I Can'T Have Your Heart.
The Alpha Khandra. * ELARD MANSION.

"Mothers.. What are you thinking?" Emery asked, putting a cup of honey tea on the table and sitting himself next to his mother.

"Mom just misses your sister." Lady Carolyn replied slowly with her misty eyes.

"Mothers.. It's been two months, I'm sure. There Elard would be sad to see you like this."

"Mom knows, but.. Mom really misses him a lot, I'm not even satisfied with him." Ms. Carolyn responded, wiping tears from the corner of her eyes.

"Mother.."

Emery immediately grabbed the body of his mother who began to sob to be on his deck.

"Ah.. Poor kid, he didn't even have time to feel Mom's affection, he always went through his day alone, I regret leaving you first, oh.. Elard forgive mom.. "

Madame Carolyn's cry grew louder, the woman rebuked as it became, when her son's face again adorned her mind. Even he recalled two months ago for the last time he hugged the blood-soaked body of Elard, the stiff and cold body of Elard. Even a memory will always make her cry.

"Stop blaming yourself, all these fates are in place, we can only accept it, we can't even avoid it. " Said Emery who kept wiping his mother's back, trying to calm her down with a warm embrace.

"Let Elard be happy there, I'm sure, he must be happier there." Emery continued, who was only answered by a slow nod by the mother who was still sobbing in her arms. Until the sound of knocking on the door eased Mrs Carolyn's cries.

For a moment they looked at each other, because they knew the apartment owned by Elard that they occupied now no one knew it.

"Aretic.. Can you open that door for me?"

Call Mrs Carolyn, until a minute later Areta appeared a little hasty out of the pantry and went straight to the living room.

"Reta.. Look who's coming" said Mrs Carolyn slowly, wiping her tears.

"Good Mistress."

Reply Areta. Slowly the middle-aged woman looked at the small-sized monitor screen attached to the side wall of the door.

"Who's Aunt Reta?" Emery asked and looked at the monitor. Instantly he frowned as he looked at their guests from the monitor screen. Emery slowly grabbed the doorknob and went straight in.

"Daniel's.. "

"Good day, Miss Emery,"

Say hello to Kang Daniel while bowing respectfully. For a moment Emery was silent there, when he saw the figure of Kang Daniel he again remembered the figure of the father who was far from the bottom of his heart was still always missed.

Until the touch of Mrs Carolyn's hand disperse the reverie Emery who just realized that since then Kang Daniel is still standing before her.

"Daniel's.. Come inside.. " Said Mrs Carolyn, inviting Kang Daniel to enter the house.

"I don't think anyone knows where this place is." Said Mrs Carolyn.

"Sorry, big lady, I.. "

"yes..  I know, it's not that hard for you to find this place." Reply Lady Carolyn smiled as she invited Kang Daniel to sit down.

"Sorry.. " Reply Kang Daniel who again bowed, and finally sat on the long sofa of the living room.

"What's up Daniel?" Ask Mrs Carolyn slowly.

"Sorry in advance for interrupting your time, I just want to convey the last message of the late Mr. Chris."

Hearing the name, Madam Carolyn suddenly fell silent while bowed. Unlike Emery who immediately shed his tears.

"Dad.. " Emery muttered that he finally bowed down to hide his tears.

"He wants me to apologize to the big lady, and Miss Emery, too" Kang Daniel said slowly.

"I'm sorry?" Emery asked who immediately raised his head while looking at Kang Daniel with his eyes.

"Yes Miss, Mr. Chris had apologized before he ended his life, because all this time it has hurt you and Miss Emery."

Fathering.. I even forgave my father a long time ago.

Emery's small murmur was getting sobbing. Madame Carolyn could only be silent with any expression. The woman was just downcast with her own thoughts that no one knew about.

"And.. There's one more thing Mr. Chris wants,"

"What's that?" Asked Madam Carolyn who immediately turned her gaze towards Kang Daniel.

"He wants me to always look after the big lady and Miss Emery."

"But we're fine alone Daniel,"

"Despite this, I will still protect this family with my own life. And sign my promise to the late Mr. Chris."

"Daniel's.. You have your own life you have to live. You don't have to spend your life protecting us, it's been enough that you've accompanied the Great Lord, don't you also have to get married, and have your own family to protect."

Reply to Mrs Carolyn who made Kang Daniel silent for a moment. He even forgot. If he really needs a family.

"But my life is to protect the Cullens. And I'll do it. I don't need another life, madam. Because my life is only to protect your family. I'm sorry."

"Daniel's.. You shouldn't apologize, it's us who should thank you, because again we have to trouble you."

