I Can'T Have Your Heart.
Hospitals. * HOSPITAL'S.

Starla's body lay limp on her bed, with a condition that has not been conscious since 5 hours ago, and it was enough to make Leon worried, who had never left Starla's room in the first place and remained seated next to the girl.

"Good day young master Leon,"

Sapa Doctor Arven Arion as he approached Leon who immediately stood up to welcome the Doctor, Arven is the Doctor who is currently serving as the personal Doctor of the Berta family replacement Doctor Wilfreed for a while.

"How's Doctor Arven, is he okay?"

"This Miss's condition is not good, if I may know, how many days has this Miss not eaten or drank?" Ask Dr. Arven.

"Since three days ago, that's what I know Doctor."

"I don't think it's just three days Mr. Leon, because the dehydration that young Miss is currently experiencing is causing her to have impaired kidney function and kidney stones." Doctor Arven said to Leon's surprise.

"Is it that bad as a doctor?"

"Well, and this dehydration results in muscle damage and indigestion, even in extreme cases, the dehydration that this young Miss is experiencing can result in loss of consciousness, and can even be more than that." Obviously Doctor Arven is enough to shock Leon, even if he was a little late, maybe Starla's situation would be much worse than this.

"But why hasn't he regained consciousness, too, Doctor?" Leon asked worriedly.

"I purposely put her to sleep, because I don't think this young lady has ever fallen asleep soundly and comfortably for a few days, and sometimes she may not even sleep last night."

"Yes Doctor, because only he can really do something stupid like this." Reply Leon who turned his gaze back towards Starla, looking at her who was still asleep.

"Well young master, perhaps you should also rest, no need to worry, because the young Miss will wake up tonight, after the effects of her sleeping pills run out. And the young master still has 5 hours to rest." Said Doctor Arven.

"alright.. Can the doctor assign some nurses to look after her while I'm not here? it might not be long." Leon asked who was immediately nodding in agreement by Doctor Arven.

"Of course young master, you don't need to worry, I will assign some nurses to monitor the condition of the young Miss." Doctor Arven replied slightly bowing.

"Thank you Doctor, because I don't want to get into any more trouble because I've neglected to look after this girl." Reply Leon when his memory suddenly turned to Alpha.

"You mean?"

"This girl is the closest person to Alpha" Leon said.

"really? So this young lady?"

"Hm.. Your guess is very precise Doctor Arven." Reply Leon while nodding slowly while giving his thumb.

"Ah yes Sir, I will take very good care of the young Miss."

"Hm.. You better do it well, and I think you should already know how your friend's attitude and temperament is, right" Reply Leon smiled as he nodded, nodding, before finally Doctor Arven stepped away from the VIP room.

While Leon who was still there came back to Starla's bed while staring at the sleeping face very closely.

"You've suffered too much Star, and I don't know what else you'll meet later, why am I so anxious now, don't you hate a rich man so much? You don't even realize you love a rich man." Said Leon while grasping Starla's palm.

"I hope that one day your feelings for Alpha will never change, when you know everything, who is Alpha Khandra, even when she meets the man you once loved. Isn't this a coincidence?" Leon continued speaking beside Starla.

"I want everything to be fine, not seeing you get hurt again is my biggest wish Star, but now you're making me very anxious. So please, don't ever get sick again."

Said Leon again. Maybe it's natural that Leon cares about and loves Starla, because in addition to a very close friend, he's very close, Leon also feels the same fate as Starla who once felt the pain of losing and being abandoned by the figure of their beloved mother. And that's the similarity that keeps them close and understanding each other.

"I'll be home for a while, and you don't have to worry, you'll be fine, no one will find you let alone hurt you here." Leon's whispers slowly move from his seat while tidying up Starla's blanket before he finally steps away from the VIP room, before he calls two Alpha Bodyguards to guard Starla's room.

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* ALPHA KHANDRA MANSION.

"Good afternoon Mr. Alpha, Mr. Dareen."

Greet one of the butlers at the Mansion while bowing salute to the owner of the Mansion and also his Assistant who just entered the room. Loosening his tie, Alpha sits his tired body on a sofa to secure himself. Because lately the schedule of Alpha meetings with several clients is getting crowded, he also has to go back and forth out of town to hold important meetings with several investors, he said, to make him have a little rest at night and it was enough to make Alpha exhausted.

