I Can'T Have Your Heart.
Emery's Questions. * ALPHA KHANDRA MANSION.

With his broad strides Alpha entered his residence, passing through some of his house servants who always waited for him in front of the gate of his house to the entrance of his residence, likewise, the wife who with a sweet smile stood right at the door to welcome the arrival of her husband.

"Good night, baby,"

Sapa Emery smiled sweetly, although that smile was again ignored by Alpha like the day before. But it did not make Emery discouraged, she continued to follow the steps of her husband from behind to in front of the door of her husband's room.

Emery quickly halted his ledge when he saw Alpha suddenly silent in front of his room, the man turned around while looking at his wife's face with the gaze of his Eagle which made normal humans not wrinkle like Emery who instantly froze in front of Alpha.

"Stop following me." Alpha Command.

"Sorry baby.. I just wanted to make sure you.... "

"Are you deaf?" Snap Alpha.

"I'm sorry,"

"What else are you waiting for?"

"I've prepared dinner for you,"

"I'm not hungry."

"But baby, this time I beg you to eat."

"You dare to rule me now?" Alpha asked, staring intently at his wife, an ice-cold look that instantly made his wife's body freeze.

"I don't mean to rule you, I just.... "

"Go from before me now," Alpha's command did not even give Emery a chance to continue his sentence.

"Sa.. Dear.. "

"Have you forgotten that I hate that call so much? Never call me that disgusting thing." Reply Alpha while pulling the doorknob for him while stepping into his room and closing the door very loudly, to cause a bang that makes Emery jerk.

Emery was silent for a moment to manage his feelings while holding the door of the room which since 5 years ago has never been entered by him. And for 5 years it was also Alpha never even touched it. In silence Emery squeezed the edge of her shirt, taking a deep breath while staring at her husband's bedroom door.

What else am I supposed to do for you, do you hate me so much?

Inner Emery while wiping his tears, he slowly walked down the stairs, heading towards the Pantry to clean some dishes that are still complete with food that is still intact.

"Didn't the food eat anymore?" Ask Areta slowly.

"Hmm," replied Emery nodding softly.

"It's okay, ma'am, let me take care of it."

"Thank you Aunt Reta, tomorrow I will change the new menu, maybe Mr. Ken does not like this menu" Reply Emery.

"But the Madam has done it many times, but still."

"No problem, I will continue cooking for Mr. Alpha, even though he never ate it, this is already my duty as a wife."

"But, ma'am, when will you be? Even the young master had never touched his food in the slightest. And this has been going on for 5 years." Reply Areta who looks worried.

"Maybe he's just exhausted and has no appetite."

"Yes, Madam." Reply the woman nodded with her own face when she saw Emery who was still smiling while staring at some neatly arranged food on the dining table.

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Inside his room, Emery stepped slowly towards his bedroom window, opening his curtain wide to let the night breeze into the room that looked lonely, there was only Emery there, while looking at the night sky with eyes that began to fog, letting the night wind caress her soft face that had begun to get wet.

Fathering.. Is this the happiness you promised me? What should I do Dad, he even hates me so much.

Inner Emery while saving the curtain that had previously been held in his hands. He began to sob, his body again vibrated until suddenly he felt unable to support his weight, his body slumped down, with both knees attached to his chest that began to feel tight. She tightly hugged her knees and drowned her face between her knees to hide her tears. The things he always does every night, menagis, alone, and will improve again the next day.

While in separate places and rooms, Alpha appears to be curled up on a hairy carpet located in the middle of his room that looks dim, Alpha, only the lighting from the outside that barged in through the window glass of his room. Alpha very tightly hugged a picture frame of his parents with tears continuously dripping from the corner of his eye.

I miss you so much, Father I'm sorry, who until now has not found the body of Dad, even I do not know, where the body of the mother is.

Inner Alpha. For a moment he seemed fragile, the man who looked so haughty, cold, and strong was actually just a fragile figure with a shadow of the past that kept following him, she always felt scared and cried alone. Because the shadow of the past is so terrible it is always present in his memory every night, making it always difficult to sleep. And even though he could fall asleep, he would always have nightmares. It was as if it forced him to keep remembering the past until it caused even more anger and great hatred was even rooted in his heart.

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"Good morning, ma'am,"

Sapa Darren bowed slightly to pay his respects to the President's wife who was tidying up some red roses before arranging them into a cryatal vase.

"Morning,"

Reply Emery smiled kindly as is his custom. Until not long ago Alpha who was seen out of the elevator especially while tidying up his tie.

With a swift Emery ran a small approach to her husband intending to tidy the tie of the husband, but had not had his hand touched the collar of her husband's shirt, suddenly his hand was patted very roughly by Alpha.

"What are you doing?" Ask Alpha cringing.

"Ma.. I'm sorry, I just want to help you to tidy up your tie" Emery replied as he squeezed out his fingers.

"Did I ask for it?" Alpha asked in a cold tone that made Emery bow.

"Sorry" Emery replied slowly.

"Never touch me."

"But sir, I'm your wife so I'm entitled.. "

"Wife? So all this time you feel entitled to touch me? and also wish I'd touched you, because you're my wife? Or are you hoping that I'll fuck you?"

"LORD.. "

"YOU DARE SCREAM IN FRONT OF ME?" Alpha snapped that quickly gripped his wife's cheek very hard, making the woman grimace with pain. Alpha's face turned dark and very scary, with the look of his eyes were very sharp, until it was clear that his graham voice was clashing with each other in there.

"Look good, don't ever speak out loud in front of me. Or I'll rip your mouth open, DO YOU UNDERSTAND?" Said Alpha with a still-high tone, and immediately released his hand by pushing his wife's body to stagger back and hit a sofa.

