I Can'T Have Your Heart.
Strange feeling. * ALPHA KHANDRA MANSION.

Emery's body sank into a deep slump while continuing to cover his ears very tightly along with increasingly rushing tears.

"Young man, what happened?"

The sound of knocking on the door was heard from outside the door when a rowdy sound was heard very clearly from the room. Which of course is ignored by Alpha Khandra who is currently controlled by anger. Especially when he recalled the incident yesterday that almost took his life because of the actions of the person who really hated him, the father of the figure who is now in front of him.

"I love you sir, love you so much, but why.. " Emery's murmur sounded quivering but was clearly heard in Alpha's hearing.

"What's? Of love? By not knowing herself you said you loved me?" Alpha Khandra asked with a smirk smile as she stepped closer to Emery who was still sitting in the corner of the room with tears flowing in her eyes.

"You don't deserve my love, you don't even deserve to be happy, you should suffer for the rest of your life. And I'm gonna make your life worse." Alpha Khandra said with a cold look.

"Do it Sir, if it makes you feel happy, do it.. "

"Unfortunately just seeing you suffer isn't enough for me, why don't you just die?" Alpha Khandra said with a smirk smile she looked at the face of his wife who continued to cry.

"Death if you want to see me happy, don't you love me?" Ask Alpha Khandra in a low tone.

"Tu.. Mr. Alpha... "

"Because whenever I'll never love you, never." Said Alpha Khandra who immediately left Emery still sobbing in the corner of his room.

BRAAKKS..

The sound of the door slamming along with Emery's screams tightly hugged both of his trembling knees. Emery slowly dragged her step out of her husband's office, which was already a mess. With Areta swiftly reaching for Emery's body to hug him, worry was clearly visible on the face of the middle-aged woman who had been standing in front of the Alpha workspace door with anxiety.

"Have anyone hurt Madam? You okay all right?" Areta asked in a worried tone.

"I'm fine Bi, I just want to rest." Emery replied, which kept going.

"Mrs, let me accompany you,"

"No need for Aunt Reta, I'm right it's okay." Reply Emery smiled as he continued to step towards his room.

In a room that looks dark without any lighting, it appears Emery is sitting pensive on the edge of his bed. His haphazard eyes were far away staring out the window of his room. His hands shook while Grasping a bottle of Benzodiazepine. There were no more tears in the corner of her eyes that used to accompany her loneliness. There was only a faint smile on his pale face.

"I really want to make you happy Ken," Emery muttered staring at some pills that were already in his hands.

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While on the streets of the city that seemed to be starting to quiet, a black Alphard car was spinning the road at moderate speed.

"Where are we going, sir?"

Tanya Dareen who has been circling the city for almost 5 hours, but there is no destination, it seems Alpha is still very comfortable with his residence, while leaning his body in the passenger seat comfortably while keeping his mouth shut, even this is a question that has been asked repeatedly by Dareen who has not received a single answer from Alpha.

"Young master,"

"Hm."

"It seems you don't seem well."

"Be quiet.. I'm fine."

"But Master, you look very pale at the moment,"

"I just need mineral water." Alpha answered, still closing his eyes.

"Well, I'm going to a supermarket near here to buy it." Dareen answered, who pulled over his car when he saw a 24-hour supermarket on the side of the road.

"Wait."

Serga Alpha when accidentally his eyes caught a figure who was walking while carrying a bag of garbage to dispose of. The figure of the girl in her work uniform was running small across the road that had begun to look lonely.

"Wasn't she the girl of that time?" Ask Alpha who is still observing the movements of the girl, until the girl returned to the supermarket and immediately grabbed the mop and started mopping the floor.

"She was that girl, right?"

"Yes sir, that girl is an employee at this figure."

"Don't you say he works in a coffee shop?"

"True, in the morning until noon, the girl worked at the coffee shop, then continued working lung time at the shop from afternoon to night." Obviously it was Dareen who made Alpha frown. Until not long ago he rushed down from his luxury car and went straight into the store even before Dareen opened the car door.

