I Can'T Have Your Heart.
Let go.

"alright.. You know for yourself Lucas, if I'd always been happy to see you being this submissive."

"......... "

"Prepare.. We're gonna meet some old friend." Said Mr. Fridell while rubbing his son's back which seemed to tremble withholding his anger.

Slowly Lucas moved and immediately stepped into his room, leaving Mr. Fridell still smiling triumphantly while contacting someone again.

"Leave the girl's house, but remember. Keep an eye on the girl's movements. Do you understand?"

Said Mr. Fridell who immediately closed his phone call. And back to secure himself on the couch.

While Lucas who has almost gone crazy with his current situation can only be silent under the cold shower. It's been an hour since Lucas was there. The shadow of the past again passes when he must give up all his feelings and love when the selfishness of someone who always says love him and love him, but with the heart to seize his happiness, but, took everything to the rest just because the castle is different from the girl.

* FLASHBACK.

"Dad.. What's calling me? Isn't Dad in America?" Lucas asked, sitting next to his father.

"Tomorrow Daddy's going to America, but before that. Can you help Dad?"

"Of course Dad, what can I do for you.? Lucas replied Enthusiastic.

"Can you replace Dad this afternoon to meet Dad's client at a hotel?" Asked Mr. Fridell who immediately made Lucas silent for a moment.

"This fellow?" Ask Lucas back. Instead of answering his father's questions.

"Yes, this afternoon."

Today is Starla's birthday. What I should do.

"What's lucas?" Asked Mr. Fridell frowning.

"Do you have to be this afternoon, Dad? Can't Keano replace me this time?"

"No. I want you to do it, Lucas, you're Dad's son. So you're the one who has to do it. And Father's Assistant will accompany you." Reply Mr. Fridell firmly.

"Alright Dad.. "

"Dad believes you can do it." Reply Mr. Fridell with a smile.

You'll never see that girl again, Lucas, because there's a big surprise waiting for you. I'm sorry, but this is what's best for you and your future.

"Prepare.. Dad's assistant is waiting for you at the hotel."

"Alright Dad.. "

Said Lucas who immediately moved from his seat and stepped out leaving Mr. Fridell who at that time also immediately grabbed his phone located in his pocket and contacted his Assistant.

"My son is on his way there now, have you understood what you should do? And that woman. I hope he can do his job right. And remember, don't let any fetuses get left behind."

Said Mr. Fridell in his phone call. With a grin Mr. Fridell grabbed a crystal glass containing Champagne and drank it straight to the toilet.

"Good day, big sir."

"Hm.. How's it?"

"Assistant Young master Lucas has departed for Germany Great sir."

"good. The assignment I gave Ken is gonna keep him pretty busy, so that way he's not gonna be with Lucas for a while." Reply Mr. Fridell with a smirk.

"And call the girl when it's all over,"

"Good sir."

Said one of Mr. Fridell's bodyguards as he bowed and immediately stepped out of the study.

* * * * *

While in the VIP room of a luxury hotel restaurant, Lucas was holding his head. I don't know why the heat and dizziness suddenly attacked him.

Ahq.. Damnit.. What's wrong with me, why do I feel weird in my body. I gotta go home..

"What's the matter young master?" Assistant Mr. Fridell asked as he held onto Lucas' shoulder, which was about to stand up, and his body was filled with cold sweat.

"It looks like I have to go home now, ahk.. Can you call my starlaku to pick me up here?" Pinta Lucas offers her phone to her Assistant, who takes it instead of Lucas's orders to contact Starla as Lucas wishes, He turned off the phone to the knowledge of Lucas who was vibrating with a wet body filled with sweat due to stimulants with large doses that he accidentally drank.

"What is this.. Why do I want to do it so badly, aahkk.. What's wrong with me.. Are you sure the drink is mine?" Lucas asked with a breath that began to gasp while staring at his glass containing red wine.

"No sir, I will take you to rest in the room, while waiting for Miss Starla to pick you up."

"Have you contacted him?" Lucas asked once more while trying to stand up.

"Yes sir, and soon Miss Starla will be here." Assistant Mr. Fridell who immediately touched Lucas' body headed into the room of a hotel on the 20th floor.

