I Can'T Have Your Heart.
The Tears of Elard. * HOSPITAL'S.

The hot bullet released by Alpha penetrated the hospital wall as Dareen clasped Alpha's hand and directly pointed the hand holding the gun towards the wall just above Elard's head.

"Don't young master, I beg you."

Dareen's command is still clutching the strong hands of Alpha who has been filled with anger, Alpha's face even looks flushed with veins on his neck that began to appear when his graham fused together.

"LET ME KILL HIM.. " Chanted Alpha who seemed to have lost his mind.

"No young master, don't stain your hands with his blood, young master.. Please calm down, Miss Shareen is in need of you right now, she will be sad to see you like this." Pinta Dareen pleaded with a pleading tone, even her hand still clutching Alpha's arm.

"AARRGHHHHGGS... Remember well, I will never forgive you if something happens to Shareen, I will really kill you. I swear." Alpha spoke, leaving Elard lying on the floor with bruises all over his body and face.

His body trembled withstanding the pain, yet this time not only in his entire body, but in his heart upon learning of one terrifying fact if it was his father who had killed both Alpha parents.

"AAARRRRGH.. "

Shouted Elard while gripping his chest that felt very tight, his breathing seemed to stop. His tears continued to flow soaking his face that had been filled with blood.

"I'm the son of a murderer.. I'm the son of a murderer.. No. gabe.. " Murmured Elard shook her head while grabbing her own hair.

"TIDDAAAKKK... AARRGHGH..."

Elard continued to shout while stripping his body on the cold floor of the hospital. He continued to cry hoping that all he heard was just an illusion, only a dream and not real, but the voice of Alpha who shouted that his father had killed Alpha's parents was very clear and attached to his mind. Elard blindly beat his own chest, slapped him in the face and kept shouting.

With all his strength Elard moved, dragged his feet and continued walking until his steps stopped in front of the ICU door which was still tightly closed for 3 hours, he caught the figure of Edrea lying on the bed with several tools attached to his face and body to help him breathe.

"Why are you still here? Go awayl.. GONE AWAY.. " Alpha shouted as he found Elard still standing at the entrance of the ICU room

"I beg.. Let me stay here.. I want to accompany my Shareen," Pinta Elard with a full plea.

"Tsk, and you think I'll let that go? You better hurry up and leave this place, before this bullet is really lodged in your head." Speak Alpha with a sharp look. He even got his gun tucked in his back.

"Alpha.. I'm begging.. "

"You have no right to be here, go, while I can still endure my patience."

"But I can't leave it here."

"KITTY... "

Shouted Alpha again brandishing his gun at Elard, Dareen quickly held onto Alpha's shoulder which was seen going up and down as it held back emotions.

With a step down Elard left the place with tears continuing to flow on his face, until his shadow disappeared behind the hospital wall.

"Young master calm down."

"Where can I possibly calm down now, look at Shareen back lying in a coma there, and Wil hasn't been back since." Reply Alpha with his eyes that look glazed, the worry clearly on his face at this moment.

"Doctor Wil will be fine sir, he brought some bodyguards as well as our bodyguards."

"But still I can't calm down, he hasn't even contacted me since, ARRGGHH.. WHERE IS HE ACTUALLY.. " Alpha screamed in frustration while gripping her hair firmly. No matter how Alpha rubbed his face, his concern for Doctor Wilfreed and Edrea made him feel like a madman at the moment.

"Young master.. Look, Doctor Wil is fine." Dareen said as he saw Doctor Wilfreed walking towards them with a few bodyguards and guards, although the number of bodyguards was reduced.

Alpha took a deep breath while shuffling his waist, raising his head upwards trying to hold back his tears as he looked at Doctor Wilfreed's visibly injured face with a few scratches there, also his left shoulder wrapped in cloth is also filled with blood. Alpha knows it was a gunshot wound even though Doctor Wilfreed said he was okay.

"If I'm okay, it's just a gunshot wound." Said Doctor Wilfreed, who tried to calm down Alpha who looked very worried.

"I'm sorry Wil.. Ii'm sorry.. I won't forgive myself if anything happens to you." Reply Alpha with a vibrating sound.

"You won't lose me All.. "

Reply Doctor Wilfreed chuckled along with the ringing while trying to endure the pain in his shoulder, even fresh blood began to drip from his shoulder which actually made Alpha even more worried.

"Wil, that wound..

"I'm okay All, how's it going?" Asked Doctor Wilfreed when he saw the ICU room in Edrea at this time, Alpha just shook his head slowly with his eyes back in glass. While Doctor Wilfreed just took a deep breath while closing, he knew very well if everything was in bad condition at this time.