"No Madam, you do not bother me at all, for this is my own choice. So please, let me protect your family."

"Daniel's.. "

"I beg Madam, I want to keep my promise to the late Mr. Crhis." Reply Kang Daniel who stood back up to bow, long Lady Carolyn was silent to think, her eyes were back on Emery who just nodded slowly approving of Kang Daniel's wishes.

"alright.. "

Madam Carolyn smiled as she nodded which made Kang Daniel stop bowing, and return to his seat.

"Thank you, big lady."

"Yes Daniel, I'm sorry I'm going inside first." Said Mrs Carolyn who immediately moved from her seat while waiting for an answer from Kang Daniel whose face had turned deathly pale, her body suddenly filled with cold sweat, to make Emery who saw the change in Kang Daniel became a little worried.

"You okay?"

"Ah, ti.dak what what.. Sa.ya is fine.. "

"But you look so pale, now are you sick?" Emery asked as he looked at Kang Daniel's increasingly sweaty face.

Stop staring at me Miss, please.. My heart could explode.

Kang Daniel's heart suddenly became nervous, because Kang Daniel had never sat together with Emery, even though he had been a personal assistant to the late Mr. Chris for many years, and this was the first time Kang Daniel felt nervous.

"Sa.ya just gu.gup Miss." Said Kang Daniel who even immediately pursed his lips seola had regretted the words he just said.

God damn fool, why would I say such a shameful thing like this, you fool Daniel.

Inner Kang Daniel who kept cursing himself.

"Rumpy? Why do you look so funny, your face even looks flushed like a tomato."

Emery chuckled, and this is the first time Kang Daniel has seen laughter on Emery's face after the last 5 years of his marriage. Kang Daniel's face immediately frowned with his heart beating again. Kang Daniel slowly grabbed her by the neck.

"Sorry Miss, I'd better go home now."

Before my heart actually stopped beating.

Inner Kang Daniel who immediately moved from his seat.

"alright.. You better go to the doctor, you don't look all right. You're very pale, and now your face is even flushed red like a boiled shrimp."

Nice, tomato and shrimp.. Thank you Miss, I'll take that as a compliment.

"Baa.. Well Miss.. Excuse me."

"Yes Miss.."

Reply Kang Daniel bowed and immediately stepped out with a wide enough step, which had made Emery frown, because in just seconds Kang Daniel's body had disappeared behind the door.

While in a room only illuminated by lights sitting on the nightstand, Madame Carolyn was sitting on the edge of the bed with her tears dripping while hugging the frame of her husband's photo. The person she loved so much up to this moment.

"Even up to this moment you still make me cry Chris, do you ever know, if until now I still love you very much, and will always love you, even though I was never in your heart, I'll always love you Chris."

Tears continued to melt soaking in the face of Madam Carolyn who increasingly tightly embraced the picture frame of her late husband.

Likewise with Emery who is currently standing in front of a large frame, where there are only memories that he had with his father in his childhood.

"I miss you so much, Dad."

Emery said slowly as he rubbed the photo displayed in front of him. At least he had felt the affection of his father, felt the warm embrace of the Father as well as the attention of the Father. At the time, he felt like the happiest and most fortunate child in the world.

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* ALPHA KHANDRA MANSION.

"Honey.. Are you sure of your decision?"

Madam Aleen asked as she gently rubbed Alpha's hair sitting on a sofa while leaning her body on the back of the sofa.

"I've thought about it, and it's the best decision. I just want to start a new life with Mom."

"Dear, I understand, I will always support and respect whatever decision you make." Reply Lady Young hugged her son's body.

"I'm tired.. "

Reply Alpha who immediately lay on the lap of the Mother who still gently rubbed Alpha hair to make him fall asleep very soundly.

While Dareen and Doctor Wilfreed who saw the spoiled attitude of Alpha can only shake slowly with their respective smiles. And Mrs Aleen who saw the behavior of the two immediately put her index finger in front of her lips to signal that they would not make a sound that would make Alpha wake up from his sleep.

Ever since the Alpha Mansion was empty, he had deliberately asked Dareen as well as Doctor Wilfreed to stay at the Mansion with him. Because in the Mansion that has a very large size there are only a few servants and loyal personal guards who always guard the Mansion. Even Emery as the big madam who should be in the Mansion was gone with Areta his personal servant.

"Dare.. Can you ask me something?"

Asked Madam Aleen with her serious face.

"Please Mistress."

"Call Mom. You already think of me as your own son."

"Baa.. Well, Aleen's mother.."

