I Can'T Have Your Heart.
Enough to be by my side.

"Aren't you tired of looking at me?" alpha asked, putting his lips to the wife's ear with a hand that kept the zipper down to the waist.

Emery is still silent. How he would feel bored, while the man who continues to fulfill his mind for years.

"What's wrong?" ask Alpha in a heavy voice with lips still playing on the earlobe of the wife.

"I'm just enjoying the rhythm of my heartbeat that's been pounding ever since."

"Ahh, since when do you have such sweet words?"

Emery smiled again. Since long ago he always had sweet words for the man that he never uttered, considering their relationship was always bad.

"I feel in love with you, again and again." 

"Are you teasing me now? You even made my heart beat."

"You don't like it?"

"It makes my heart blossom happy, how can I not like it, Emery."

Emery closed tightly with a breath held in her throat for a few seconds while she squeezed firmly into her dress as Alpha's lips moved down the recess of her neck, beginning to kiss her gently.

"What do you like, my Cherry?" tanya Alpha seems satisfied when he saw the results of his work that is clearly plastered on the smooth white neck of the wife.

"What are you doing with my neck?"

"Decorate your skin, is it lacking?" whispered Alpha again kissed the shoulders and back of his wife who already looked plain, because the dress in Emery was open even though not completely.

"Oh no, honey. This is enough ...." 

Emery's sentence was again stuck in the throat when he felt something soft and wet spread in half of his body. 

"Darling ... What do you .. do?" Emery's breathing began to pant withstanding the tingling sensation in his back area.

"Being enjoying my wife," Alpha smiled back, before turning his wife's body back to the glass, and without babibu instantly kissing his wife's lips, a kiss that was getting hotter and a little wild, with both hands Alpha who began to open the dress of the wife to make the slim body look plain.

Even the Alpha fondling made Emery not realize that the man's nimble fingers were now creeping on his back and removing the lacy bra buttons he was wearing. Emery was completely lulled, he only felt if something was moving wildly within his mouth cavity, with a few soft bites on his lips.

Seconds later, when Emery opened his eyes. Seemed stunned, when he found the innocent body of the husband plastered in front of him, a body that he had never seen so far, even as long as he knew Alpha, a body that he had never seen, he himself never knew if the perfect sixpack body was filled with some scars.

Why do you have so many wounds. What have you been doing all this time?  

Unknowingly, Emery immediately kissed some of the scars on Alpha's body, rubbed them gently and went back to tasting them. One touch that makes Alpha's passion peaked when the wife's innocent body touched his body, enough to make Alpha's blood boil to immediately pull the wife's waist to get closer to him.

"I'm going crazy" muttered Alpha slightly pushing his wife's body against the wall, and lowered his head, immersing his face in his wife's chest. "I really can't take it anymore, can we do it now? I promise I won't hurt you" he continued.

 Carrying the wife's body, before stepping up to the bed and slowly laying it down there, not even wanting to waste time, Alpha immediately brought up his wife's body, and kissed her forehead gently.

"I love you, Emery" whispered Alpha once again before starting to pepper with his wife.

Until in the next minute, when he felt something hurt behind his back, also the strong grip of the wife that was enough to worry him, he said, especially when looking at the tears that were dripping from the corner of Emery's eyes that were still closed, felt an incredible pain, and, it even makes his ears buzz with both knees that vibrate when he feels if his sockets are torn to bleed.

 "Emery, you... Still virgin?" asked Alpha in disbelief, even immediately stopped his movement. Very surprised to find blood there.

Until a second later, when he again saw the expression of pain that was clearly visible on the face that had even been filled with the sweat of the wife who was still clutching her shoulder. And that expression is enough to answer the Alpha question, if all this time Emery is still a virgin.

"I'm yours, Alpha. The body and everything that is in me is yours, so I always take care of it for you" said Emery who slowly opened her eyes, cupping her husband's face, rubbing the clear details that wet the face of the beloved lover, before tucking the forehead gently while enjoying the sensation of incredible pain there.

"Thank you, Emery, I'm really grateful to you, you're really taking good care of yourself" Alpha replied, peeping back at his wife's forehead, along with tears coming back from the corner of the eye, he never expected, if all this time Emery really took care of everything, and also kept his honor as a woman.

A little relieved, even very grateful, because all this time he also has no intention even to sleep with a woman, although most women want even directly straddle in front of him to ask for sleep. And Emery is the only woman he touches, the woman he already belongs to, whom he married a few hours ago.

"I love you, Emery. Really love you" whispered Alpha who continued to express his feelings as if not bored.

"Can we continue this? You still feel sore?" tanya Alpha was worried.

"Yes, if you could just hold it a little bit."

"Hmm, I believe you. You're not gonna hurt me, are you?"

Alpha smiled as he rubbed his wife's forehead.

"That's right. This pain will not break your heart" teased Alpha, before resuming his activities.

It's beyond a doubt. What he said 'slowly' and 'will not be long' was nothing but nonsense. Because what happened now, he really made the wife run out of energy and exhausted all night, making Emery continue to shout his name, until it ended up falling asleep at three in the morning, she did not even move as Alpha carried her to the bathroom to clean her body, before sleeping in the man's warm embrace.

"I love you, Emery. Loves you so much. And thank you for everything" whispered Alpha sipping a sweet fragrance in his wife's hair, before cursing along.

"Thank you for loving me, Alpha," Emery replied in a hoarse voice, looking up to look at her husband's face once more. "May I ask you something?"

"Hmm, sure."

"When did you start loving me?"

"Maybe since we were apart, when you disappeared suddenly in the hospital back then."

"really?" asked Emery in disbelief, even still staring at the face of Alpha who now looks back at him, peeling and stroking the soft top of his head.

"Yes, I think I've been thinking about you ever since. I'm worried, are you okay when you're away from me" Alpha replied.

Breathing heavily when he accidentally saw the scar on his calf, the wife, what he believes the scar was his wife got because of the broken glass from a flower vase that he threw in an angry condition at that time.

"The wound was ...."

Alpha is stuck in the throat.

"Can't it be lost?"

"It could be, if I lose it. But I don't want to do it."

Alpha's eyebrows cringed. Looking back at the wife's face.

"Why?"

"I don't want to forget all about you. I don't want to forget you."

"But it's a bad memory you should forget. I hurt you back then, not even just your heart and your feelings. But also your body. I've always been mean to you."

Emery remained silent for a few minutes. Should he say it if he never got angry or took revenge for all the bad actions Alpha had done to him all along.

"I'm sorry, Emery."

"To be honest, I don't want to if you keep saying sorry, Alpha."

"I must say it, even a thousand words of forgiveness will not be able to heal your heart, I really ...."

"You said enough by then, and I really didn't want to hear it. Because I know, if you'll never hurt me again. Shouldn't we agree not to remember those bad memories again?"

Not saying anything, Alpha could only smile before pulling his wife's body back and drowning her in his arms.

"I always felt fear. If only I couldn't make you happy, Emery" whispered Alpha.

"As long as you're by my side, that happiness will continue to be felt. Enough to be by my side," Emery replied with immediate comfort leading him to a beautiful dreamland.

I don't know what will happen to their relationship. As long as Alpha keeps hugging and clasping her hands. He won't worry about anything anymore.

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