I Can'T Have Your Heart.
The painful truth. * THAILAND.

"Mrs Aleen, it's time to go inside, this afternoon the air is pretty cold."

Emery said, holding Mrs Aleen's body into the house, sitting her body slowly and wearing a furry cardigan to protect her from the cold.

"Emery, man,"

Call someone from behind the door with a smile that looks sweet even though his face looks tired.

"Mom's home yet?" Welcome Emery with a warm hug.

"Hm.. "

"Have a rest, you must be tired." Reply Emery who still hugs the body of his mother who only resigned when his daughter clutched her tired body.

"Yes dear," said the woman smiling as she stroked Emery's long hair.

"How's Mrs Aleen? she's okay, right?" Asked Mrs Carolyn when her gaze was fixed on a single chair in front of a white curtain window that afternoon the wind blew strong enough to make the curtain slightly blurred and greeted the charming face but look pale Madam Aleen who had been silent since then with eyes that looked glassy.

"Is Miss Aleen okay?"

"Yes Ma'am, only since this morning did I see Mrs Aleen looking sad, even I had a chance to see tears coming from the corner of her eye." Reply Emery while staring at the back of Madame Aleen covered with warm cardigans. Mrs Carolyn just took a deep breath, stroking her daughter Emery's hair.

"Madam Aleen must be missing her son." Mrs Carolyn said slowly.

"What's? So Mrs Aleen has a child? Then her husband?" Emery asked slowly, for a moment Mrs Carolyn fell silent and took a deep breath.

Ever since Emery caught up with his mother in Thailand, there has been a lot he has not known about Mrs Aleen. Ever since Emery set foot in her mother's house, she's seen Mrs Aleen there, and the only thing she knows is that Mrs Aleen is her mother's now ailing best friend. The rest he doesn't know what else. Although Emery is very curious about the origin of Mrs Aleen who seems to be deliberately hidden by her mother. Because, when his mother will work, he will forbid Emery to bring Mrs Aleen to leave the house. And Emery can only obey even though he does not know the real reason for his mother.

"Mothers.. What happened to Mrs Aleen? Has Mrs Aleen been suffering from PTSD for a long time?" Emery asked again, who was growing more curious about Mrs Aleen.

"Hmmm.. Since her husband died 25 years ago." Miss Carolyn answered slowly.

"Then where is Lady Aleen's child now, doesn't Lady Aleen have a child?" Asked Emery who kept attacking his mother with all sorts of questions.

"True, Mrs Aleen had a son, but she was separated from her son from the age of 6." Reply Mrs Carolyn, while Emery was just speechless with a look of sadness.

Kasian Mrs Aleen, it turns out that she has a sad life story. Emery.

"Emery, I think it's time you knew everything." Said Mrs Carolyn slowly which made Emery frown with uneasiness, because she could see the expression of his mother who looked serious, Emery could also see sadness in the eyes of the Mother.

"What kind of truth is Mom?" Ask Emery.

"Madam Aleen is a woman your father loved dearly." Miss Carolyn answered with teary eyes.

"Ap.. What the?? So then.. "

"Right, and one more thing you haven't known." Mrs Carolyn continues to make Emery nervous.

"What Mom?"

"Mrs Aleen could lose her husband and her child, it's all done by your father." Miss Carolyn replied with a trembling voice.

"I mean mother? Su.. Mrs Aleen's husband.."

"Died because of your father."

"So Daddy killed... " Emery can no longer continue he said. His tears suddenly dripped from the corner of his eyes, he could only shake his head slowly while smothering his own mouth.

"Why.. Why would you do such a vile thing.. Why ma'am?" Emery asked in his mouth.

"For your father still loved Mrs Aleen so much, and hated Mr. Adley Berta so long ago, the man Mrs Aleen loved."

"Tu.. Mr Adley Berta? So then... I mean, Mrs Aleen, Mr Adley Berta's wife?" Emery's question looked shocked.

"Yes, Ivander Adley Berta, father of Alpha Khandra Berta, your husband."

Hearing his mother's sentence just now as if getting a thousand incisions on Emery's body, incisions with gaping wounds and then sprinkled with salt, that's how painful and painful Emery's feelings are today. his body trembled violently withstanding the tightness with tears continuously flowing in the corners of his eyes. His breath seemed to be suffocated by a reality that was extremely painful. And finally Emery just understood Alpha's hatred all this time to him, cold attitude, rude and bad temper Alpha. separated from Alpha who knows who the killer of his father or not, Emery has understood a lot and even now he feels ashamed because he has survived alongside Alpha who is actually very fed up and hated with him.

Slowly Madame Carolyn grabbed Emery's sobbing body to hug her, rubbing her son's back to calm her still sobbing.