"why.... Why are you always being rude to me, why?" Emery asked with a voice that seemed to be shaking.

"Why? You ask me? WHY DON'T YOU JUST ASK YOUR DAD?"

"Are you sure? Even after you know everything you'll hate yourself, and unfortunately it's not time for you to know everything."

"What actually happened? Why do you hate me so much? I also hate my father...... "

"AAARRHGGG.... "

Alpha cried out with his anger and instantly grabbed the vase of flowers perched on the table and reflexively threw it onto the ceramic floor right beside Emery standing at the moment. until some glass shards hurt the feet of Emery who can only be silent in place with a body shaking to hold the cry, who resignedly received the tantrum of her husband who was like a person possessed by a subtle creature.

Alpha's body seemed to vibrate withstanding anger, making his breath go up and down with his hands still clenched perfectly, until his knuckles look white.

While Dareen who had been silent earlier did not say a word could only take a deep breath while stepping over to Emery who was still with a trembling body, he said, slowly he bent down to clean up some broken glass scattered on the ceramic floor, until for a moment the net was fixed on a gaping wound on Emery's calf that began to bleed a lot.

*You're being rude to me, a*I hate rude men so much, but I always make the situation hot to make you come back rude, how long are we gonna be in a situation like this Alpha?

"What do I really not know?"

Emery asked sobbing while looking at the face of her husband who had even looked at her sharply with a smirk smile on his lips.

"I think your father has many answers to all your questions" Reply Alpha who immediately left his wife who was still there, who was directly followed by Dareen who actually still could not bear to see the state of his great mistress now. In a matter of minutes, Alpha's black Alphard car had left his residence, leaving Emery still pecking with tears that continued to pour from his eye peluk.

"Mrs.. God, what happened to your leg?" Asked the few servants who immediately ran around when they had made sure that their Great Master had left, with panicked expressions respectively, they approached Emery who quickly wiped his tears.

"I'm fine" he replied smiling as he picked up the remaining glass fragments still scattered there.

This has happened very often. If Alpha was angry, all the servants who were there would even be silent, all of them could only stare, and did not have the courage to take out a single word, especially to approach their great master if he is in a bad mood. The consequences will be fatal to them.

"Sit down, I'll treat your wound" Areta said with her ribbed eyes while putting a p3k box on the table. Gently the middle-aged lung woman grabbed Emery's ankle and placed it on her lap, hearing the tears that began to drip, with Areta slowly cleaning and treating the wound on Emery's calf, the, And painstakingly began to bandage him with bandages.

Want to see when you will survive Madam, even the wounds in the heart and also in your body are very severe.

Inner Areta who was trying to hold her stuff. The thing that always does if the big madam gets hurt after arguing with Alpha, because their debate will end with the goods destroyed. And it has become Alpha's habit if you're venting his anger. Even Emery will always refuse if Areta asks to call their family's personal doctor, on the grounds that he does not want his father to know about his circumstances so far, he said, because their personal doctor will definitely report any health problems to his father who is currently in Canada to see his sister.

"What other problems have made the Great Master this angry?" Ask Areta slowly while applying a bandage and some medicine to put it back in the p3k box.

"Not a big deal Aunt Reta,"

Of course, you will continue to cover it.

"But Madam, I heard the great Lord mention your Father's name, are you sure that it's not a big deal?" Areta asked which made Emery speechless for a moment.

"Sorry.. I won't ask you again,"

"Aunt Reta.. "

"Yes, ma'am, what's wrong?"

"Why is Mr Alpha willing to accept the match?" Emery's question is what confused Areta.

"Ma... Sorry Madam, I don't have an answer to your question either."

"If he didn't want this match, he could have rejected it from the beginning, but why did he accept it" Emery said.

"Mrs.. Only the great master knows the answer,"

"She would never give her answer Bi, I once asked her that, but... " Emery's sentence stopped.

Yes, my lady, I know.

"And what about the Madam herself?" Ask Areta slowly.

"I've loved him for a long time Bi, ever since Dad introduced Mr. Alpha as Dad's best friend's son, since then I've been in love with him." Emery replied with a smile on his thin lips. Areta could only take a deep breath, while staring at the happy face of Emery who is currently remembering how he first saw and met Alpha which immediately made Emery interested even immediately fell in love with the man who has now become her husband.

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* BRT GROUP COMPANY.

"Young Master, are you not outrageous to the young mistress, she... "

"Do you feel sorry for him?" It was Sela Alpha who made Dareen stop her sentence.

"Yes, sir, however, the young lady is your wife,"

"Wife? Haha.... I never thought of her as a wife, she was just the son of a vile murderer, and that's the truth."

"I understand, sir, but in this case the lady does not know about..... "

BRAAAKKK

There was a loud sound of the table clashing with Alpha's palm, a buzz that made the goods located on his desk a little messy. Alpha's face suddenly flushed red, it was clear he was holding back anger, his gaze was sharp looking at his Assistant who was just speechless.

"EVERYTHING RELATED TO THAT SAVAGE MAN IS MY ENEMY, WHOEVER IT IS, DO YOU UNDERSTAND?"

"I understand, sir, forgive me,"

Now you can still put your pity on that woman, just wait until you find out that both of your parents died because of the savage man.

Alpha's mind rests her body on the back of her swivel chair while massaging the nape of her neck.

"Wouldn't that bastard be coming home soon?" Ask Alpha when his emotions have begun to subside.

"Yes young master,"

"Is everything in order?" Ask Alpha again.

"Yes, sir, half the shares of Mr. Chris' company are already in our hands."

"Good... Just wait a little more to make it miserable."

Scary-looking grins adorn Alpha's face, with eyes that look cold and full of hatred.

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* TO BE CONTINUED.