I Can'T Have Your Heart.
Returning.

* HOSPITAL'S.

With Alpha agitated feeling constantly standing in front of the door of the Operating room while waiting for Doctor Hanenda to bring good news for him, news of Leon's condition that he hoped would be fine. There were no words coming out of Alpha's mouth other than the tears that kept dripping from the corner of his eye.

"Mr Alpha, Leon will be fine. Believe it.." Said Dareen who tried to calm the heart of Alpha who had been filled with fear of losing Leon.

Even Dareen was getting worried when he saw Alpha who did not speak in the slightest. Alpha who would normally scream, vent his anger, was now different, Alpha just kept bowing with his tears, squeezing his hands hard, and continued to rub his face rough.

Not much different Alpha now, now the Elfredo family is also feeling sadness because the youngest son of the Elfredo family is also struggling to live in the same operating room with Leon now.

"Dad.. Be calm.. Lucas's been treated by a doctor. Trust the Doctor" said Kang Daniel.

"And you're alone? What about your wound?"

"It's just Dad's little wound, I'm fine." Answer

"Then, has Tiar Galenka's body been found? That son of a bitch should be on fire in that barn, right?" Ask Mr. Fredell.

"He couldn't possibly escape, before he was already severely injured, the knife stuck in his body wouldn't make him survive." Reply Kang Daniel who was still sitting next to Mr. Fredell until his net was fixed on the figure who was stepping up to him.

"Daniel's.. "

Emery's voice was suddenly heard greeting Kang Daniel's sense of hearing who immediately stood up and welcomed Emery's arrival.

"Are you okay? Lukamu," asked Emery who with a direct look to the shoulders and thighs of Kang Daniel who was wrapped in bandages.

"I'm fine, I can still stand properly, really, stop worrying."

"Thank God.. I was really surprised when I heard the news, I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to handle it."

"Everything went well, probably because Berta's family helped."

"Berta family? So, Alpha.."

"Hm, if I had to tell you everything, why would Alpha be there, it's so long."

"But.. Is Alpha okay? He looks.. " Emery's gaze immediately turned to Alpha who was still down with tears to make Emery's heart ache. Suddenly he could see Alpha two years ago, where Alpha was visibly devastated and crying in front of the corpse of his sister Edrea.

"Alpha... " Emery murmured straight away in tears.

"Emery.. What was? You crying?" Kang Daniel asked, wiping away Emery's tears.

"I.. "

Kang Daniel who had understood Emery's tears immediately took a deep breath, gently rubbing Emery's long hair.

"Leon is dying right now."

"What's? Leon?"

"Yes, you can meet him, if you're worried about him, I'm sure, he's gonna need someone to be next to him right now." Kang Daniel said slowly.

"But.. "

"I'm fine, I'll wait for you here." Kang Daniel said with a smile on his lips,

Emery slowly stepped closer to the still-subdued Alpha, gently rubbing the jet mane.

"All will be well."

Emery said, which made Alpha sob, even as Alpha realized, by suddenly grabbing Emery's body and under in his arms, a tight hug that made Alpha sob even more.

Why is it that only you can always make me feel better Emery. You're the only woman who always asks if I'm okay. Even your embrace can always make me comfortable. I'm begging.. Don't make me make the wrong decision.

"Please don't cry Alpha," whispered Emery as she continued to rub Alpha's soft back.

"I'm scared.. Really am.. I'm afraid to lose anyone else Emery, that's enough.."

"Alpha... You're not gonna lose anyone else now, Leon's gonna be okay, he's not gonna leave you, trust me.."

"Thank you Emery, thank you for making me feel so much better."

"Whatever is an Alpha, so I beg you.do not Cry anymore." Reply Emery more tightly hugged the body of Alpha, tampa realized if there is one heart that has been hurt there.

Kang Daniel, who had been looking at Emery in Alpha's arms, could only take a deep breath, trying to hold the pain in his heart.

I know you still love him a lot Emery, even though a thousand times you've told me love, but I know, the owner of your heart is an Alpha, until at any time, there will only be an Alpha in your heart.

