mother's child has felt what she felt first, having a difficult day alone. Mother need not be sad right now, even though I feel like a foolish woman for continuing to hang with her. But it's all over, I'm gonna end it and do the same thing you did.

Emery was resting his body on his bed, trying to unwind and the pain, hoping to sleep just for tonight and forget all the stuff that made him cramped.

Aunt Areta, thank you for everything.may Aunt Areta's life be happier again, when out of everything, I hope the next Aunt's life will be calm, there is a burden that makes Aunt's life suffer. I'm sorry. It's been a lot of worrying for Auntie. I love you Bi.

Emery's nanar gaze was fixed on the figure of Areta who had fallen asleep on the sofa, clearly visible tired face there.

Mother.. Is Mom okay?

Emery saturates with a feeling of fear, a time when his mother who always spent her day with quarrels with her father was again present in her mind, until the memories of the past seemed to bring her back, as if bringing her back, where at that time he could only cry in the corner of his bedroom when he heard the sound of crying and shouting loudly the father, who was, not infrequently also he heard the sound of goods destroyed by his father just to vent his anger.

* FLASHBACK.

"For so long Chris, why haven't you forgotten that woman, even though she never loved you." Said Carolyn with her tears.

"CLOSED YOUR MOUTH." Shouted Chris growled.

"I've given you everything, you asked for a child from me I have given, but you know, my condition at that time was not possible to have a child, the company of Dad has fallen in your hands, especially now? Can't you just love me, Chris? Love both our children?" Carolyn asked with a trembling voice.

"Unfortunately I can't love you, our marriage isn't my wish, have you forgotten? How did your father want you to marry me so badly? And you foolishly agreed to this ridiculous marriage and made me lose the woman I love, at least your father was quite understanding because he gladly handed me the CALL KORP."

"Sad.. You're just Kris's pathetic man, that woman left you because she loved another man."

"I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP."

PLAAKS.. PLAACQUES

There was a loud slap along with the mother's scream. The woman who married his father just because his mother is the only child of the Cullen family and also his grandfather who owns a large company Call KORP which is growing very rapidly in this city and also in several other cities. Although his father had managed to control the company, not a single bit of his father had ever loved his mother who was very sincere in love with him.

"Mothers.. "

Call Emery slowly as he finds his mum sitting pensively in a chair in the garden behind his house. Emery embraced his mother's frail body and in her arms tightly, until Emery's tears trickled when she heard her mother's sobs at the time.

"Don't cry, son, enough Mom to feel this, Mother's child is happy enough, I don't want to see Mom's child cry." Carolyn said as she rubbed Emery's long hair that still hugged her tightly.

"I'm sorry Mom, because I can't do anything to help you."

"Don't apologize dear, Mother's current problem has absolutely nothing to do with Mother's child, and by being by Mom's side hugging Mother like now has made Mother very happy."

"Mothers.. What's that sick?" Ask Emery slowly.

"Honey.. I'm fine."

"No, I've suffered enough. I've been crying a lot, why do you still survive?"

"Mom survived because I still have you and El,"

"No, I persevered and was willing to do it all because I was too dependent on Dad, Do you love me so much?"

"Yes, I love your father very much."

"But why Mom? Why stay by Dad's side? Even though you always suffer? Even though Mom always cries? And even though Dad didn't.... "

"Not loving Mom, I know.. Someday, when you start loving someone, you'll get answers to your questions right now,"

"Mother.I love you so much, Emery wants to feel what you're feeling right now." Emery said, hugging the mother even more.

"No son, no.. I don't want you to feel the same way, marry the man who loves you, not the man you love, because if that man loves you, he will never hurt you, nor leave you, she said, do you understand, son?"

"Mothers... "

"Mom wants you to always love your Dad, listen to what he says, 'But I think of your Dad, however he is your Dad, like your brother who always obeys what Dad says."