"We lost some bodyguards, they got shot." Doctor Wilfreed said again.

"Then, the one who hurt Shareen?" Ask Alpha.

"He's Mr. Chris's man, the same man who mistreated Miss Shareen before."

Alpha took another deep breath, a streak of emotion and anger clearly visible on his face.

"I've paralyzed him, maybe in a long time he won't wake up, if not handled by a professional doctor, in make sure he will experience a permanent coma but if he is unlucky, he will not be, he's gonna die." Obviously Doctor Wilfreed.

"Thank you Wil, now treat your wounds first, Shareen needs you right now."

"alright.. You better calm down." Doctor Wilfreed said, patting Alpha on the shoulder.

"Hm.. "

Reply Alpha nodded lethargicly while sitting in the front row of the ICU room.

"Dare."

"Yes, sir,"

"Do it right now, make CALL KORP destroyed without waste."

"Alright young master."

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* THE RESIDENCE OF CAROLYN CULLEN.

At 02:00pm, Miss Carolyn was startled by the loud bangs of the door out there. With great heart Mrs Carolyn inched down from her bed and immediately stepped out of the room, before she locked onto Mrs Aleen's room from the outside.

Mrs Carolyn opened a little curtain that closed the window to check on guests who had been pounding on the door continuously. Suddenly his eyes were perfectly rounded when he saw the figure of Elard sitting on the porch of his house while holding both knees with his face drowned between his knees. Lady Carolyn quickly opened her door and grabbed the body of her son who was still filled with tears.

"Mothers.. "

"El.. Elards.. What the hell is going on with you?"

Asked Mrs Carolyn while cupping the battered face of Elard. The woman's tears instantly dripped as she hugged her son's cold body.

"Mothers.. Her... Her... "

"Elard, what's wrong, son, what's really going on with you, and this wound.."

Without waiting for an answer from Elard, Lady Carolyn immediately grabbed the body of her distressed son to stand on his papa towards the sofa of her living room.

"Elard.. Stop crying, what's wrong with you?" Mrs Carolyn asked as she opened the shirt Elard was wearing, a white shirt that had been filled with Edrea's blood and her own. With a little running Mrs Carolyn took warm water and a small towel also a p3k box.

"Tu.. Your ribs are broken.. "

Murmured Mistress Carolyn who looked very shocked when examining all parts of Elard's body, not only that, Madam Carolyn's eyes widened again when she saw her child's entire body bruised bluish almost all over her body. The woman's tears continued to flow, when she saw Elard who was only silent with tears that continuously dripped from the corner of her eyes that had appeared moist.

"Mothers.. "

Call Elard who finally made a sound, her eyes glared at her mother who was still treating her wounds.

"Is it true, Father who killed Mr Adley?"

"Mothers.. Is that really so?"

"Elard.. "

"Mother's answer.. "

Tita Elard who a minute later immediately shook her head slowly when she saw her mother's slow nod that immediately justified her question. Elard's body stiffened instantly, his breath suffocating right then and there, and he violently rubbed his face.

"It turns out to be true, I'm the son of a murderer.. Haha.. I'm the son of a murderer Chris Cullen... Huhaha.."

Elard laughed out loud with his tears, clutching his hair firmly.

"Elard.. "

"Why.. Why should I have a father like him.. What kind of fate is this Mother? Why did he become my father.. WHY?" Shouted Elard very loudly.

"He.. He even made the girl I love so much lie in a coma in the hospital."

"Koma? Shareen?" Ask Miss Carolyn with teary eyes.

"Pater's men shot Shareen Bu, and now Shareen's lying in a coma in the hospital." Elard answered, holding onto his ribs, which seemed to be swelling.

"Elard darling.. Be calm.. "

"How can I be Mom, I'm not even allowed to be there, just to see my Shareen can't, how will I calm down now.. " Reply Elard, slowly Madame Carolyn grabbed Elard's body to hug him, while rubbing Elard's back covered with bruises.

"Even Alpha wouldn't allow me to be there."

"the alpha? Khandra Alpha.. Meanin?"

"Shareen Alpha's sister, ma'am,"

Hearing Elard's words made Lady Carolyn let go of his embrace.

"What's? Alpha Khandra Berta's sister?" Madam Carolyn asked.

Does Alpha know where his sister is? But.. Shareen..

"El.. Where did you find out that Shareen's Alpha's sister? Didn't you say that Shareen was suffering from amnesia? No. gabe... Shareen what kind of girl is Elard? Can you see it?" Madam Carolyn asked as she looked at Elard's face seriously.