"Is Ken happy with his marriage?" It was Madame Aleen who made Dareen speechless for a while.

"Not at all Madam." Said Dareen slowly.

"really? During his 5 years of marriage, was All unhappy? But why?" Asked Madam Aleen who suddenly looked sad.

"For the young master never loved his wife." Dareen.

"Then why did they get married if he didn't love his wife?" The question of Madam Aleen returning made Dareen fall silent and immediately set his gaze towards Doctor Wilfreed who just nodded slowly.

"Young master married for an arranged marriage." Dareen replied slowly which immediately made Mrs Aleen again shed tears and looked back at the face of Alpha who was still sleeping very soundly on her lap.

Have you suffered so much all this time? I'm sorry, for finding you too late.

Inner Lady Aleen who still rubbed her son's hair.

"And Edrea.. What kind of a kid is he?" Then continued Lady Aleen who immediately smiled when he mentioned his daughter's name.

"She's a very cheerful and funny girl." Doctor Wilfreed smiled as he recalled how Edrea used to be, a cheerful and careless figure.

"She's also a very sweet girl, also a hard worker."

Hearing how much people admired the attitude of her daughter Edrea made Mrs Aleen so happy to have had a child like Edrea, regardless of who Edrea's father was and how Edrea was in her womb, and how Mrs Aleen passed her sufferers over the years.

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* ELARD APARTMENT.

"Good day Aleen, please come in."

Mrs Carolyn welcomed Mrs Aleen's arrival with her warm embrace. Then followed by Alpha who also got a hug by Mrs Carolyn. Dareen just bowed in respect. They went straight inside, to the living room where Emery and Kang Daniel were sitting.

And when he saw Alpha, Kang Daniel's feelings suddenly went awry, his mind suddenly became confused, but he tried as much as possible to hide his disturbing emotions as Alpha and his mother began to sit down and talk to each other. Before Dareen finally put a brown map on the table at Alpha's behest. Map containing divorce papers. Like the agreement of each family, who have agreed to their divorce as the best way. Even Alpha handed over all the shares he took from CALL KORP as well as some of his property, to Emery, although the property he gave would not make the assets of the Berta family's wealth reduced in the slightest.

For a moment Emery stared at the divorce papers with teary eyes. Emery slowly grabbed a pen while turning his gaze towards the smiling bunya while nodding. Then slowly his gaze turned to Alpha who was still staring at him.

Finally I really lost you All, lost my first love. Emery.

I'm sorry.I hope you can find your own happiness, because until now I couldn't love you. Alpha.

He breathed deeply before he signed the letter until within a few seconds they were both officially divorced.

"Next week we'll be back in Germany, and stay there for a long time." Said Mrs Aleen while clasping Alpha's still silent hands staring at Emery who was still shedding tears.

"We're about to start a new life there, thanks to Carolyn, you've been helping me so much all along." Said Mrs Aleen.

"Aleen, have you forgotten that we're best friends, whatever it is, as long as I can help, I'll do it." Reply Lady Carolyn smilingly grabbed Madam Aleen's hand for her to hold.

"Aleen, be happy, I hope you can forget all your misery so far, and I'm sure Alpha will take good care of you."

"Thank you Carolyn once again."

Reply Mrs Aleen. Until the second meeting of the Berta and Cullen families ended with the Berta family leaving the Cullen residence.

Up to 20 minutes passed, it appeared Emery who was still sitting while staring out the window.

"Miss is okay?" Kang Daniel asked when he found Emery who was silent with his daydreams and immediately sat down to sit right next to Emery. But Kang Daniel has not been able to continue, he said, his body suddenly felt stiff as Emery leaned his head on his broad shoulders.

"Five minutes, no.. Just three minutes, leave it like this for three minutes Daniel."

Emery said, still leaning his head on Kang Daniel's shoulder, slowly patting his shoulder gently, trying to calm the woman's heart, which he knew was feeling sadness.

"anytime Miss, if you need me Miss, I will always be there for Miss. Kang Daniel said slowly.

"Thank you Daniel, you always make my heart feel good, thank you." Emery replied with a smile as she wiped her tears.

I'll make sure this is the last time you shed a tear. And the next day, you will smile, because I will protect you forever.

"Daniel's.. "

"Yes Miss."

"Stay with me please."

Emery said that immediately issued a word that made Kang Daniel smile happily, a word that was just on his mind just because he felt comfortable being next to Kang Daniel. Even Emery admits only Kang Daniel can make his feelings more calm and happy.

"Miss, I will always be there for you."

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* END.

* NEXT SEASONS 2.