I Can'T Have Your Heart.
The Panthouse.

"Where are you going?" Dareen asked puzzledly as she saw Alpha who suddenly moved from her seat and continued to step outside.

"Mansion," replied Alpha briefly intending to stop his steps.

"But, what about Miss Starla?" Ask Dareen who is still following Alpha's broad steps.

"He doesn't want to see me for now, I'm afraid, if he finds out I'm still here, he'll force me to leave again. And I don't want that to happen." Answer the Alpha who's headed straight for the car.

"Where did Akirra go?" Alpha asked as he did not see Akirra, one of his personal bodyguards.

"Sorry sir, Akirra is with Mr. Leon right now." Answer one of the guards.

"He should be here" Alpha replied, because he thought, only Akirra could take care of Starla very well, not that he did not trust all his guards, but from the past until now only Akirra who always make Alpha feel satisfied with the performance of the bodyguard.

"Do I need to contact Akirra?" Whisper Dareen while catching Alpha's current anxiety.

"No need" Reply Alpha.

"Take Miss Starla well. Remember, I don't want anything to happen to her. Take care of her like you're keeping your own life, do you understand?"

Alpha orders to some of his guards who immediately nodded in understanding. While Dareen can only take a deep breath while running small towards the Alpha car. Until it does not take long the black Alphard car has been traveling at high speed leaving a luxurious Panthouse guarded by several Alpha guards.

"Oh yes Young master, is Mr Leon okay?" Tanya Dareen broke the silence in the car she was driving in at the moment.

"He's fine, maybe he's in the Mansion right now with his Red Wine" Alpha replied, closing his tired eyes. Hearing the reply from Dareen could only nod slowly and continue to concentrate with his steering wheel.

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In a room with a luxurious architecture with all the furniture that also looks very luxurious, Starla is still faithful in silence and the feeling of her throat, even her eyes are difficult to shut, the shadow of the past seems to follow her, to make Starla want to scream as loud as possible, hoping she can eliminate all the shadows Lucas suddenly present greet the memories that he had forgotten long ago.

* FLASHBACK.

Starla's steps came to a halt in front of a slightly open luxury hotel door, with a feeling of uneasiness and Starla's slightly shaking hands holding the door knob to open the door even wider, to be sure that what he saw inside wasn't Lucas his fiancee.

But it turns out he was wrong, because what he saw in there was Lucas, with a woman figure tampa fashion was moaning pleasure under the confines of Lucas who also did not wear any clothes. It is very clear that sweat soaked Lucas' body, with his hunting breath added with a sigh full of pleasure that came out of the woman's mouth because of Lucas' actions. Lucas's sighing was clearly heard in the hearing of Starla still standing in front of the Hotel door with tears flowing and from the corner of her eyes,  his breath seemed to suffocate making it difficult for him to make the slightest sound.

Starla retreated back with her legs already shaking, even if she had not held the door of the Hotel room back then, perhaps Starla's body would have slumped down, because now he no longer has the energy to just run.

BRUGH..

"Ahkp.. "

Starla's voice rang out loud as she hit something that sent her body bouncing back and slamming into the door of the hotel room, even Starla's voice reached the hearing of Lucas who had just climaxed and was still sitting himself on the edge of the bed while clutching his hair hard with his head bowed to the floor with a feeling of scruff. Until his daydream came to a halt when a voice familiar to him sounded very clearly greeting his sense of hearing.

"Honey's.. "

Mumbled Lucas who immediately grabbed a pajama towel to wear and went straight out to the door of the room that was even wide open. But when Lucas stood there, he did not see anyone, there were only two bodyguards who immediately bowed when he saw Lucas there.

"It seems I heard Starla's voice, is this just my hallucination, ah vain." Bump Lucas while continuing to grip his hair hard, trying to regulate his breath that still feels tight and hunting.

"Sorry young master, can I help you?" Asked one of his bodyguards when he saw Lucas who continued to wipe the sweat on his forehead.

"No, I'm just like hearing Starla's voice here" said Lucas, who kept his eyes on her.

"Miss Starla?" Ask one of Lucas' bodyguards.

"Hmmm.."

"But half a minute ago, Miss Starla was indeed here Young master,"

"What?"

Hearing the answer from his Bodyguard made Lucas' body instantly stiff with an already uncertain feeling. Lucas quickly stepped his foot, even he was a little run to catch Starla which he was sure must still be around here, he said, but suddenly his steps came to a halt when the figure who had just made his feelings furious was now standing right before him.

"Honey's.. Since when are you here?"

Lucas asked with a trembling voice.

"Since you've been sighing over the naked body of the woman" replied Starla, who now turned her gaze toward the door of Lucas' hotel room, there was a woman who was wearing only a thin dress with a slanted smile that she deliberately showed to Starla.

"Honey's.. L'm.. "

"Do you have no more words to defend your defense young master Lucas Elfredo?" Starla asked with tears coming from her eyes, tears that had been in her custody.

"Honey." call the woman in a spoiled tone that is even still at home standing in front of the door of the room.

"The bitch's boss," Lucas ordered in a low tone to his two bodyguards, who moved quickly, to the woman still standing in front of the room and led her straight out.

"Hey, what are you going to do, let me go.. " Pinta the woman while trying to rebel when her hand was held by one of Lucas' bodyguards.

"Honey.. You can't do this to me, after you've had fun with my body all night." The woman's words were increasingly making Starla's tears drip.

