I Can'T Have Your Heart.
Fights.

"You're lying, you can't possibly turn it down, no.. You lied to Lucas.. "

"But that's the reality of Starla, the mother who rejected her,"

"BUT WHY?" Shouted Starla with her tears. "From the beginning, Mom always wanted to heal so she could always accompany me, but why did Mom herself refuse the operation? WHY LUCAS?" Starla asked increasingly sobbing, too much reality left her hurt, and the fact this time really broke her heart, because all this time he who always thought his mother died due to other parties who deliberately did it, even turned upside down, his mother who refused to recover, his mother who refused the operation, and his mother who refused the operation, and it was his mother who wanted to die.

But why Mother.. Why would you leave me alone, why.. Is it because I hurt Mom? Is it because I've made one big mistake..

"I was begging Mom at the time to do the surgery, but.. Excuse me.. If I can't convince you then, I'm sorry.. I've failed to persuade Mother."

"This is not true.. You lied to Lucas.. Tell me this isn't true."

"I didn't lie to Starla, even from the past until now I've never lied to you."

"Get me out of here" Pinta Starla.

"Allow me to take you home from Starla."

"No need.. " Remove Starla.

"But I'm really worried about you, Starla,"

"Why don't you worry about yourself? Are you sure your esteemed father will stay silent if he finds out his proud son is back in touch with a girl like me,"

"I don't care, I... "

"From the first time you never wanted to care, do you not know the destruction of me all this time because of your father? I lost everything Lucas, there's nothing left of my life, only one I'm grateful for right now, because I still have a life. So I'm asking, if you still want to see me breathing, stop following me." Reply Starla while wiping her tears.

"Starlas.. I know you got hurt, I know everything, you lost your mom, lost your job, even your pride, I know, and I.."

"What are you gonna do?" Starla asked with a tone that began to rise.

"I'll give you back everything that was once yours, as your mother put it, I can give it all back,"

"YOU CAN'T GIVE EVERYTHING BACK TO LUCAS.. CAN'T DO.. "

"I can Starla, if you believe me, I can give it all back,"

"I LOST EVEN THE MOST PRECIOUS THING OF MYSELF, LUCAS, AND ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.. DO YOU KNOW, I LOST SOMETHING VALUABLE BECAUSE OF YOU LUCAS ELFREDO.."

Shouted Starla hysterically while beating Lucas' body repeatedly, while Lucas could only be silent, still trying to digest Starla's words just now.

"DON'T TOUCH ME.. " Shouted Starla while pushing Lucas' body while trying to hug him.

"Never touch me again, enough Lucas..."

"Starlas.. What exactly happened to you? What do I not know? Starla's.. TELL ME, WHAT THEY'VE DONE TO YOU." Lucas asked in a high tone while gripping Starla's shoulders.

"UNHAND ME... AWAY FROM ME... " Shouted Starla who was trying to get herself out of Lucas' grip.

"Starlas.. Did they really do it to you?"

"What's wrong? Do you really want to know how your father ruined my life?"

"Say.. DID THEY REALLY DO THAT TO YOU?"

"Forgetit.. "

"Starlas... Speak up.."

"If you keep pushing me like this, I'll completely disappear from your life Lucas, I swear," threatened Starla who instantly made Lucas speechless, silent for a while, and then, until finally it looks Lucas who is leaning his body on the back of his car seat, breathing air and back out violently.

"All right.." Lucas, who unlocks the car and lets Starla out of the car, stared at Starla's slightly running back, leaving her, until the shadow of Starla disappeared behind the crowd of people who looked quite crowded that afternoon.

"No way, I hope what I think is wrong, no way, Dad's not that bad, no.." Lucas muttered while gripping the wheel. Starla's words had actually made Lucas feel a sense of unease as well as fear. Because, as hard as he tried to convince himself if his father could not do the dirty thing like what is in his mind now, but still his feelings seemed to refuse and continue to think if all that is true.

I will never forgive you if everything is right.