Slowly Kang Daniel moved from his seat, dragging his steps towards Mr. Fredell who was still faithfully staring at the door of the operating room. Until the middle-aged man turned his gaze back towards Kang Daniel who was directly sitting beside him.

"You okay?" Mr. Fredell asked when he saw Kang Daniel massaging the corner of his eye while cursing.

"I'm just a little dizzy Dad," Kang Daniel replied as he rubbed his face slowly.

"But you're crying Daniel, is it because of him?" Mr. Fredell asked with his eyes fixed on Emery who was still trying to calm down Alpha.

"Daniel's.. This is why I never wanted you to hook up with Princess Chris, do you understand? Because there will come a time when you will feel as sick as you are now."

"It's Dad, I don't want to talk about this. I'll be out for a while to get some fresh air." Said Kang Daniel who immediately got up from his seat and stepped his feet while trying to manage his feelings. Until he felt his body slightly staggering backward when accidentally passed by a man wearing all-white clothes to look like a Doctor.

"I'm sorry... " Said Kang Daniel slightly grimaced as his shoulder hit a tall body that instantly grabbed the body and flanked his neck, even locking onto the movements of Kang Daniel who was trying to shake himself off.

"Are you sure you didn't accidentally hit me?" Ask the man in Doctor's uniform who turns out to be Mr. Tiar Galenka who is still alive. Even without warning he immediately grabbed Kang Daniel's shoulder which was still wrapped in bandages.

"Aarghgh... " Kang Daniel screams as Mr. Tiar's grip penetrates his gunshot wound and returns to bleed.

"ASSHOOK.. WHAT ARE YOU DOING BUCKWHEEL.. " Shouted Mr. Fredell who immediately stepped up from his seat and walked up to Mr. Tiar who immediately put a gun on Kang Daniel's head.

"It's best to stay where you are Fredell." Threatened Mr. Tiar, but he had not yet pulled the trigger, alpha's nimble hand immediately grabbed the gun behind his back and shot the bullet right into Mr. Tiar's hand to make the gun he used to threaten Kang Daniel fall to the floor.

"Aarghgh... You're... " Erang Tiar while holding his injured palm.

"Daniel's... " Excited Emery ran straight towards Daniel, but his steps came to a halt as Mr. Tiar quickly grabbed his hand and put a knife right around his neck.

"Alpha... " Emery muttered with a direct look towards Alpha as if begging to save him.

"GET HIM OFF THE FUCKER.." Alpha screams with a face that looks scared.

"I'll let him go, after you hand him over to me." Said Mr. Tiar with his grin as his gaze turned towards Kang Daniel who was still enduring the pain.

"IF YOU HURT HIM, I SWEAR TO KILL YOU, LET HIM GO OF THE NATION DON'T HURT HIM...."

Alpha shouted with tears, brandishing his gun at Mr. Tiar as he looked at the fresh blood that began to drip from Emery's neck, even Kang Daniel immediately fell silent when he saw the Alpha reaction that looked very panicked and frightened, as well as Emery who still continued to look at Alpha's face.

For the first time in my life, I feel so happy, because being able to see your tears for me Alpha, being able to see your fear.

"Don't be a coward. Face me now." Exclaimed Lord Fredell who immediately took off his suit. "Did you always use your powers only for a woman? You used to harass Yuwa, even killing him, letting your wife die just like that, even trying to kidnap your own child to destroy the Efredo family, do you think it could be that easy to do it? and now you're back threatening a woman, are you a man?"

"YOU'RE FREDELL SILENT, I wouldn't have done this if you hadn't destroyed all my business, and now.. I'll really get back at you."

"ENOUGH. I'll come with you, but let him go" said kang Daniel slowly who immediately tried to stand up.

"WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?" Shouted Mr. Fredell upon hearing Kang Daniel's request.

"Sst... You're too noisy Fredell" Reply Mr. Tiar grinned with his index finger pinned to the tip of his lips.

"alright.. That's a good choice" Tiar continued.

Slowly Daniel stepped closer to Tiar with his hands raised upwards,

"DANIEL STOPPED... STOP SAYING... " Shouted Mr. Fredell

"Daniel's.. Don'tdon't.. Don't do that, it's been enough all this time that you've sacrificed for me." Emery..

