I Can'T Have Your Heart.

I Can'T Have Your Heart.
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Alpha seemed to be frowning, trying to remember the figure that made his face battered, and he also forgot how severe the man's wound was. I don't know, Alpha completely forgot about the incident. All he remembered the last time was his meeting with Daniel. The rest he really does not know, even kneeling and crying in front of Emery he forgot. And when he woke up the next day, he only found his bruised face, a crumbling body, as well as a check he had to sign for compensation.


"So that guy?"


"Yes, the guy who was arguing even had a fight with you that night, he was Jackob Sean," Darren said.


"Oh, then?" 


"It looks like the man was a little annoyed over your fight that night, I don't know what it means to be present with a fake identity at your wedding" Axel said.


"It does not rule out the possibility that he wants to see all the Berta family, or maybe just want to make sure who you are, who has dared to disturb him. This is still my assumption, and hopefully it will just get lost" Akirra replied.


"Get lost by using a fake identity, I don't think that makes sense" Leon said.


"What exactly digs deeper information about the Berta family. Seeing directly, and deliberately appearing, as a warning if we are being watched. Or more specifically, he wants to remind us to be careful. That's how they work" Darren said.


"At least I'm not afraid of them. The man can meet me and solve our problems the way he wants, I will follow all his wishes. As long as they don't bother my family. Or don't touch them at the end of a fingernail" Alpha replies.


"Unfortunately I have found no trace of Jackob and his assistant Rikkard in Verona, most likely he has returned to his country, or maybe to another region far from Verona" Darren said.


"Then do you think, what's the point of using a false identity and breaking into Castel and not meeting me?" ask Alpha.


"As I said, he just wanted to give us one warning." 


"Shiits! Back to dealing with the mafia, I'm so sick of it," said Alpha again tendered his body.


"Who do you think started it? You and your scary drunken habits" said Leon, who Alpha couldn't argue with.


Even he hopes to live a quiet life, away from all problems related to criminality. He just wants to live a quiet life with his wife and family, open a new page, and live a normal life as usual. He really doesn't want to lose anyone anymore. However, now because of his stupid actions, he instead lured the mafia to come to him. Staking family, not even close the possibility, hunting down his family.


Alpha looks anxious thinking about his family, there are some people he has to protect, he really does not want them to be easy targets from parties who should only deal with him.


"You better not have to think about this, we can take the path of peace, by talking directly to Jackob if indeed he reappears" Darren suggested.


"peacefully? Meanin? Do I have to apologize?"


"Deal, they always need that, sir." 


"Yes, you can manage that." 


"We just have to wait, Jackob will come back if he really feels you have to take responsibility for the incident that harmed him. And if he's holding the material accountable, maybe you'll decide," 


"Then what about your honeymoon plan?" ask Leon.


"Looks like I should put it off." 


"Why?" 


"It looks like I should stay here to wait for the bitch."


"What reason would you give your wife?" 


"I'm still going to think about it, what do you think I should say?"


"Obviously you can't tell your wife that you're waiting for Jackob Sean, the son of a mobster you once fought and destroyed Axel's club, before you came to see him at home with a battered face pleading and crying like a depressed man?" leon's reply at length made Darren, Akirra, Augusto and Axel turn their eyes towards Alpha who also looked surprised.


"This asshole. When did I do that?" tanya Alpha looks confused, and began to force his brain to remember the events of the night, all seems faint, he began to remember, the moment where he was gathered, no matter what he said at that time, he began to remember, and whatever Emery told him. He was crying in front of the woman.


Alpha took a deep breath while massaging the nape of his neck. Leon did not lie, even he remembered when Leon broke him out of the Axel club, and well, he also had time to push Axel's body. Oh shit, it turns out he really made a lot of trouble that night, and everyone in this room knows it.


Alpha sat down while continuing to curse himself, Emery never even told him about the incident, was it too embarrassing? Thought Alpha clucked repeatedly.


"Should I tell you the details, where you kept crying before Emery to apologize? You even asked Emery to punish you, and ...."


"Shut your fucking mouth! If you don't want me to tear it up," cut off Alpha, reopen her eyes, and find their gazes still on her. "Ahh, shit," he muttered.


All they know, Alpha is a cold-hearted man, someone who has no feelings, is unsympathetic and indifferent to the problems and emotions of others. It is also not warm, unresponsive, or psychologically cold.


The bad and painful past completely changed Alpha's attitude, even when her heart was hurting, she would be her emotional dehumidifier to the freezing point. He doesn't even care if other people have a good reason for what they're doing, because Alpha will completely ignore it. Shut yourself up and wait until things feel more friendly to themselves.


And that's what Alpha looks like in their eyes. However, things are different now, even three years ago, Alpha's attitude started to look different, but they didn't expect it to actually change as it is now. I don't know what changed their employer to become the warm figure they are today. Until they think, if the Alpha cold attitude is just a defense mechanism. It is the emotions that make him cold.


"What?!" 


One question from Alpha that made them turn their eyes in all directions, even Darren could only stare at the end of his shoes, and Akirra who rubbed the edge of the sofa. While Augusto and Axel choose to look out the window that already looks dark, when the sun begins to disappear. 


Only Leon was still staring at Alpha who was caught nervous from being embarrassed. Had Darren picked her up that night, it might not have been revealed until now. Darren is very good at keeping secrets. Unlike Leon who has a filtered mouth, blatant and annoying.


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