"What's the matter mom?

"Mom just felt... Can I see Shareen?" Ask Mrs Carolyn again.

If Shareen is Edrea, it means that Alpha has found his sister, but how can he know if Edrea is his sister.

The present inner mistress Carolyn seemed confused, and began to feel fear.

"Alpha didn't even allow me to be there, ma'am, it's all my fault.. I got Shareen shot, if only I hadn't told him to come out that day, I.. "

"Elard don't blame yourself."

"But it's my fault that he loves those closest to Alpha, as well as those who hate Dad so much, I've caused Shareen to hurt."

"No dear.. It's not your fault." Reply Lady Carolyn hugged Elard tightly, trying to calm her son. Until the sound of the door banging from Madam Aleen's room startled them.

"All.. All... Alpha my son... "

Mrs Aleen's repulsive scream surprised Mrs Carolyn, she quickly got up from her seat and opened the door to Mrs Aleen's room crying as she called her son Alpha by name.

"Aleen relax.. "

Madam Carolyn said as she hugged the body of Lady Aleen who continued to criticize, it seems like Lady Aleen has heard the conversation between herself and Elard, she said, and even more surprisingly, Mrs Aleen suddenly gave an unexpected response. Mrs Aleen, who has suffered from PTSD for decades and has not spoken since, can now call her son Alpha by name over and over again.

"Caroly.. Where's my son, where's Alpha.. Is he here?"

Ask Mrs Aleen, to make Lady Carolyn flabbergasted when she saw Mrs Aleen's response, even if she realized, her tears had drenched her face.

"Aleen, relax.. "

"Mana All's.. Please, I want to see my son."

"Yes.. Sure, I'll take it for you, but not now, you'd better take it for granted." Lady Carolyn replied, wiping the still sobbing back of Mrs Aleen, leading her back to the room and laying Mrs Aleen's body on the bed.

"Sleep.. When you wake up, I'll make sure All is here." Mrs Carolyn said convincingly.

"Please promise Carol, promise me you'll bring my All."

"I promise Aleen," Reply Mistress Carolyn smiled as she enveloped Mrs Aleen. Elard, who was still sitting on the sofa, seemed shocked when he saw everything that had just happened before his eyes. Until Miss Carolyn came out of the room with a face that looked agitated.

"Mothers.. "

"She's the mother of Alpha."

Mrs Carolyn said she was waiting for a question from Elard that she was sure would ask about the woman she had just seen, because all this time Elard had never seen how the two Alpha parents looked. And sure enough, Miss Carolyn's answer again made Elard surprised.

"Not both Alpha parents... "

"The story is very long, and... " Mistress Carolyn's sentence stopped, a look of doubt on her face when she saw Elard's face.

"What's the matter, mom?"

"Mother is afraid, you'll hate your father even more if you find out the real story." Said Mrs Carolyn slowly while holding Elard's hand which was still filled with dried blood.

"When I found out that Berta's murder was Dad, I hated him so much, that there was nothing left." Reply Elard while curling up on the sofa, trying to close his eyes that have been very careless.

"Elard.. "

"I'm fine Mom."

Reply Elard with his hoarse voice, which was still in his position. Even he was reluctant to look at the face of his mother who was currently rubbing her hair. Elard could only hide his face behind his arms, covering up his sadness and disappointment, as well as his tears.

"Elard.. "

"Can I be alone Mom, I'm tired.. Very tired." Said Elard in his hoarse voice.

"alright.. Istrahatlah, everything will be fine."

"really? Is everything gonna be okay like it used to be?" Elard asked in a barely audible voice.

"Elard, believe me, it's gonna be okay." Mrs Carolyn kept stroking her son's already-sparing hair.

There is a huge wound in Madam Carolyn's heart right now, her heart breaking when she saw her two children suffering as they are now. Even he began to blame himself, and thought that if at that time he did not follow the wishes of his parents to accept the match, maybe until now his life would not be filled with wounds even though he was alone. There will be no blood or tears in his life. It will not give birth to two children who will eventually suffer.

Forgive me for presenting you in this world, if you do not follow your feelings. If you don't love the wrong person, everything will be fine. But Mother is also very grateful for this marriage, because Mother has been given the most precious treasure, and you are Mother's most precious treasure. Again forgive me Mother..

"Mother loves you Elard, all will be well, trust me." Whisper Lady Carolyn while wiping the tears that dripped from the corner of Elard's sleeping eyes.

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* TO BE CONTINUED.