"I'm ashamed of Mom.. All this time with no idea of him I've been hanging by his side.. Saying love to her many times, I was so ashamed.. Mother.. What should I do now... "

Emery was crying so much, while burying his face in the lap of the mother who was also shedding tears. Until a few minutes later, Emery again looked at his mother who was still as hiccuped with tears still reminiscing on her cheeks.

"Then why can you be with Mrs Aleen now?" Emery asked in a hoarse voice.

"Mother saved Mrs Aleen from your father's confinement." Mrs Carolyn replied which again made Emery stunned.

"I mean Mother? Dad kidnapped.. "

"Yes, your father's obsession made him lose his mind, not wanting to lose Mrs Aleen, he kidnapped and locked Mrs Aleen in the Mansion for several years, and no one knew about it, even Mom." Obviously Miss Carolyn.

"What happened after that?"

"Mother who overheard your father's conversation on the phone knew everything."

"So this is why you left dad?"

"Yes, I couldn't hold on much longer, and at that very moment, Mother took Madam Aleen away and went straight to hide in this place. To this day."

"Mother changed all of Mrs Aleen's identities, so that your father wouldn't find us here. And one of the things that made Mother shocked, because at the time of bringing Mrs Aleen from your father's Mansion, Mrs Aleen's condition was pregnant, and the child in Mrs Aleen's womb was your father's son." Mrs Carolyn continued with a trembling voice.

"Then.. Where is Mrs Aleen's son now?"

"In Korea."

"Korea? So all this time, Mrs Aleen and her son lived in Korea, why did Mom let him?"

"Since Edrea grew up, she wanted to be independent and be able to take care of her own mother. Actually, I didn't allow them to leave, I was afraid that your father would find them, even though your father might not have known that Mrs Aleen was pregnant with her child, and mom can't do anything. At least you can calm down, because you've changed your identity. Until that day I got word, if Edrea was lying in a coma in the hospital. And that very day I picked up Mrs Aleen and brought her back here."

"Koma? Edrea had an accident?" Emery asked.

"No. What I heard, Edrea's body was found unconscious with severe injuries all over her body. Obviously it wasn't an accident, it was persecution. Although I don't know the motive of the perpetrator who would do such a heinous thing to a girl as good as Edrea. Because I was afraid that something might happen to Mrs Aleen, I immediately picked up Mrs Aleen."

"Poor girl, but... It's not Dad, is it?" Emery asked worriedly.

"There's no way your father could've, because your father had no reason to hurt Edrea whom he didn't even know at all."

"Edrea, what kind of child is she Ma'am?" Ask Emery slowly.

"She is a very beautiful girl just like her mother, she is also a cheerful girl, but it is a pity that the girl has never felt the affection of her mother since birth because of the current condition of her mother."

Reply to Miss Carolyn while reaching for Emery's hand to hold her, while wiping the remaining tears that wet her child's face

"May Edrea be well there, for some days I have never heard from Edrea again. And I plan to look for him. Maybe in a few days we should go back to Korea, after all, Edrea is your father's son, and your sister is too."

"But I don't want to see Dad again Mom, I hate him, I hate him so much, Daddy's a murderer, I.. "

"Honey.. I understand, your father's mistakes have been a lot. But he did anyway... "

"No Mom, Dad's been so outrageous, Dad's not human, Dad even betrothed me to Alpha, the son of his best friend who he killed, even Dad could take Mrs Aleen hostage until.." Emery stopped his sentence and re-routed his gaze towards the still loyal Lady Aleen with her inertia.

The wound in Emery's heart grew, as he recalled Alpha who had thought both his parents had died, how sick Alpha will be when he finds out about his mother's condition now.

"Honey.. "

"I thought of Alpha, what would happen if he found out that his mother was still alive." Emery asked as she wiped her tears.

"Surely he will be happy."

"But Mrs Aleen's current condition."

"Mom knows." Ms Carolyn took a deep breath, wiping Emery's long hair very gently.

"Mothers.. Can I ask you something?" Ask Emery slowly.

"Dear, what's wrong?"

"Why did you want to help Mrs Aleen at that time?"

"Madam Aleen is also Mom's best friend, and we've been very close a long time."

"But why would you do that?"

"Your father has loved Mrs Aleen for a long time."

"Is that the only reason you can do such a heinous thing? and more cruel than that, Dad deliberately set me up just to snatch Alpha treasure, Dad even had the heart to make me bait in order to get BRT GROUP Mom."

"Dear baby, I understand. I've heard it all, I'm sorry, I couldn't help you at the time, I couldn't keep you company in your hard times, I'm sorry I let you suffer and cry alone." Mrs Carolyn said with regret.

"No, Mom, everything that happened was my own choice, you're not wrong, and the only person to blame is Dad." Reply Emery.

"Honey.. Never mind, what matters is that now you're out of everything, and you're living quietly with Mom right now."

"Yes ma'am, but I miss Elard, how is she doing now?"