"Dareen, do you know why Leon suddenly asked for Bodyguard?" Ask Alpha when checking his phone and see some missed calls from Leon as well as some new notification messages.

"No sir, Leon didn't say the reason, he only asked two bodyguards to accompany him, that's all." Answer Dareen.

"Huh? What's up with him? Previously he had never agreed if there were bodyguards or bodyguards accompanying him, but now, why all of a sudden?" Alpha's reply was astonished.

"Sorry sir, I don't know why Leon did that either, maybe right now he really needs a Bodyguard."

"Tsk, since when? He's even more capable of protecting himself with the help of a bodyguard, where anyone can harm him, unless he doesn't love his life anymore." Alpha's back put the phone down.

"Ah right too, I almost forgot."

"Don't be fooled by Leon's humorous nature and sweet smile, he's even very scary and can kill someone very easily if he's in a state of anger." Reply Alpha who really understands the habits of his cousin.

"But, sir, last I got the information from one of the bodyguards who was with Leon said that he was currently in one of the Berta family-owned hospitals." Dareen's repulsive speech took Alpha by surprise.

"What's? The infirmary? Who is sick? Is Leon okay?" Ask Alpha who suddenly looks panicked with the state of Leon, in addition since this morning he did not see the whereabouts of his cousin. Even Alpha's concerns grow when he can't call Leon's cell phone at this time.

"Where is this kid? what he's doing, why can't I call him, damn it..." Alpha who kept calling Leon's cell phone again did not get an answer from Leon.

"I'm going to kill him, how dare he ignore my phone" said Alpha, who sounded very worried.

"Relax sir, Leon is not a man you should worry about excessively like this." Reply Dareen tried to calm down Alpha.

"I just don't want Leon to do anything."

"I'm sure Mr. Leon wouldn't do anything like that, nor would he dare to do anything that would make you angry."

"Call our bodyguards, and find Leon's whereabouts right now." Alpha command that immediately moved from his seat before he finally took a breath of relief when he saw Leon who had just arrived and immediately stepped towards him with his trademark smile that made Alpha relieved and annoyed. He throws a couch cushion at Leon before the tall man sits himself on the couch.

"Yeahk damn boy, what's wrong with your phone? Why is it so hard to contact you? Where have you been all day?" Alpha spray directly showered Leon with a variety of questions, even before Leon landed his tired body on the sofa. And Alpha who is famous as an irritable man will lose the predicate if it is faced with Leon.

"My phone's lowbat, I'm sorry to worry you, I'm fine, I'm just a little tired today." Replied Leon who was still rubbing his hot ears with an Alpha question.

"Tired? What the hell have you done? You even look so messy and stinky." Reply Alpha who is still babbling. She looks like a mother who is scolding her child now.

"Acchish... Why do I suddenly miss Aunt Aleen who always makes my ears feel good." Kelu Leon resigned.

"Of course, you're so chatty." Leon muttered but was very clearly heard in Alpha's ears.

"Basic,"

PLAAKKS..

"AAUWWW.... YAAKKS... Why did you hit me? " She shouted Leon while rubbing his head that was hit by Alpha's palm.

While Dareen who watched the two adult men who acted like a child could only hold back a laugh while shaking slowly. Even Dareen prefers silence to avoid trouble.

"Wait, where were the two bodyguards you were with?" Alpha asked again, as he did not see both of his bodyguards with Leon.

"The hospital."

"What's? Who is in the hospital? Don't tell me if you're doing anything again, and you're getting people badly hurt."

"No, well even though I really wanted to do it." Reply Leon who directly protected his own head with both hands.

"What's? You're.."

PLAAKKS..

"YAKK..GET SICK... STOP HITTING MY HEAD. Are you trying to make me lose my memory? I asked the two bodyguards to guard Starla who was now lying in the hospital." Said Leon who did not seem to manage to avoid the Alpha punch, and again he had to wipe the base of his head which was hit again by the Alpha, and again he had to wipe the back of his head, but this time Alpha's expression and reaction suddenly changed upon hearing Starla's name coming out of Leon's mouth.

