I Can'T Have Your Heart.
You mad at me?

"Do you want to eat something?" ask Alpha for the umpteenth time. However, only in response to the slow pace by Emery who currently really does not want to eat anything even though his stomach rumbling, because the feeling of dizziness in the head makes him reluctant to move from the bed. And that's what's kept Alpha worried for a few days.

He never thought that Emery would be a little tired with her pregnancy this time, because she continued to experience nausea and vomiting quite severe, not good to eat, and very opium to him. Emery didn't want to let go of the item for a minute. Because if you do not smell the aroma in his body Emery will nausea and vomiting again. And that's what made Alpha decided to work at home, even though the wife's gestational age had reached six weeks.

Even in every day Emery continues to wear her husband's clothes, oversize t-shirts that have been used by the husband, as well as anything that smells of her husband. Neither the scarf, the coat, nor the underwear of her husband, even she herself did not expect it to be this severe, becoming obsessed with her husband's scent, making him look like a crazy maniac.

"Oh I'm going crazy, why can't I do anything without this" lamented Emery who continued to breathe her husband's shirt filled with a soothing scent for the fetus.

"It won't be long, be patient. Do you know if I'm very happy, because you keep sticking to me, and I like this," Alpha smiled as he continued to wipe the hair of the wife who was now in his arms.

"But I'm making you feel less free to work. I'm sorry."

"It doesn't matter, honey. I really enjoyed this moment. I always hoped you would depend and always need me. I want you who can't always be without me. And I really want you to always use me as you please. So don't ever apologize for something like this."

"Um, um,"

"And eat something, I keep feeling anxious because I've never seen you eat so voraciously."

"I don't want anything, All. Even to remember all kinds of food alone has made my stomach churn. I don't think this fetus wants anything but the scent of his father."

Alpha rubbed his wife's stomach while smiling while bringing his face closer there.

"What do you want to eat? Daddy's gonna buy it for you. At least eat a little," asked Alpha who began to invite the fetus to talk even though it was not yet time. What a funny thing that makes Emery unable to hold a smile.

"It looks like I need warm milk" Emery replied deliberately changing his voice to sound like a child.

"Well, Daddy's gonna make some special warm milk for you" Alpha nodded Emery's flat stomach, moved around his forehead, cheeks and ended up on those pale lips, before moving on and holding his wife. Because knowing that Emery can't be far from him at the moment.

Stepping out of the room towards the first floor right in the middle room. Put his wife's body on the couch and covered her. 

"I won't be long" said Alpha, who was only nodding by Emery. 

In just a few minutes, Alpha is back with a glass of warm milk in his hand, helping Emery drink it. A mouthful, two sips, three sips, until nausea strikes him again.

"Oh no, not now" Emery said, closing his mouth with both palms about to stand.

"A-what's up? Y-you're okay ...."

Huayek ....

The milk that had been in Emery's throat suddenly spewed out. It seemed like this time he was a little late to spit out his entrails inside the bathroom.

"I am so sorry, " said Emery when his vomit scattered on the floor, even a little about the Alpha shirt sitting in front of him.

"It's okay baby. I'm fine, it's just a little wet. The smell is not bad either," replied Alpha who still had time to cheer, before taking off his clothes and cleaning up the remaining vomit on the floor.

"It's bad, I can't eat or drink anything" Emery complained of frustration as he rubbed his stomach.

"Do we need to see a doctor?" tanya Alpha rubbed his wife's hair that looked messy. 

Even since the wife experienced severe indentation, Alpha has been very worried about the condition of the wife. However, he could not do anything because Emery always refused to do anything, and it was enough to make Alpha frustrated because he did not want to see the wife tired.

"But you need a doctor, honey. You haven't eaten properly in weeks," 

"For a few weeks, All. If I'm 12 weeks old, everything will be back to normal, believe me" Emery said.

 He knows quite a lot about the cravings in the first to third trimester through several articles on the internet that are always read. Also help from his mother is also the mother-in-law who is not currently in Verona. And there's only Alpha who keeps looking after him, and Varela is always ready to help if Alpha asks for it. Emery had no one to accompany him. Until Leon sometimes becomes their cook if the fetus wants it. Not infrequently also Akirra feel tired around the city of Verona if Emery suddenly wants food that is very difficult to get.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, this won't last long."

"But I'm really worried about you, wouldn't our baby be in pain if you kept vomiting? Or maybe he'll starve in there if you don't eat, do you need to call Leon to cook something for you?"

"Hmm, it looks like I want Yoon's cooking, but ...." 

Emery's sentence is floating, he misses spaghetti a little. Even he secretly misses Daniel's spaghetti.

"What's the matter, baby?"

"Actually I really want to eat spaghetti."

"Spaghetti?"

"Hmm, uh,"

"Well, I'll make it ...."

"Daniel,"

"D-daniel?"

"I want Daniel's spaghetti" retorted Emery who made Alpha gawk.

"W-what? But why Daniel?"

"Oh, I just want Daniel's spaghetti, I'm sorry" Emery replied with teary eyes. 

I don't know why he really wants Daniel's cooking right now. Isn't that weird? Moreover, his desire will obviously make Alpha a little disturbed, maybe even annoyed.

"You're mad at me?" emery asked when he found Alpha still silent.

"How can I be angry, I'm just confused. How, while Daniel's not here, I don't like it when you eat Daneil's food anyway,"

Emery fell silent with clenched lips, glazed eyes, and chose to shut before her tears came. And seeing it is enough to make Alpha anxious and go awry. Rubbing his entire face while ruffling his hair until it falls apart.

"My cherry, can Yoon just cook that spaghetti for you, or Akirra, Augusto can too, or Axel ...."

"No. I just wanted Daniel's spaghetti" said Emery, still curled with his eyes closed, hiding his face behind both arms he had bent.

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