"Mom misses her a lot too, misses her a lot."

Ms. Carolyn replies back to tears, as her memory returns to the youngest child she has not seen for a very long time.

"For now, I'm going to focus on finding Edrea, are you willing to help me?"

"But Ma'am, what about Mrs Aleen, are we going to take her too?"

"Of course, I can't leave Mrs Aleen alone."

"It's gonna be okay." Reply Lady Carolyn hugged her son's body tightly.

* * * * *

* PANTHOUSE ALPHA KHANDRA.

"I'm sure this is Panthouse the Alpha the stiff man." Elard muttered while observing the luxurious building that was across the street where his car was parked at this time.

With a very heart Elard out of his car while wearing a hat and mask, while keeping an eye on the luxurious Panthouse which today there are only a few bodyguards who guard around the Panthouse. Long Elard waited, Until finally he could see a figure who had just come out and was standing right on the balcony of the second floor.

"My guess is right, you live here apparently. Elard muttered with a smile as she grabbed her phone and started sending messages to the girl who was now pensively pondering on the balcony of her room.

And it's not difficult for Elard to track someone's mobile number, let alone someone this is a figure he has often missed in recent days.

Elard

"Hey.. "

^^^Shareen^

^^^"Who?"^^^

Elard

"The handsome man who was with you in the garden yesterday."

^^^Shareen^

^^^"You?"^^^

^^^"Where did you get my mobile number?"^^^

Elard

"That's not a hard thing."

^^^Shareen^

^^^"You're a stalker?"^^^

Elard

"Hey.. Do I look like a stalker?"

^^^Shareen^

^^^"Hmmm."^^^

Elard

"Aren't you outrageous? Okay, can I see you?"

^^^Shareen^

^^^"Meet? We're not that close to meeting each other."^^^

Elard

"Come on.. "

"I miss you so much."

^^^Shareen^

^^^"What? Not wrong? You missing me?"^^^

Elard

"What's wrong with that? It's my feeling, I feel it, so I deserve to miss anyone."

^^^Shareen^

^^^"I'm busy."^^^

Elard

"Busy?"

"What are you doing now?"

^^^Shareen^

^^^"Cooking."^^^

Elard

"Cooking?"

"When did your kitchen move to the balcony?"

With a faint smile, Elard waved his hand towards Edrea who was looking towards him. Until the notification tone is heard again on Elard's phone.

^^^Shareen^

^^^"You're really a stalker? What are you doing there?"^^^

Elard

"Don't I say I want to meet."

^^^Shareen^

^^^"But I can't just get out of the house."^^^

Elard

"What's wrong? Did that polar bear forbid you to come out?"

^^^Shareen^

^^^"Who do you mean by polar bear? My brother's a good man."^^^

Elard

"Well.. Well.. Now can we meet?"

Elard

"This once."

Elard

"Come on..

Elard let out a long sigh when he did not get a notification message from Edrea again, even he did not see the figure of Edrea again there, the girl's phone was no longer active. Until 4 hours he waited, finally Elard gave up and immediately left the place.

While in the Panthouse, precisely in a bedroom shades of pink that looks spacious, edrea is still standing behind the window of her room while looking at Elard's car which slowly moves away from the place.

Edrea took a deep breath, for some reason, suddenly she felt a pain in the corner of her heart, Edrea could not even deny that since their first meeting that could be said to be unusual it made Edrea feel strange, because he always thought of the tall and long-haired man. Until the sound of knocking on the door of his room disperse the reverie of Edrea.

"What are you thinking?" Alpha asked as he approached Edrea who was still silent in front of the window of his room.

"Not thinking what my brother is." Edrea replied with a sweet smile as she lingered spoiled on Alpha's arm.

"Shareen's.. Are you feeling bored?" Tanya Kenzie rubbed the head of Edrea gently.

"Ah, no.. No. gabe.. " Answer Edrea shook her head.

"So don't know, you must be feeling lonely, sorry at the end of this brother can't accompany you, the Company's situation is unstable, so brother is always busy to take care of everything." Alpha Reply.

"Yes, brother, I understand."

"And Doctor Wil is also quite busy with his patient patients in the hospital, so what are you doing? For now alone first?"

"Yes, I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me too much."

"How come you're not worried about you, you're brother." Reply Alpha smiled as he rubbed the soft Edrea head.

"Yes.. I promise to be a obedient and obedient sister."

"really?"

"Hm.. " Reply Edrea nodded surely with her wide smile that instantly made Alpha burst open.

"Son't love you." Said Alpha while reaching for Edrea's body to decapnya.

I love you even though you're not my sister, I want to protect you with my life even though you're a foreign girl I don't know at all, I'm sorry for lying to you so much, I hope you don't hate me when your memories come back and know everything, but for now, let me protect you.

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* TO BE CONTINUED.