"Starla's? You mean that flower girl is here?" Ask Alpha.

"Hm.. And he's sick now."

"Why didn't you tell me in the first place?" Alpha protests that can only make Leon gawk, Alpha seems to forget that since Leon came home, he was not even given a chance to talk because he had to hear Alpha's nag first.

"Is he okay?" Alpha asked slowly with a worried-looking face, though Leon knew that Alpha was trying hard to cover it up, and it's enough to make Leon sure that Alpha is also actually very concerned about Starla, even though he does not know what kind of feelings Alpha has felt so far to Starla.

"For now he's still fine, but I don't know if he's out of the hospital. Is he going to be okay or is it exactly the opposite." Leon answers, which makes Alpha even more worried.

"you mean? Is it that bad?" Ask Alpha.

"Well, you can say it like that. Didn't you know yourself that Starla could have gotten into a lot of trouble in the future if she were still in this place." Reply Leon who again reminds Alpha of Starla's past.

"She should be fine, isn't it a long time ago, even they've separated. And if he still felt unsafe to be here, why would he have to force himself?" Alpha Reply.

"Are you serious about what you said just now? Do you really not know why Starla came here?" Leon asked.

"What else is the reason?" Answer Alpha which makes Leon a little upset with Alpha's stupid attitude.

"Well, that stupid girl is always doing things that always get her in trouble." Reply Leon really doesn't want to argue with Alpha, and he'll just follow the plot and wait until Alpha really knows if Starla did all those stupid things for Alpha, because Leon is also aware if it is not that easy to make Alpha's heart melt, a heart that has been hardened for many years like rock.

"But now he's okay, right?" Ask Alpha for the umpteenth time.

"Stop asking questions and see for yourself," asked Leon in a fit of air.

"But I still have to see a client this afternoon for dinner." Reply Alpha while looking at his watch.

"Alright, I understand. Let me take care of him, but I need a rest and a nap." Said Leon who immediately moved from his seat and stepped away leaving Alpha and Dareen who were still in the middle room.

"Do you really not want to see him?" Ask Dareen who immediately disperse the Alpha reverie whose mind is now on Starla. Maybe he's lying if he says he doesn't worry about Starla or doesn't miss her. The truth is that Alpha misses Starla a lot and is worried about her current condition.

"Young Master,"

"Ah, yes.. L'm.. "

"Would you visit him, I'll cancel your meeting with the client tonight." Dareen.

"Either.. I need a rest, I'm tired, as long as both of our bodyguards are still there to look after him, I don't feel worried."

"Are you sure? It seems you are thinking of something." asked Dareen as she looked at the unusual expression of Alpha.

"I was just thinking, maybe he's here to see someone else."

"You mean?"

"The man he once loved so much is here, maybe that's why he's here now." Reply Alpha who seems to be feeling restless, his feelings are a little disturbed at this time. If he remembers the story of his cousin Leon's sister how Starla's past was, he can deduce how much Starla felt for her ex-fiance. Alpha will follow its own version that always feels if it is difficult to forget someone who has been loved so much. And it was his thinking that made Alpha draw his own conclusions about Starla but realize the fact that he is currently the only one who is loved by Starla, he said, and it was also she who was Starla's reason for setting foot in the place she had left behind for 10 years. A place that creates a lot of injuries for Starla.

"Are you sure about that? You could be wrong,"

"And if that's true? Aren't I just going to be a barrier stone for them?" Alpha asked worriedly.

"Young master, why are you suddenly thinking negatively now? Not really like you."

"That's why I don't want to be in a relationship, too many feelings to consider, it's complicated, even we sometimes feel pain that is difficult to treat by anything. I don't know what kind of feeling this is?"

It turns out that you already love the girl, even though you do not realize it, that is the feeling of love that you have never felt Mr.

Dareen's true mind is far from the bottom of his heart, he feels happiness, because Alpha already has feelings of liking to a woman, even though he himself has not realized it.

"At least meet him Young master."

"Do I need to do that?"

"Well, but I also have no right to coerce you if you're not ready to meet him."

"I'm tired.."

Speak Alpha who immediately went from his seat and walked to his room, a place where he would find peace, because the room is a place that will always make him feel better.

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