Inner Lucas while continuing to hit the wheel of his car repeatedly to vent anger.

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* ALPHA KHANDRA MANSION.

"You're home?"

"Hm.. "

"All.. Can we talk for a second?" Leon asked as he looked at Alpha who kept walking towards his room while he cared what Leon said.

"Starla will go." Said Leon who immediately stopped Alpha's footsteps. Standing expressionless, Alpha turned with a sharp gaze fixed toward Leon who was still sitting on the sofa not far from where Alpha was standing at this moment.

"really?" Alpha asked who sounded cold and indifferent, making Leon frown with an Alpha reaction that seemed to not care in the slightest.

"Certainly,"

"Then?"

"Aren't you going to hold him back from leaving?" Ask Leon slowly.

"For what?"

"To say goodbye, and...."

"I don't think that's necessary."

"All.. are you serious? aren't you being too cute?"

"I'm so serious, do I look like I'm playing around right now?"

"Well I know, at least meet him, before he actually leaves." Answer Leon.

"Why should I do it?" Ask Alpha again with a cold look, instead of answering Leon's question.

"Alpha.. What's with your question?"

"Isn't it natural for me to ask like that? she didn't want me to be next to her, so why would I have to hold her back from leaving?"

"All.. But that doesn't mean you stop caring about it, does it?"

"He told me to go Yoon, what else do you want me to do? He begged me to stay away from him,"

"All.. Can you not be selfish?"

"Isn't he the one who's always being selfish? Stop Yoon. and from now on, I won't do anything else for her, sorry.. " Speak Alpha who immediately continues his steps towards his room.

Tucked his body on a King zise bed covered in Navi blue sheets, his eyes fixed on the ceiling of the room that seemed dim, only moonlight reflects light through the window that is not completely covered by the curtain. His chest tightened again with breath beginning to suffocate.

I just want you to be calm, if my presence really makes you feel claustrophobic, I'll stay away from you, even though I know, if half my life will come with you. I'll let you go, just like you wanted

Alpha tried to close his eyes, even if it was all for nothing. For he again felt restless as well as the anger and sadness that was now mixed in his heart.

I hate that I still miss you Starla, I hate that I can't be away from you.

"ARRGHHHHW... "

Alpha shouted that immediately scattered all the items in his room, making his room completely messy. While Leon who realized there was a commotion inside the Alpha room could only take a deep breath. There was nothing else he could do but shut up.

"alright.. I surrendered.. I shouldn't have interfered, why should I get into such a complicated matter" muttered Leon who continued to rub roughly his face.

"I need Champagne to refresh my brain." Said Leon who immediately moved from his seat, while reaching for Hoodie and a hat to wear, Until it did not last long the Sport car had been traveling at high speed leaving the Alpha Mansion.

On the way to a bar, Leon who was still focused on his steering wheel was suddenly startled by the sound of a cell phone ringing.

"Isn't it very late, who else is calling at this late hour." Leon muttered that he quickly grabbed the phone that he accidentally put behind the steering wheel, until he realized if there was a car parked not far from his front now, and when he realized that, Leon quickly borrowed the brakes of his car before he managed to get his phone.

BRUGH...

The loud sound that felt from two cars colliding with each other sounded quite loud and surprised Leon as well as all the pedestrians around the road. For a moment Leon fell silent while adjusting his breathing.

"Syiatte... " Neep Leon who immediately got out of his car to check how bad it was on his car.

"It turns out you,"

A flat voice that made Leon shift his attention. His eyes were sharp looking at the figure of the man before him who was preparing his hands on his wide chest with a gaze that was no less sharp.

"Ahk fuck.. Why do I have to meet you here" Reply Leon while raising his hoodie arm up to the elbow.

"Do you think I'm happy to see you? Goody.. Don't we still have some business we haven't done yet?" Reply Lucas who immediately stepped over to Leon who was already standing while shaking his waist.

"Curtain, are you still unable to forget my punch? Until you remember me?" Leon asked frequently, to make Lucas feel furious and tampa stale immediately release a punch to the face of Leon who immediately staggered back with a body that hit his own car.