"Good night, welcome to our store."

The employee bowed respectfully with a smile on his face.

"Night."

"Please shop for Mr.. "

The girl's words came to a halt as her gaze fell on the wrist of the man before her who was still wrapped in bandages.

"Eh.. You were the Lord at that time, right?"

The girl asked suddenly as she raised her head up and saw the face of the visitor who was still standing before her. A figure that has a high posture with a proportional body complete with a handsome face but looks cold and flat.

"You were the Lord at that time, right?" Ask the girl again convincingly.

"Hm,"

"How are you doing? your wounds? Does it not hurt anymore?" Asked the girl again as she continued to observe Alpha's arm still wrapped in bandages.

"It's just a small wound" replied Alpha briefly.

"Oh.."

But it doesn't look like a small wound.

The inner girl nodded with a smile that still adorned her face, which somehow when looking at the smile, made Alpha also pull the corner of his lips up to form a smile that made Dareen's eyes widen perfectly in surprise. He who had been beside Alpha since then and continued to observe the Alpha response that was not as usual could only be silent enjoying the smile of his president.

Is it because of this sweet girl?

The returning Inner Dareen turned her gaze towards the girl who was still standing before them with the mop still in her hand.

"Does Master need anything? Let me help you." Ask the girl while putting a mop in the corner of the room.

"I need mineral water." Answer Alpha.

"Alright, I'll take it for you." The girl who immediately ran over left those who were still standing there. Until a few minutes later the girl returned with quite a lot of bottles of mineral water in her arms, and made it quite a hassle while carrying her.

"How much do you need? And what brand do you want? I purposely brought a lot so that Master could choose it." Said the girl gasping with a slightly breathless breath.

"You don't have to bring all the brands, let me help you" said Alpha, who again made Dareen gawk.

Whahuh? Young master wants to help this girl? when did you become a generous man.

Inner Dareen until he forgot his duty to serve his current president.

"Ah no need, Your hand is still injured, this is heavy, later your hand can hurt again." The girl refused.

"Hey I'm a man, a wound as small as this won't make me die." Alpha protested.

Even the young master had already said more than three words to this girl. Dareens.

"Ha?? Ah yes ma.. Sorry hehehe.. " Reply the girl chuckled which made Alpha smile again sweetly, although the smile looked so terrible to Dareen who immediately shook her head slowly while grabbing the trolley in the corner there.

"I think you need this Miss..."

"Edrea, you can call it Rea."

"Ah yes, Miss Rea. Can you hand over the bottles? it looks like it's heavy." Said Dareen who immediately took all the mineral bottles from the girl and put them into the trolley.

"Ah yes hahaha.. " Reply the girl again chuckled while scratching the nape of her neck.

well you better get out of the way in front of Mr. Alpha, because I'm afraid when I see Mr. Alpha starting to smile, it's not like him. Dareens.

"Sorry Sir, is there anything else you need?" Ask the girl.

"No." Answer Alpha briefly.

"Yes, please." With a little running the girl approached the cashier table to serve Dareen who had been standing with a trolley and a black card in his hand.

"How much fruit do you buy?" Ask the girl to Dareen.

"Two bo.... "

"Everything" said Alpha from that corner.

"What?" Reflek Dareen while looking at some bottles of mineral water in the trolley.

What is this much mineral water for, sir?

Inner Dareen took a deep breath while removing all the mineral bottles that were approximately 20 pieces.

And this girl, how did she carry so many bottles of minerals with her tiny body. Dareens.

"Alright, please Sir, thank you for shopping at our store." Reply the girl smiled amiably as she waved her hand towards Alpha, although her face looked extremely exhausted when the transaction payment was completed, but with enthusiasm he grabbed the mop and began mopping when both of them had left the supermarket.

Up to 5 minutes later the Alpha Luxury Car again drove through the city road that already looks lonely at 22:30 p.m.

"Looks like she's a hardworking girl." Speak Alpha slowly with eyes that are still staring at the rearview mirror that leads to the supermarket.

