I Can'T Have Your Heart.
The Cullen family. * HOSPITAL'S.

"Shareen's.. Wake up, this is brother, don't you miss brother?"

Speak Alpha while rubbing the head of Edrea still wrapped in bandages. Alpha's tears kept trickling at times seeing Edrea's current condition, a condition that only had one percent to live. Despite the demikin, Alpha refused to accept the fact that Edrea could not get up again, although the Ventilator still showed a slightly wavy line with a soft voice.

"Shareen, forgive brother.. Can you give your sister one more chance, so she can protect you again? brother please.get up.pardon brother, because brother has neglected to take care of you, brother failed to protect you, brother did not fulfill the promise of brother to keep well, once forgive brother, wake up.. So that you can punish brother, brother promise, will take you where you want, wherever it is, brother will take you away from here. Shareen.. Wake up.."

Alpha spoke increasingly tightly grasping Edrea's hand that did not even move a bit, only tears were dripping from the corner of Edrea's eyes that still closed his eyes. Devastated, Alpha wiped the tears from Edrea's face with his sobbing, a silent-sounding sob. Even Alpha is no longer able to withstand his grief, he can not imagine if he had to lose the people he loved again.

"Sister loves you very much.Sister please don't leave brother alone again.. Shareen.. "

Alpha can only cry while holding the palm of Shareen's hand which is currently filled with tears. And it was enough to make Doctor Wilfreed and Dareen who saw it also felt a deep sadness. Because they already know how sick Alpha feels right now.

"I've never even seen it like this" said Dareen, who can only take a deep breath when he sees the Alpha state now.

"I know.." Reply Doctor Wilfreed nodded slowly.

"Doctor Will.. How is Miss Shareen really?" Dareen asked that Doctor Wilfreed could only be silent as he continued to stare towards Alpha.

"Is there no hope anymore?" Dareen asked again, while Doctor Wilfreed was still silent.

"We can only pray for now, I'll see Miss Shareen's condition, can you calm down Alpha?"

"alright.. "

Dareen replied. Doctor Wilfreed stepped into Edrea.

"All, let me check on Miss Shareen" said Doctor Wilfreed as he approached the still sobbing Alpha on the edge of Edrea's bed.

"Jil.. Can you wake her up for me?" Ask Alpha with a hoarse voice.

"All.. I'll try my best." Doctor Wilfreed said as he patted Alpha's shoulder slowly.

"Do what you can for her, Wil, give all your abilities to her." Reply Alpha who immediately stepped foot out of the room.

Alpha who looks like a mess immediately sits himself on a chair, while Dareen who has been waiting outside can only be silent while stepping towards Alpha, touching Alpha's shoulder to strengthen it. Until a few minutes passed, it appeared that some nurses with a little step ran towards entering the Edrea room. And it indicates if the current condition of Edrea worsens.

"What's going on... Shareen.. " The panicked Alpha stood in front of the tightly closed door.

"Let's calm young master, Doctor Wil is with Miss Shareen now, and he'll be fine." Said Dareen who was trying to calm down the already frantic Alpha.

"How can I calm down now, even Shareen has not responded to anything now, you see for yourself, he has not responded to anything." Reply Alpha while rubbing his face very rough, a face that looks very tired because it has been since last night Alpha has not closed his eyes for a second. He continued to wait for Edrea in the room and did not leave her in the slightest.

At the end of the room not far from where Alpha is now, Elard, still silent behind the corner of the hospital wall, bowed with a body that shook while holding a gun in his hand. It's been almost seven hours Elard has continued to stand there, hoping for news that says Edrea is okay, he just wanted to hear the news that the girl he loved so much was past her critical period, opened her eyes, and returned to smiling like yesterday. However, he had not heard any good news other than the deteriorating condition of Edrea. Even his body had already rejected the infusion liquid again.

Are you really going to leave me? Didn't you promise to always accompany me? we'll always be together? but why aren't you awake yet? I've missed you so much.

Elard was still silent there, until finally his neutrality caught the figure of his mother who was walking towards him in a hasty step. Quickly Elard slipped his gun that had been held in his hand behind the jacket he was wearing. Even now he could clearly see the worry on the face of his mother who was now standing right in front of him.

"Elard.. You shouldn't be here right now, you're hurt pretty bad right now, I'm gonna take you to see the doctor...."

"No need, I'm fine Mom, I just miss Shareen, I want to keep her company here." Said Elard slowly with a view that was still fixed towards the door of the ICU room.

"Stop being so stubborn, Elard, I know you're trying to keep up the pain right now." Reply Lady Carolyn while rubbing the face of Elard who looks pale.

"It's gonna be okay." Mrs Carolyn.

"No, Shareen's dying Mom, he's not doing well, my pain right now is no worse than Shareen's now." Reply Elard while gripping his mother's shoulders very hard while shaking the body of his mother who was only silent with tears that began to drip on her face.

"Calm Elard.. Please don't torture yourself like this." Pinta Madame Carolyn with her stuffing.

"I'm scared.. I'm afraid he can't wake up again.. She's in a lot of pain there Mom, she's all alone in there.. "

"Mom knows Elard."

"Mothers.. I have to what now? What am I supposed to do?" Elard asked bowed, his body slumping down while clutching his hair hard.

"Elard, I'll see Shareen's condition for you, I beg you to stay here, can you hear me just this time?" Madam Carolyn asked as she rubbed the hair of Elard who was still down with her nod while enduring the pain all over her body. He clenched his hands hard, until he saw his book turning white.