"Damn it, are you seriously going to duel with me son of a bitch?" Leon asked who in a quick motion instantly unleashed a precise hard blow on Lucas' temple, a blow that was hard enough to make Lucas unable to hold his balance, even before his body fell, Leon again released a hard blow that made Lucas completely fell on the asphalt.

"A spoiled child like you who is still submissive and continues to hide under your father's armpits will never be able to fight me, you better think again before acting stupid, you know, you still have a brain, right to think for yourself? or do you need your father's help as well as your assistant? I'll be happy to give you a chance to contact them." Said Leon while wiping the blood from the corner of his lips.

"Buckoo.. WHAT DO YOU MEAN, MOTHERFUCKER." Shouted Lucas who felt unacceptable with the words of Leon just now.

"You.. The spoiled child who has ruined a girl's life, haven't you noticed your mistake all along?" Reply Leon with his emotions that immediately make Lucas speechless, his mouth seemed silenced by the reality that is completely true.

"Why did you suddenly become so quiet now? Is there nothing you want to say in your defense?" Leon asked when he saw Lucas who was still silent with breath that looked up and down, and it was very clear that at this time Lucas was trying to hold back his anger.

"Aren't you being too presumptuous, and shouldn't you interfere in my business, ASSHOLE.." Shouted Lucas who tried to get up and immediately attacked Leon with a punch that certainly did not make Leon silent. Because the blow was returned by Leon, continued until the fight both could not be avoided again, each other hit to make the face of both of them filled with bruises. Even the people who passed by around the place no one dared to approach the two, they preferred to continue walking as if they did not see any happenings there.

"What do you think I don't know? You're wrong to think I don't know anything about the suffering Starla's been going through all this time because of you" Leon said as their fights broke down as each one was already tired.

"What?"

"Tsk, are you asking me? Why do I suddenly feel like killing you, you've made him suffer and you're still asking?"

"........... "

"What's wrong? Aren't you quiet too much today? Don't you have any more words to say?" Ask Leon a few times.

"Even if you say a thousand words of apology for your wrongdoings to him, it won't wipe away all his wounds for 10 years. At least if you feel regret for hurting her, you can make up for all your mistakes and regrets by protecting her from those closest to you who want to destroy her. Even though you have to protect it with your own life."

"......... "

"And one more thing, stop being such a coward, if you're already unable to protect him, you better let him go, don't make his life suffer more for taking on all the wrongs you've done." Leon said as he stepped back before finally stepping away from Lucas.

"Wait.. "

Shouted Lucas who immediately stopped Leon's footsteps.

"I'll protect her, until whenever I won't leave her,"

"Are you sure? Now you can scream out loud if you're going to protect her, are you sure? What about the people around you? Are you sure you can handle them?"

Said Leon who immediately walked away from Lucas who was still silent with his dark face and immediately stepped into his car. In a matter of seconds, Leon's car has been traveling at high speed. Leaving Lucas still silent.

"ARRGHHHHW.... " Loud screamed Lucas who was feeling frustrated.

Is this really all my fault? I can't even give you what you need, Starla... Should I stop here? Why my heart rejects it.

Lucas stepped into his car. And immediately drove his car with a face full of wounds and pain that was not comparable to his heart at this time. Lucas's thoughts returned to laughter, his focus suddenly becoming divided, with Lucas violently stepping on his car teenager and immediately stopping by the side of a road that began to look lonely. Slowly grab the phone in his pants pocket and contact his Assistant Keano.

"Ken.. Pick me up now, you just blame the GPS and find my place right now."

"Your young master,"

Answer Keano from there, until the phone call was cut off. Lucas rested his body on the back of his car seat while cursing. Thinking of the words of Leon, a man he didn't know was enough to make Lucas uneasy. Because if he decides to protect Leon, he must prepare to fight his own father. For the only person who is most opposed to their relationship is the Father.

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* TO BE CONTINUED.