"Yes Sir. Pretty nimble girl." Reply Dareen who is also still observing the expression of his president.

"I'm a little worried, at this hour he's still out of the house for work."

"Ap.. Whahuh? Sir worried?"

"Hm,"

Am I really with Master Alpha? Feeling worried about strangers is not him.

Inner Dareen while occasionally glancing at Alpha through the glass in front of him.

"Boost,"

"Yes young master,"

"Why did I suddenly want to protect that girl." Alpha talks back to make Dareen gawk.

"Ma.. Meaning Master?" Asked Dareen who seemed to still be trying to digest the words Alpha just now.

"I felt like I couldn't bear to see him exhausted like that." Answer the Alpha that made Dareen choke.

"Young master seriously? What possible.. " Dareen stopped his sentence.

"Maybe what?" Ask Alpha cringing.

"Ah no sir, this is just my stupid thought." Answer Dareen who prefers safe.

"What do you really want to say?"

"Sorry Mister.. Is it possible that you fell in love with that girl?" Ask Dareen slowly.

"Fell in love?"

"Look.. Yes Sir.. "

"Do you know what it's like to fall in love?" Ask Alpha with her innocent face.

"Haa?? "

Dareen again gawked when he heard the President's question. But it is natural that Alpha asks this question, because as long as Alpha grew up to now 30 years old, Alpha Khandra has never been with another woman other than his current wife, exactly he was never interested in a woman let alone to fall in love even though he was married. And that's what makes Alpha look stupid when it comes to dealing with his feelings.

Because the day is always busy with work and revenge. Until he had no time to think about such a thing, other than that, during this time he also never had the intention to look for a woman even though he never felt happy with his marriage now which from the beginning he had intended only for revenge only.

And this time Dareen was really surprised by the reaction of his president who was that easy to feel pity or worry for someone who just saw him. And do not rule out the possibility if tomorrow Alpha Khandra will say if he loves the sweet girl.

Well, that girl is sweet.

Dareen's inner still spinning swirled in his own mind.

"Why silence?"

"Ma.. Sorry sir, I have never felt in love either, but according to the book I read, the signs of someone falling in love, well as you feel right now, suddenly feeling worried and wanting to protect the girl." Answer Dareen.

"really? Am I really in love with that girl?" Ask Alpha.

Oh, my God, I know sir, you're the one feeling it

"Maybe sir." replied Dareen.

"Are you sure?"

I should have asked you that, sir.

"Maybe, but... "

"Are you aware that you've said a lot of words MAYBE?" Alpha asked which made Dareen instantly close her lips.

"Sorry Master, but by the time Master sees the girl, is Young Master's heart beating so fast?" Ask Dareen again while staring at Alpha who looks like he is thinking.

"My heart is indeed beating and it indicates that I am healthy." Alpha Reply.

Of course you are very healthy now Sir,

"Mom.. That's not it, ma.. I mean, ticking... "

"Since I was born to date my heart has always been beating Dareen."

Can you just strangle me right away, sir?

"I mean, when you see that girl, is your heart beating or pounding?" Ask Dareen again.

"Either.. "

Answer Alpha briefly while holding his heart which is still beating normally since. As if giving up on their chat tonight, Dareen prefers to stay still and stay focused on the wheel even though occasionally he is still curious and glances back at his president who looks dreamy while continuing to hold his chest to check his heartbeat. Up to 20 minutes interval.

"Dareen, I need you to put our guy around the supermarket where the girl works." Alpha Khandra's orders are apparently alarmed.

"I mean Sir?"

"just follow my orders. Protect the girl."

"Okay sir, I'll send our men there soon tomorrow. Is the young master going back to the Mansion?"

"No."

"All right, sir."

Dareen replied nodding while stepping on the gas pedal of his car towards a luxurious residence belonging to Alpha. A Panthouse that he always goes to when his mood is chaotic, or to just comfort him.

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* TO BE CONTINUED.