I Can'T Have Your Heart.
Kang Daniel Elfredo's.

Mr. Fridell's luxury car is parked right in front of an apartment building that looks quite simple. With a slow step, Mr. Fridell

enter the Apartment until the elevator carrying Mr. Fridell stops right on the 16th floor.

"Dad.. "

Exclaimed the man who was sitting on a sofa while working on some reports on his laptop, but when Mr. Fridell who was none other than his own father approached, he approached, the man immediately closed his laptop and moved from his seat to greet the father.

"What's up, Dad? Not usually Dad comes to visit, what's the tone of something?" Ask Kang Daniel.

"Dad just missed you, is that wrong?"

"No Dad, please sit down. I look tired." Reply Kang Daniel who immediately invited Mr. Fridell to sit down.

"What are you doing, Daniel? Isn't it time you got some rest?" Said Mr. Fridell who rubbed his son's shoulder directly.

"Maybe it'll be a little later Dad" Kang Daniel replied as he laid his tired body on the back of the sofa.

"When are you gonna stay in a stuffy place like this, Daniel? You rarely even visit your Mansion." Ask Mr. Fridell while observing every corner of the room Kang Daniel Apartment which although looks simple and narrow but very neat.

"I've already been at home in this Apartment Dad, besides This apartment is quite close to where my boss lives now." Kang Daniel replied with a smile that made Mr. Fridell frown.

"really? Is it for no other reason?" Mr. Fridell asked as he looked at his son's tired face.

"What other reason do I have, Dad," replied Daniel with a smile.

"Are you still going to keep it a secret to Dad, who's the family you're looking after right now?"

I'm still looking after Dad's Cullen family, sorry.. If I keep it a secret from Dad.

"I'm sorry if I still can't tell Dad. But someday I'll definitely tell Dad."

"Well, I hope soon,"

"Yes Dad.."

"alright.. I have to go home now, I'm pretty tired today.You know it takes extra energy to bring your brother Lucas. And I hope you don't linger in this place of Daniel and stay in your own Mansion." Reply Mr. Fridell as he moved from his seat to prepare to leave.

"Okay Dad, this apartment is only temporary."

"Dad, hope so too."

"What else did Lucas do, Dad?" Kang Daniel asked while opening his laptop screen to continue his work that had been delayed.

"Dad just introduced him to someone who was going to be his future wife."

"What's? So you're trying to get Lucas?"

"Hm,"

"Then? Does Lucas want to take it?" Kang Daniel asked a little curiously.

"You don't want her to have to accept it, because only this woman can compensate for your brother's arrogant and stubbornness." Reply to Mr. Fridell who made Kang Daniel smile a little.

"Aren't you in love with his future wife, for she will live with a man who doesn't want her?" Reply Kang Daniel who suddenly felt compassion for his sister's future wife.

"From your words just now it's as if you've had a bitter experience of living with someone who doesn't love you in the least." Reply Sir which made Kang Daniel silent for a moment.

Maybe you're right, I've felt it for a long time.

"Maybe you're right, but forget it. Now I'm thinking about Lucas."

"You don't have to think about it, I'm sure. It can't last long, because Emery is the girl who..."

"Wait.what's the woman's name?" Sela Kang Daniel frowned and immediately stared fixedly at Father.

"You mean?"

"Did you just say Emery's name?" Kang Daniel's question convinced his hearing.

"Well, Emery. Emery Cullen's. Chris Cullen's son, I think you know him, don't you? Didn't you work with the Cullens long enough back then."

Not only did he know her, but his son loved her, but why..

"Daniel's.. What's up?" Asked Mr. Fridell who seemed confused by Kang Daniel's current silence.

"Why should that woman be Dad?" Said Kang Daniel slowly with his fierce voice.

"You mean? Is something wrong?" Ask Mr. Fridell who is getting confused. Especially when he saw Kang Daniel who looked moody with a sad facial expression.

Emery is the girl I've loved for a long time.

"Are you sure you'll do it? the two of them won't be happy with Dad's marriage."

"What's? why would you come to such a conclusion as Daniel?"

"As I heard. Even Lucas himself doesn't love Emery, nor does Emery, isn't that fair to both of them Dad?"

"Daniel's.. I know what you're doing, and you don't have to worry. Everything will go according to Dad's plan."

"Dad.. "

"Quite Daniel, you are the son of Father who has never opposed Father, so for this matter, you don't have to think about it. And I don't want you to interfere."

"Dad.."

"Dad's coming home now." Reply Mr. Fridell who immediately stepped towards the exit.

"I'm sorry Daniel's father, but I can't change my decision." Said Mr. Fridell before he left the apartment, leaving Kang Daniel still stuck in his place with a sick feeling. Even at this moment he felt his heart as if it were in sharp stabs, making him tight.

Kang Daniel rested his body on the back of the sofa, closing his eyes while clutching his hair. Even he who was only a child who was kept secret by Mr. Fridell could do nothing. Just to say if Emery is the woman he loves alone he can't.

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* ALPHA KHANDRA MANSION.

Unaware and disheveled, Alpha drags his steps into his Mansion, holding onto everything he can hold to keep him from falling. His eyes look red with hair that looks disheveled, as well as shirt clothes that already look tangled. The smell of alcohol immediately filled the room, the pungent smell coming from Alpha which was currently dragging the ledge, very carefully He laid his body on the sofa. His head that felt like it was about to explode made it difficult to move again. Nausea in his stomach makes him occasionally want to remove all of his stomach contents, but always in his custody. I don't know how many bottles of Champagne Alpha spent at the bar tonight, which is clear he looks very drunk right now. A bad mood makes Alpha frustrated and prefers to spend time in a Bar to drink alcohol. His heart was completely shattered at this moment, it was very difficult to accept everything, Starla's shadow was even deeply embedded in his mind.