While Mrs Carolyn continues to move her legs to the ICU room which is not far from where Elard is sitting at this time. With a feeling of fear and uneasiness already mixed in her heart, Madam Carolyn continued to step up while trying to emphasize her fear. Especially when the net was fixed when the figure who was sitting in a chair while bowed right in front of the ICU door which was very closely guarded by several guards. Lady Carolyn again stopped her steps, staring at Alpha from a distance of several meters with eyes that began to glaze over.

"All.. "

Call Lady Carolyn who suddenly made Alpha raise his head that had been bowed. Alpha's face looked confused when he saw the figure of the woman who had just called his name. Until a few minutes, Mrs Carolyn finally ventured to approach Alpha who was still silent looking at her with a sharp gaze.

But when Mrs Carolyn's legs will step back suddenly her eyes are fixed on a figure lying in the ICU room, which immediately also makes Mrs Carolyn's breath as if suffocated, with tears flowing down his face.

"Rea. "

Madam Carolyn muttered clearly in Alpha's ears, to the point of making the man aghast in shock.

"Where do you know the girl's name?" Ask Alpha cringing.

"Because I know him."

"What's? Who are you really?" Alpha asked with his increasingly sharp gaze, making Madam Carolyn silent for a moment while adjusting her breathing.

"I'm Carolyn,"

"I'm the mother of Emery and Elard." Mrs Carolyn said slowly that suddenly made Alpha surprised who immediately moved from her seat and began to approach Mrs Carolyn who was still staring in front of the ICU room.

"What are you doing here?" Ask Alpha who is trying hard to hold back his anger.

"Calm All, I just want to make sure that the girl is Edrea, it's true, and she's Edrea."

"What is your relationship with my Edrea? Are you going to kill him like what your husband did?" Syndicated Alpha with an unchanging gaze, cold and extremely frightening.

"All.. Can't you just calm down?" Pinta Madam Carolyn slowly.

"Go, I don't want to see the Cullens here."

"All.. I'm begging.. Listen to me first, do you know, if the girl lying there right now is your real sister, the child born from your mother's womb."

"Ap.. Whahuh?

"Well, she's your real sister."

Alpha's body was instantly stiff, he still had a hard time digesting the words of Madam Carolyn who began to shed tears.

"Edrea is your sister, the daughter of your mother Mrs Aleen." Mrs Carolyn continued, while Alpha was still silent with a body that shook.

"Are you playing me now? should I trust you? My mother died 26 years ago."

"No All, your mother is alive, your mother is here, all this time she's been near you as you realize."

Alpha's tears came back as he realized.

"STOP PLAYING ME.."

"Do I look like I'm playing around right now? No All, even this time I'm very serious." Reply to Mrs Carolyn who is still trying to be calm with Alpha's current anger."

"Then Who? WHO'S SHAREEN'S DAD?"

Alpha shouts filled the hospital room. While Mrs Carolyn was silent again, her tongue was grim, even to say two words was very difficult now.

"WHO'S SHAREEN'S DAD?" Ask Alpha once again with a rising tone.

"Chris Cullen."

As if being hit by a load of tens of tons above his head, Alpha shook his head quickly, as if not wanting to accept the current reality. Even though he knew, if what he heard now was the truth.

No. gabe... No. gabe... It's not real.. No. gabe..

Alpha kept shaking her head, as if she didn't want to accept Mrs Carolyn's words.

"Your mother, Mrs Kinandita Aleen Berta is alive, she's All alive."

Alpha's breath seemed to stop, suddenly he felt tightness, his tears flowed back from the corner of his eyes, until his gaze returned to the figure of Edrea who was still lying there. He had even felt it from the beginning when he first saw Edrea, he who was always confused by his feelings and desires who always wanted to love and protect Edrea turned out to have a reason. And until now, finally all the questions that had long been stored in his heart were answered already.

Brother should be holding you now, Shareen.. Hear you? I am your real brother, this time you are not lying, please.. Wake up..

"AARRGHGHH..."

Alpha shouted while continuing to grab her hair with tears that seemed endless.

In a corner of the room not too far from the ICU room, Elard's tears had drenched his pale face when he heard all his mother's words just now. The fact that was even more painful for him, the fact that he had loved his own sister was very difficult to accept. Even to run even he can already be able to again, his immense love for Edrea is no longer able to be eliminated.

By gathering all the remaining energy, Elard immediately stood up and again dragged his steps to approach his mother while trying to endure the pain all over her body that made her even weaker. Until Doctor Wilfreed suddenly came out of the ER room with a face that looked panicked.

"All.. "

Call Doctor Wilfreed who's standing right in front of Alpha.

"What's wrong? How's Shareen doing? she's okay, right?" Asked Alpha who had looked frightened, while Doctor Wilfreed only remained silent for a moment while taking a deep breath.

"His heart is still beating, but Miss Shareen's brain stem is dead."

Alpha was aghast with tears again dripping down his face.His body slumped down while continuing to sob. Likewise with Mrs Carolyn who immediately cried bitterly.

While Elard who heard the words of Doctor Wilfreed could only be silent, not a single word came out of his mouth, there were no cries or tears there.

Lady Carolyn grabbed Elard's body to hug him tightly, until seconds later Lady Carolyn was aghast with her body shaking as the sound of guessing rang out very clearly in her ears.

DOORR..

Elard grabbed a gun from inside his suit pocket and directly aimed at his own head. Until a second later Elard's body was lunglai with blood flowing thick next to his temple.

"No.. Elards.. Awake Nak.. Elards.. Nooo... "

The screams of Lady Carolyn hugging the lifeless body of Elard, along with the sound of detectors connected to the heart of Edrea, there was only one sound heard in the room, a flat voice indicating Edrea's heartbeat had stopped.

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* TO BE CONTINUED.