"But Mother.. I'm not Elard,"

"Mom knows honey, let's just say it's Mom's wish, only you can help me take care of your dad."

"Mothers.. "

"Please promise me dear."

"I promise you."

"Thank you dear."

Very tightly Emery hugged the body of his mother who was rubbing his back slowly, a very soft rub and able to make him calm.

"Mothers.. "

Emery muttered, until he suddenly snapped and regained consciousness from his long daydream. Memories of the past with his mother back in his memory very clearly.

Mother where is it? I miss Mom so much, is Mom okay now? I want to find Mom, can you wait for me in a minute?

Emery closed his eyes, wiped his tears and instantly covered his entire body with a blanket.

* * * * *

"All.."

Said Doctor Wil while touching the shoulders of Alpha who was sitting pensively on a sofa in the hospital lobby alone, there were only two bodyguards standing next to him.

"What are you thinking?" Doctor Wilfreed asked as he sat himself on the sofa.

"Nothing,"

"I've known you for a very long time All, there's no way you've been sitting here pensively thinking about anything, is there any way this has anything to do with that girl?" Ask Wilfreed who actually knows Alpha's mind at this time.

"Hm.. "

"What's wrong with that girl?"

"I'm so worried about that girl Wil, I always think about her, if she's going to be okay+," said Alpha who looked very worried.

"All.. Before I could continue my words, I wind up asking you something, " Reply Doctor Wilfreed with a serious look that was nodding back to Alpha.

"What Questions?"

"Do you like that girl?" Doctor Wilfreed asked Alpha for a few minutes, as if he were looking for an answer to his friend's question and also to ask himself if he really liked the girl. The girl who had saved his life, which didn't even take long to catch his attention, had now even made him feel the fear of losing the girl. But he himself did not understand the feelings he was feeling at this time.

"Yes, I like it, but.. "

"But?"

"I want to protect her, but not to have her." Answer Alpha.

"What's? Is that something weird?" Ask Alpha cringing.

"Not at all."

"Then what's wrong with me, what is this feeling, I'm even very sad when I see that girl now, I'm scared, I don't want her to be hurt or touched by anyone, dareen said I was in love with the girl, but.. I don't think it's like that, my heart never beats when I'm with that girl like Dareen and his stupid book." Alpha reply that made Doctor Wilfreed cut his lips together to form a small smile while listening to the plain speech of the president of the famous BRT GROUP.

"You love that girl as a sister, not as a woman." Doctor Wilfreed's light is getting Alpha confused.

"Sister?" Alpha asked slightly tilted her head with fused eyebrows.

"Yeah.. Am I wrong? Think again, you don't feel like a man who loves a woman, but like a sister who loves her sister." Doctor Wilfreed's timpole that made Alpha finally nodded, as if confirming Doctor Wilfreed's words.

"You're right, Wil, sister. Well all this time I've always wanted to protect her."

"Which makes me confused now, who is that girl, the girl who can make you like this? Other than him who just happened to save your life, isn't there no connection between you?" Ask Doctor Wilfreed who is still feeling confused.

"Well you're right, that's what I don't understand until now, Wil, she's just an ordinary girl who helped me, even met her just once, but my feelings... "

"Well, it's too hard to explain, but I can understand how you feel right now."

"but why am I so afraid now." Alpha's reply looks moody again.

"What are you afraid of?" Ask Doctor Wilfreed slowly.

"Kris, man,"

"I see, the man won't stop until his wish is fulfilled."

"I'll follow all the games played by that biadap man, but.. "

"Is there anything that bothers you?" Ask Doctor Wilfreed.

"Help me protect him Wil, his life will be threatened if he continues to be beside me" replied Alpha with all his anxiety.

"Then what's your plan?"

"Protect her to me Wil, if she wakes up from her coma, will you take her to a faraway place? I'm gonna destroy that savage man."

"Alright, I'll help you All, but does that girl really have no family anymore?" Ask Doctor Wilfreed.