Why is it so hard to forget you.. How am I supposed to forget you, even I'm powerless now. You completely destroyed everything in Starla's wake..

Alpha tears flowed from the corner of his eyes, his body slumped down, immersing his face between his knees which he bent. Devastated, Alpha vents all of his pain with a sob that makes him really look very fragile.

"All.. "

Leon cried when he found Alpha crying like a child who lost a toy. Even today Leon can clearly see the other side of an Alpha as Alpha tears that always look strong, firm, cold and stiff just drip.

"Are you drunk? Hey, what's wrong with you?" Leon asked started to worry when he saw the current state of Alpha. The condition that was truly already at its lowest point even looked like someone who was desperate.

"Yoon's.. My chest is about to explode" Alpha said, raising his head up while clutching his chest hard.

"Alpha.. What the hell's going on? Why did you become like this?" Leon asked once more while gripping Alpha's shaky shoulders.

"Why does a woman always have so many reasons, for all her very confusing actions? Why don't they just shut up and obey?"

"Alpha.. What's Starla.. "

"You're right Yoon.. I shouldn't force myself to continue to be by her side, even my love makes it hard to breathe, she doesn't really want me Yoon.. " Alpha reply getting sobbing.

"Are you shedding your tears for Starla? All.."

"I loved Yoon so much that I felt like a fool, I couldn't convince her that everything would be okay.. I'm..."

"Alpha.. "

"It turns out that all this time I didn't mean anything to him," said Alpha, who immediately got out of his seat, although he fell back when he could no longer balance his body because he was drunk.

"Alpha... " Enon cried while holding Alpha's arm that fell back, although Leon's hand was again patted by Alpha who was still trying to stand alone, although several times he had to fall back, although several times he had to fall back, to make his knee hurt from hitting the ceramic floor repeatedly, and it was very clear when Alpha was seen grimacing.

"Stop Alpha." Leon suddenly felt angry. And clutching Alpha's arm very hard.

"Are you torturing yourself right now?" Asked Leon who was already feeling furious and sad, even his eyes had looked red because they held the clear grains that had been perched in the corner of his eyes when he saw the Alpha palm that looked bruised and swollen. It makes Leon really feel very angry, but he does not know who to be angry with other than himself.

Ii'm sorry.. I've always forced you to open your heart to women, but.. But this is not what I want Alpha to see you slump like this, seeing you tear up, not like this I expected, I just want to see you happy. Because you've suffered enough all this time.

"Take me off Yoon.. I'm kind.. Just fine.. I just feel sick here.. And it will heal on its own.. L'm.. Just need.. Sleep, for.. Forgetting it.. I'll forget about it.. Benarkan Yoon's.. All the.. It's gonna be okay.. Like what you always say.. " Racau Alpha until finally his body fell on a hairy carpet because of fatigue.

"Even this is your first love, but you've been heartbroken before you felt happiness." Leon muttered as he rubbed Alpha's body towards the sofa and laid her there.

"Leon... "

Excited Dareen a little run with a breath of breath and immediately approached Leon who was opening Alpha shoes that had been asleep.

"Is the young master okay?" Ask Dareen who looks worried.

"To be honest his condition is not good, only this time I saw him drunk to this extent." Leon said, staring at Alpha's face.

"I'm sorry, I can't prevent him from drinking this much alcohol,"

"I see, who else could have prevented it, he never even listened to anyone else's words" said Leon, who had understood his cousin's Alpha habit.

"What actually happened? During my 13 years with Young Master, I had never even seen him drink alcohol to this extent, Mr. Alpha even forced to drive his own car to go home to the Mansion, I was really worried, sir, actually what happened this afternoon, because as far as I know, this morning he was still in good condition while in the Company."

"Who else do you think could make an Alpha like this?" Reply Leon while turning his gaze towards Dareen.

"Miss Starla?"

"Well, only he can make Alpha like this now, make it look so bad for a guy like Alpha." Answer Leon.

"Is it that bad?" Ask Dareen slowly.

"Hm, his whole life Alpha never loved or fell in love with anyone, you know? And the pain that Alpha is feeling right now, is making him very hurt."

"Is there no way out?"

"What do you think we can do? Reply Leon while leaning his body on the back of the sofa.

"Leon.. Can't you help them?"

"What else can I do? In this matter, I have no right to interfere. Because it involves two feelings between them, feelings that not everyone can involve themselves to interfere with."

"I understand.. I just can't see Mr. Alpha continuing like this." Said Dareen in a tone filled with worry.

"He'll be fine." Reply Leon slowly while closing his eyes. That's all he can say right now.

The shadow of Lady Aleen Mother Alpha was again present in his mind, imagining the look of a sad face on Madame Aleen's face really made Leon worried. Mrs Aleen always wanted to see Alpa happy, and surely Mrs Aleen would be very hurt if she saw Alpha's current condition, and that's what Leon's been worried about all this time.

Aunt Aleen.. What should I do now, I really can't do anything anymore right now, I'm sorry..

Leon took a deep breath as he opened his eyelids, and again set his gaze toward Alpha who was still asleep.

"Looks like you're tired, I'll take Mr. Alpha to his room." Said Dareen for a moment when he saw Leon who was massaging the nape of his neck.

"I'll help you Dareen." Reply Leon who immediately memapah Alpha body assisted by Dareen to the second floor room belonging to Alpha.

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* TO BE CONTINUED.