I Can'T Have Your Heart.
Injured. * HOSPITAL'S.

Alpha Khandra's body suddenly felt stiff with suffocating breath as her gaze was fixed on the body figure still lying weakly on the patient's bed. Alpha Khandra clenched both hands very hard when he saw the condition of Edrea who was still lying with breath that sounded soft. Slowly, Alpha stepped his feet closer to the bed of Edrea patients, while continuing to observe the condition of Edrea from the head, face to body in full of bruises and abrasions, as well as cuts, alpha's vision was also shifted to a ventilator, the only tool to keep Edrea's heart beating to date.

Whether from when, suddenly Alpha felt something piercing in his heart, the feeling of pain really made him tight, to change with the anger that has now filled his heart and mind, he said, also a deep sense of sadness and fear that made his eyes look glassy. With a slightly shaking hand, Alpha grabbed the palm of Edrea, the hand that still felt warm, as well as the hand that made Alpha seem to want to hold it, he said, hope with the grip it can reduce the pain now felt Edrea. Even though he knew it would never be possible.

I'm sorry, you're hurt because of me, you shouldn't have done it, you should have seen it, you stupid girl,

Inner Alpha who continued to look at the face of Edrea who seemed to still feel at home to seal there, there was not even the slightest response from Edrea, even though it only moved his fingers. And that made Alpha even more afraid. To make his body shake because it holds back his tears. I don't know what feeling Alpha is feeling at this time, which obviously he really feels scared, so it feels like he wants to scream loudly to eliminate the tightness in his heart. Especially when Alpha's memory returned to the memories of the previous night, the night in which he still saw Edrea smiling and laughing very happily, talking with no stop, he said, and sing little while tired with the mop. But look now, even just to move her index finger the girl can no longer.

Not only did Alpha feel pain right now, but Dareen did too, and the sight before him left Dareen deeply stunned, where for the first time in 15 years he was with Alpha, he said, just this time he saw his president with glazed eyes, a red face with fused graham, very clearly visible in Dareen's eyes, if the current president is trying to hold back his tears.

Do you really like that girl? I've never even seen you like this before. You who have never shed a tear all this time, you who have never felt cared this much for someone, but now I can see everything, You are even willing to sit all day to accompany him, and not think about your own health.

Dareen who was still observing Alpha finally got up from his seat while slowly approaching Alpha who was still silent in a chair near the bed Edrea while clasping the girl's hand tightly.

"Young master, he'll be fine." Said Dareen slowly.

"How can you be sure if he's gonna be okay, Dareen? Look at him now, he's not even moving a bit." Reply Alpha who was still staring at the pale face of Edrea, but intended to turn his gaze even a little on the girl.

"Yes, sir, but I believe she'll wake up soon, because as I know, Miss Edrea is a strong girl, we just need to pray for her safety."

"But what if he doesn't wake up too?" Reply to Alpha who for the first time he began to think nagative. He wasn't even sure of his own wishes hoping that the girl could wake up and laugh like before.

"He'll wake up soon, sir." Said Dareen who is still trying to convince Alpha who already looks desperate.

"Hopefully." Alpha murmured ever more tightly grasping the palm of Edrea's hand.

"I've deployed some of our men to guard Miss Edrea's room, so you don't have to worry." Continue Dareen who was just in response to a slow nod by Alpha.

"I'm leaving everything to you."

"Yes, sir,"

"And about CALL KORP have you fixed it?" Alpha asked who immediately turned his gaze towards Dareen who suddenly looked agitated.

"Sorry Sir, if you'd like to hear my advice, we'd better postpone our plan to seize the stock and drop the CALL KORP."

"What?"

"It's only temporary, sir,"

"What do you mean?"

"We wait until the situation improves, if we insist on taking CALL KORP right now, I'm afraid, our actions will have a bad impact on Miss Edrea, because doesn't Miss Edrea still have a mother? I'm just afraid, if Mr. Chris goes back to hurting Miss Edrea's mother." Dareen.

"Are you scared now?" Ask Alpha who seems to be no longer able to think clearly.

"Of course not Young Master, we could've protected the girl's mother from being safe from Mr. Chris and his people, but the problem is now that her mother is gone." Dareen replied, which surprised Alpha.

"Disappeared? Meanin?"

"It seems that there is someone who deliberately hid Miss Edrea's mother, that is my concern, sir, because until now we do not know who and where Miss Edrea's mother is now, didn't you know yourself with a history of his mother's illness that didn't allow him to go out alone."

"Do you think Chris took her away?"

"This is still my guess, sir, and hopefully not."

"Aakkhh.. " Umpat Alpha is feeling puffed up.

"And I hope Mr. Chris doesn't know if you actually already know that he's the mastermind of the murder.." Dareen who seemed to be aware if he should not bring up Alpha's past immediately stopped his sentence.

"I know, I'll be more careful from now on" Alpha replied slowly.

"I'm sorry, sir, it's not my intention to remind you of what happened before" Dareen said, feeling regret at the sight of Alpha's suddenly changed expression.

"Just calm down, even if you don't remind her, I still remember what happened every night."

"Ma.. Sorry Sir"

"Ng" replied Alpha briefly and turned his gaze back toward Edrea, looking at the girl's face fixedly. Alpha slowly rubbed the head of the girl who was still wrapped in bandages.

Instantly a strange feeling suddenly appeared in Alpha's heart that was eager to hug the girl's body. Until the sad feeling came back to cover it.

"I need some fresh air."