Lucas moved agitatedly while squeezing the blanket, his passion increased with a sense of heat that spread throughout his body and brain, even he was not able to think clearly anymore, lucas slowly opened his shirt and threw it in any direction.

"Ahkp.. Heat... What's wrong with me..."

Lucas began to strip away all of his own clothes, until the sound of the bathroom door knobs opened and revealed a naked woman with slightly wet hair standing there with a seductive smile. The sweet floral aroma of the woman's perfume greeted Lucas' sense of smell which was now no longer able to think clearly.

"Honey's... Have you come?" Lucas asked, who immediately smiled when he saw the figure of the woman who was approaching him, but he realized that the woman he was holding at the moment was not his fiancee Starla, but another woman of his father's man.

"It's me baby.. " Whisper the woman, while gently tasting Lucas' lips that immediately returned the kiss with passion.

"Honey's.. Something's wrong with me.. I suddenly felt a great passion, and.. I'd really like to do it with you.. Excuse me.. Can I do this with you?" Lucas asked gasping with his hunting breath.

"Do it baby.. I'm ready to serve you until you're satisfied." The woman's whisper which slowly opened the rest of the cloth covering her body.

"This body is yours, baby." The woman whispered.

"I'm sorry Honey if it hurts you, I love you baby.. " Reply Lucas immediately restrained the woman's body, the woman he saw as Starla. And filled with passion, Lucas evaporates his passion, making women who do not know him at all sigh of enjoyment overnight due to their hot games.

Up to three hours passed, a knock on the door coming from outside the bathroom resuscitated Lucas from his long daydream. His body that had been shaking due to the shower made his face look pale.

With a slow step Lucas opened the bathroom door and there stood his assistant Keano with a face filled with worry. Keano quickly wrapped Lucas in a pajama towel to warm Lucas' cold body.

"Ken.. Have you ordered our men to watch Starla's house?" Ask Lucas slowly.

"It's Master, and it looks like the Great Lord's men have left the place."

"I'm just scared, they hurt Starla."

"Yes sir, but.. "

"What's up Ken?"

"This is just a suggestion from me, as long as Mr. Lucas complies with the wishes of the Great Lord, all will be safe, and Miss Starla will be fine as well."

"For now you have no choice but to follow the wishes of the Great Lord, be patient.. If the time comes, I'll help you to take Starla away from here, also out of your father's reach. I've set up a place on the island that no one knows, including your own father."

"Thank you Ken.. "

"Yes, Mr. Lucas, you better hurry, the great sir is waiting for you downstairs." Reply Keano who immediately took out a suit complete with shoes and other accessories to wear his President tonight.

* * * * *

Rain again soaked the city, the soft grains that fell slowly soaked the trees neatly lined up on the edge of the courtyard of a house that looked lonely, and quiet, the courtyard was now in the rain where Alpha was standing now with a black umbrella in his hand to protect his body from the rain that fell this evening enough torrential. Long Alpha stood there and continued to observe the house even an hour ago, hesitatingly Alpha again stepped knocking on the door repeatedly, until not long ago saw the door knob moving along with the door of the house slightly open.

"Starlas.. "

Starla's heart immediately beat very fast when she saw the figure of Alpha standing in front of her house. The real person he misses so much. But his heart refused to admit it.

"What's wrong?" Asked Starla who was still standing behind the door with reckless eyes and a pale-looking face.

"I miss you." Alpha replied which again made Starla very eager to embrace the figure, because for the first time she heard the sincere words of an Alpha Khandra who is currently saying a word of longing for her.

"Can we talk for a minute?" Alpha asked again which made Starla pause for a moment.

"I beg... I'd really like to talk to you."

"Sorry.. L'm.. "

"What's wrong with your hand?" Ask Alpha who immediately pushed the door open and grabbed Starla's wrist, which was still wrapped in a makeshift bandage.

"What's wrong with your arm? Did he hurt you? Did he do this?" Alpha asked in an angry-sounding tone mixed in worry.

"let go.. It's just an Alpha's usual scratch wound."

"You haven't answered my question, who did? Lucas's? Did he hurt you?" Alpha asked as he raised Starla's arm.