"She had a mother, but since the girl was lying in the hospital, her mother suddenly disappeared, I've ordered all my people to look for her, but there's been no news to date. I'm just worried about one thing,"

"Have you ever met his mother?"

"Not once did I know her mother had PTSD."

"Then how do you find it?"

"I'm just relying on that little bit of information from the girl, even my people are already looking for her in Thailand."

"Thai?"

"Hm.. The girl's from Thailand."

"Then?" Ask Doctor Wilfreed.

"Nil.. They haven't found it."

"It's hard to find someone with incomplete data All."

"This is what worries me."

"Do you suspect anyone?"

"Well.. You know for yourself, only he can do something like that." Answer Alpha leaning his body on the back of the sofa while shutting.

"Then what about your wife?" Ask doctor Wilfreed slowly who suddenly changed Alpha's facial expression to look cynical.

"Tsk, wife? You don't make my mood spoil Wil by mentioning my wife's name in front of me,"

"I'm sorry, but no matter how much you hate her, it won't change your status as All's husband and wife,"

"Well I know, and soon I'll make him give up and walk away from my life, even though the sufferer for 5 years is not enough to pay for his father's sins."

"All right, he doesn't know about the grudges and the past between your family and his father. Aren't you being too cruel?" Doctor Wilfreed, who was trying to calm Alpha's heart, tried to melt the ice that had long been frozen in Alpha's heart.

"Cruel? He deserved it Wil, at the time I didn't know about Dad and the son of a bitch either, but look, I also suffered for his father's actions. Isn't that fair?"

"Well.."

"I know what I'm doing Wil, you're helping me enough to keep that girl out of Kris's reach." Continue Alpha.

"Yes, let's wait for the girl to wake up."

"Alright, thanks Wil,"

"Hm.. "

Doctor Wilfreed replied, patting Alpha on the shoulder. He is very understanding of the condition of his best friend at this time because a little Doctor Wilfreed also knows the problems they are facing at this time.

"Doctor Wil, Young Master, sorry.. That girl's.." The Dareen exclaimed that suddenly shocked them.

"What/what happened?" Kenzie and Doctor Wilfreed answered at the same time.

"The girl finally realized." Dareen.

"What's?/alright." Reply Alpha and Doctor Wilfreed who immediately stepped from their seats and immediately stepped out of the lobby to the elevator to the 10th floor of the VVIP room.

With his steps accelerated, Dr. Wilfreed walked into the Edrea room which was still being guarded by several Alpha bodyguards. Alpha suddenly stopped his steps just in front of Emery's room when he saw the figure of Areta who was sobbing in there. The man's forehead seemed to frown, frowning, because he knew something had happened there. Alpha just put on a smile and continued his steps towards Edrea's room, but not far away Alpha stepped foot, suddenly he heard Areta's voice calling out to him. Until his footsteps stopped.

"Big Master.. "

Call Areta once again while running small with her cry toward Alpha who is still standing back to Areta, not even turning her body even a little even though just to see Areta who is already standing right behind her.

"What's wrong?" Ask Alpha who is still in position.

"Mrs.. "

Areta stopped, and again stepped closer to Alpha who was still standing with both hands in the pocket of her slimfit pants.

"Mrs omit Master,"

Continue Areta who was standing right in front of Alpha who was still with her flat expression. There was not the slightest response from Alpha, even his facial expression did not change, still remained flat with sharp eyes, until finally it was seen he raised the corner of his lips upwards.

"Wouldn't he have disappeared?" Reply Alpha in a low tone and immediately move his legs leaving Areta.

"Tu.. Signore.. "

Call Areta who is completely unconcerned by Alpha who continues to step into the Edrea room with her broad steps.

The woman simply resigned herself while looking at Alpha's back which in just a matter of seconds had already disappeared behind the door.

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* TO BE CONTINUED.