"Yes, sir, let me keep an eye on Miss Edrea here,"

"Hm. call me as soon as anything happens." Reply Alpha who immediately moved from his seat while tidying up the girl's blanket, and immediately stepped away from the room with full supervision by several bodyguards.

The Alpha step stopped when the door to the right VVIP room next to the room he had just visited opened, and revealed the figure of Emery in front of the door that seemed to be about to come out while holding the bottle of impus.

Alpha..

There was obvious shock on Emery's pale face as he almost hit the strapping body that was now standing right in front of him, but not with Alpha still staring at him coldly, even the gaze was getting sharper piercing to the heart of Emery who could only be silent while lowering his head.

"You're alive?"

The Alpha question that made Emery instantly peck with a suffocating breath, even his heart suddenly beat very fast. Emery violently crept the tip of his patient's shirt, trying to hold back his tears from dripping in front of Alpha who was still staring at him while putting both hands into his Hoodie pocket. Even Emery can feel if the current angle of the Alpha lips curved upwards forming a smirk smile that makes Emery can only take a deep breath.

Alpha's reply continued in the steps followed by both bodyguards leaving Emery still in place, with smooth tears coming out of the corners of his eyes.

Sorry if I let you down again,

Emery's body slumped down, with both hands resting on the cold floor to keep her from lying on the cold floor. Emery began to sob and violently pulled the hose infusion that was still attached to the back of his hand to bleed a lot.

While Areta who had been laying her head on the edge of Emery's bed suddenly gasped in shock when she heard Emery's faint sobs out there. While running small Areta approached Emery who was still sobbing with blood that still continues to come out of the back of his hand.

"Oh my God, what are you doing here?" Areta asked frantically as she clenched Emery's body and carried him into the room.

"I'm going to call Doctor Wil right now" Areta panicked and immediately stepped on her foot. But Areta's move suddenly came to a halt as Emery pulled Areta's hand.

"No need." Emery said, still clutching Areta's arm.

"But madam, your hands.. "

"I'm fine with Aunt Reta." Emery.

"Mrs I beg you.. "

"Auntie, I'm going to sleep now, I'd better get Aunt Reta some rest too."

"Mrs." Areta exclaimed when she saw Emery grabbing her blanket, even listening to Areta's words,

It's enough. Stop worrying about me. I'll be fine, from now on.

Emery curled up with a blanket covering his entire body.

It's all gonna end..

Kyung knows, if Emery is crying in silence, but what else he can do, if Emery does not want to listen to his words anymore.

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* CHRIS CULLEN MANSION.

"HAHAHAHAHA.... "

The laughter of Mr. Chris was heard filling the room, a happy look was clearly drawn on his face which was currently leaning his body on a sofa while downing the wine in his hand.

"May you be satisfied with my work son of a bitch." Said Mr. Chris with a smile that looks full of satisfaction.

"Sir, Miss Emery was conscious last night." Kang Daniel said slowly.

"Good, shouldn't he wake up soon,"

"But the problem is that the girl is also being treated in the same hospital where Miss Emery is being treated." Kang Daniel's reply surprised Mr. Chris.

"What?"

"Mr Alpha found the girl, and took her there right away, even with Dr. Wilfreed on hand."

"EXCUSE ME.. Does Emery know that?" Asked Mr. Chris with a face that suddenly turned dark.

"So soon or later the young lady will find out, plus for as long as Miss Emery is treated there, even if Mr. Alpha never sees her."

PREADANNG..

Mr. Chris loudly threw his glass containing wine to the ceramic floor until the glass was smashed into pieces.

"That kid really pisses me off right now." Said Mr. Chris up from his seat and immediately walked out with his broad steps.

"We're in the hospital now." Said Mr. Chris who was followed by Kang Daniel and some of his bodyguards.

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With several bodyguards escorted and his assistant, Mr. Chris got out of his car and immediately stepped into the hospital where his daughter is being treated now.

The tense and cold atmosphere suddenly felt very thick and scary on the 10th floor in front of the VVIP room where there were also several bodyguards and Alpha Assistants who had each shown a gaze sharp and cold that if seen now, their gazes were like a horde of tigers defending their respective territories. Likewise with Dareen and Kang Daniel who had revealed a deadly aura between them, with looks that intimidated each other, as if showing their respective strengths.

As if already knowing the arrival of Mr. Chris, the Alpha Bodyguard split up on the cue, two of them guarding the door of Edrea's room, and the rest standing beside Alpha.

Alpha who had already felt the arrival of his parents' killer was still sitting casually in the front row of the VVIP room where Edrea lay now. The man began to smile behind his mask which, if seen directly by people, Alpha's current smile is very scary, complete with the gaze of his eagle who seemed ready to pounce on his prey. With all his might, Alpha tried to regulate his feelings and desires that were eager to put the gun and pull the trigger right on the head of the man he had hated for so long, the man who was now right next to her with a smile. Alpha just hope this time so God can give extra patience so that the gun that had been tucked on the back behind his shirt did not move places.

Even the memories of the past 26 then returned to meet the memory of Alpha when he saw the eyes of Mr. Chris who was still the same and did not change in the slightest.

Dad.. would it all pay off if I killed him now? would my nightmare have been lost if I had lost this man's life?

Alpha slowly slipped his right hand behind his shirt and held an object that had been tucked away on his back, holding it tightly with a sharp gaze that he aimed at Mr. Chris who was also looking at him.

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* TO BE CONTINUED.