"Whatchu mean? Her... What're you?" Starla asked her forehead.

Does Alpha know if Lucas ever came here?

"Follow me." The Alpha speech that instantly pulled Starla's arm.

"Take off me Alpha.. Where are you taking me?" Starla asked curled as Alpha grabbed her arm.

"The hospital."

"What are we gonna do there?"

"Of course to treat your wounds."

"But I don't need an Alpha."

"You need to treat Starla" Reply Alpha who still pulled forcibly Starla who just resignedly followed Alpha's broad steps.

"It's just a small wound . What's wrong with you?" Said Starla who was still trying to release her hand from the grip of Alpha.

"GET RID OF ME ALPHA..." Starla's instantaneous shout which instantly shocked Alpha and released the grip of her hand as Starla forcefully withdrew her hand.

"I don't need to go to Alpha Hospital."

"But you hurt Starla."

"Are rich people like you always acting like this? Always forcing the will of others? Forcing to follow your will without thinking about other people's feelings?" Ask Starla with teary eyes.

"Starlas.. I just want your wounds to be treated well."

"But I don't need it." Reply Starla who immediately stepped away leaving Alpha still silent.

"Starlas.. Wait a minute.." Call Alpha and immediately chase after Starla who was already at the door of his house, even before the door was closed by Starla, Alpha quickly held the door with his palm.

"Are you planning to break your own hand?" Starla asked frantically as she looked at Alpha's palm that seemed to tremble as the end of the door hit her hand.

"Starlas.. Ii'm sorry.. " Say Alpha who is still in position, not even caring about his blue palm. Starla was silent, not even twitching as Alpha barged in and hugged her body tightly.

"What have I done to you, why do you want to hurt me so much." Alpha muttered with his voice that sounded vibrating. To make Starla seem choked with Alpha questions. Because he realized that there was nothing wrong with Alpha, not even Alpha's fault if he was born as a noble and high-caste. He's the one who's wrong for falling in love with a guy like Alpha.

"You're not wrong, I'm wrong, even from the beginning it's been my fault" replied Starla who was still silent in Alpha's arms.

"No Starla... "

"I'm wrong for daring to love you Alpha, forgive me for being so presumptuous in your life, and for disturbing your peace."

"But I'm happy with that, I'm happy because you already love me Starla, I'm happy because you've been present in my life. I don't care about anything anymore, I just want you Starla." Alpha replies that are getting tighter hugging Starla's body.

"But I don't feel happiness at all.. " Slowly Starla said, she could even feel as Alpha stretched out her arms. Starla slowly pushes Alpha's body away from her.

"What do you mean by Starla?"

"I'm not happy with this kind of situation, this love makes me cramped and suffocated, I'm sorry Alpha.. As hard as I thought, I still felt that if you couldn't possibly reach me with my hands, you were too tall, even someone like me was very difficult to follow in your footsteps,"

"Starlas.. Don't be like this, I'm still the Alpha you know, nothing's changed." Speak Alpha slowly while approaching Starla who instead prefers to step back to avoid Alpha.

"I still can't. I don't have the confidence to love you Alpha, sorry... I can't."

"No Starla.. I don't want your attitude like this, I want my old Star, I beg you.. Don't be like this." Pinta Alpha while holding her hair firmly.

"Starlas.. I'm begging.. "

"I'm begging you now Alpha.. I'm begging.. Leave me, forget everything that has ever happened between us, forget everything I ever did to you" Starla said slowly.

"But I can't.." Speak Alpha with a vibrating sound.

"I'm sure you can do it Alpha, as time goes on, you'll forget everything, we're not even that close,"

Although we're not as close as you say, t**but I already love you Starla.

"Go away.. "

"Why do you always tell me to go Starla, why don't you let me stay by your side and take care of you."

"Because your place is not here Alpha Khandra, go.. Look for a place worthy of you seven, and I'm sure, you'll find a place where you'll feel comfortable. Believe that.. You'll be happy even if you're not with me. Because I'm not the woman who can make you happy."

But that sense of comfort was present when I was next to you Starla, so I beg you.. Don't tell me to go, I'm afraid, if I don't find a way back when I'm really gone.

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* TO BE CONTINUED.