"Yeahkk.. Let me go, you don't know who I am? Unleash it... " The woman screamed as her words were ignored in the slightest by Lucas who was still staring at Starla with teary eyes. Even until the woman had disappeared from their sight, Lucas was still silent, no words were coming out of his mouth, for he himself did not know what to say, it was that night when he woke up with a state of passion and passion that had peaked until it reached the crown, making Lucas almost crazy, plus that night he was not alone, he was not alone, there was another woman in her room, a woman who came out of nowhere, and who made her even more angry, because she felt that night she was with her lover Starla, it turned out that the vision was wrong, and he only realized it when they had done things that he should not have done. He even did it many times.

"Sorry.. L'm.. "

"But I can't forgive you anymore Lucas" Starla replied.

"Don't go Honey.. I'm begging.. Don'tgo.. "

Pinta Lucas with tears dripping from the corner of his eyes, only that word could be said, even though Starla had disappeared from before him, Lucas continued to say the word until many times.

Starla who woke up from her daydream could only take a deep breath, with the gaze she directed out the window. Starla slowly stepped onto the balcony, observing the neatly arranged rows of pine trees below.

I'm not supposed to be here. What am I supposed to do now, even this place is filled with bodyguards, Alpha. who you really are, why am I uncomfortable now, why, why am I being scared.

Starla turned her gaze to every corner of the courtyard that was being held in a tight evil by Alpha's bodyguards, there was not even any reproach for her to get out of the Panthouse.

"Good night Miss, do you need anything?" Asked one of the bodyguards when he saw Starla who was walking down the stairs.

"No, I just.... "

"Can we help you, miss? just say it." Reply to the bodyguard. Even a few servants in the same uniform were already lined up at the end of the stairs to wait for Starla.

Can you just step aside, I have to get out of here. I'm not the king's daughter you have to guard like this.

"I'm just a little thirsty, and going to.... "

Why is this, I beg you. Can you not care about me? let's just say I'm not here.

"But I can do it myself."

"Yes Miss, but let us do it" replied one of the servants who seemed to have a higher position than the other servants.

"Thank you.. But I'm not used to it, sorry.." Said Starla who immediately stepped towards Pantry and immediately opened the refrigerator, taking a bottle of mineral water there to drink it.

"I just need this, and it's not hard to do it alone." Starla said, pointing out the empty mineral bottle in her hand.

"Sorry Miss, we're just doing young master's orders to serve you well."

"Yes, I understand, but I'm a normal woman who can walk on her own, not a paralyzed woman who can't do anything, even with your excessive treatment like this it makes me feel uncomfortable right now." Reply Starla.

"Sorry Miss, we did it because it was our duty, once again sorry to make Miss feel uncomfortable."

"Is your young master really that kind of person?" Ask Starla again.

"Young master did this only to you." Answer the waiter.

"What's? me?"

"Right Miss," the waiter replied nodding.

But I don't need to be treated like this.

"Do you need anything else?" Asked the waiter in a gentle tone complete with his friendly smile.

"No, thank you."

"Alright, Miss rest. Miss's condition is still not fully recovered."

"Hm.." Starla replied with a nod, and immediately stepped away leaving the servant still standing looking at her.

"Sorry.. " Said Starla who again stopped her footsteps and turned to look at the servant who was still standing there with a friendly smile on her face.

"Yes Miss, do you need anything?" Ask the waiter.

"No. I haven't seen Mr. Alpha since, what he is.. "

"Young master has been back at the Mansion since an hour ago Miss," replied the maid.

Turns out he's really gone, Good thing.I don't have to say goodbye to him at least.

"Do I need to contact Mr. Dareen to inform the young master if Miss.. "

"No.. No need, I just asked because I didn't see it." Reply Starla who immediately shook her head quickly.

"Well Miss, if you want anything else, Miss just call me on the phone in Miss's room."

"But I can do it myself, I think it's too much" Protests Starla who considers all the treatment of servants or bodyguards in this place to him too excessive.

"This is the young master's direct order, sorry.. We're just following Miss' orders." Reply the waiter bowed.

"But I am not a special woman that you should serve like a princess."

"Anyone who sets foot in this Panthouse is a special person to the young master, and the only women who enter this Panthouse are only the great Madam Aleen and Miss."

"What?"

"Sorry Miss, if our service makes you feel uncomfortable." Reply The waiter who returned bowed.

"No.. Not like that, I'm just not used to it yet" Starla replied as she held onto the middle-aged woman's shoulder.

"Thank you Miss, please. I'll take you to your room to rest."

"alright.. " Reply Starla resigned and immediately stepped out of the pantry and up the stairs to the other top, which was there waiting for some servants to deliver him to the room.

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* ALPHA KHANDRA MANSION.

"You're here? where's Star?"

Leon asked when he came out of the room and found Alpha sitting alone on a sofa with a closed mouth, even Leon could have guessed if Alpha was not sleeping at the moment.

"All.. "

Call Leon who made Alpha surprised and immediately opened his eyes.

"Starla, where is he?" Ask Leon.

"Panthouse," replied Alpha with a heavy voice.

"The panthouse? And you left him there alone?" Leon asked.

"There are many special servants to serve him, and guards to guard him,"

"Well, if that's what I know, you must have prepared it, which I'm asking right now, why don't you accompany her there?" Ask Leon again.

"If I stay there, then Starla will go" Alpha replied.

"meaning?"

"He doesn't want to see me now" Alpha replied, wiping his face rough.

"I see," Reply Leon who immediately stepped closer to Alpha who was still in his position.

"Let me accompany him there," said Leon who made Alpha's eyes widen perfectly with a sitting position that immediately changed firmly.

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* TO BE CONTINUED.