"Don't I tell you, I'm gonna keep protecting you, no matter who you are,"

"Enough drama."

Said Mr. Tiar, with a smile he immediately pushed Emery's body firmly, until the body staggered forward, lucky Alpha quickly ran to reach the body and directly in his arms tightly.

"Thank God... You're all right.. You're all right... " Alpha hugged Emery's body even tighter, whether Alpha noticed it or not, he continued to kiss Emery's face, even tearing a scratch on Emery's neck with his tears.

"Alpha.. I'm fine, calm down.." Emery whispers slowly to calm the feelings and disappear Alpha's fear.

Tears flowed back from the corner of Starla's eyes that had been there since and witnessed everything. Again Starla again slapped by the fact that Alpha who yesterday had loved her very much, ever shed tears for her, even begging to let Alpha stay beside her was no longer there. And he realized that today he's really lost Alpha.

"You wasted too much of your energy Fredell, you better shut up, and see what I'm gonna do to your son."

"IT'S NOT THAT EASY.. "

Shouted Keano who suddenly appeared and immediately fired one shot, until his hot bullet shot out quickly and lodged in Mr. Tiar's back which immediately spewed fresh blood in his mouth. Even before Mr. Tiar swung his knife at Kang Daniel, Alpha quickly jumped and fired a kick at Mr. Tiar who had fallen and immediately locked his movement.

"You really pissed me off Tiar." Said Mr. Fredell who directly grabbed the gun from Keano's hand and directly aimed right at Mr. Tiar's head, pulling the trigger and a split second, he said, the hot lead was already lodged in the head of Mr. Tiar who was also immediately killed on the spot.

"AARRGGGH.... "

Shouted Starla as she looked at Lord Tiar's stiff body with blood coming out of his head. And when he realized Starla's presence, Alpha immediately ran and grabbed Starla's body, which had slumped down, resting on the floor with tears.

"When are you here?" Ask Alpha who immediately hugged Starla's body.

"What's true.. He did everything?" Starla asked as if she did not believe the fact that her father was the cause of her destruction.

"Starla it's okay.. "

"My father.. Is he that kind of person? Her.. He's a demon.. He's not my father, Aarrghhh.. I hate it..." Starla's screams are sobbing.

"Calm Starla, it's over, it's over. Everything's gonna be okay." Alpha, who rubbed Starla's back and made the girl feel a little calm, grabbed her to stand up and led her to a chair to sit down and calm her feelings. Kang Daniel, who was seriously injured, had to be treated by a doctor again.

Long they were silent, until finally the attention of Alpha back to Emery.

"What about your wounds?" Alpha asked slowly while clasping Emery's trembling palm.

"I'm fine, just a little sore,"

"Dareen, take some medicine for me" Alpha's command was immediately responded to a nod by Dareen who immediately stepped away leaving Alpha sitting between Starla and Emery.

It's an interesting sight, but whatever your decision is, I'm sure, it's best for you.

Inner Dareen who kept stepping into the treatment room to ask for a P3K box to a nurse. Until a few minutes he returned and saw the three were still in the same position, Starla who still seemed shocked, could only be silent with her head down. Even Dareen could see that now the girl was crying in silence when she saw Alpha treating the wound on Emery's neck.

"Did this hurt you?" Alpha asked as he smeared the medicine on Emery's wound, blowing it away at the sight of Emery's slightly grimacing face.

"Thank you All"

"Yes, baby,"

Reply Alpha nodded while rubbing Emery's long hair tampa realized The answer just now made Starla's heart that heard it get hurt even more, until finally he saw Doctor Hanenda who had just come out of the operating room and approached Alpha.

"Ha.. How's Yoon doing?" Ask Alpha who immediately stepped up from his seat.

"Mr Leon made it through his critical period, he's fine, '" replied Doctor Hanenda who instantly made Alpha breathe a sigh of relief.

"Thank God.. I thought I'd lose him." Said Alpha who immediately rubbed his face.

"But Sir.. You look fucked up, what exactly happened? Because I heard gunshots from outside, did something bad happen?" Ask Doctor Hanenda who made Starla feel tight again.

Even until Mr. Tiar's body is lifted up and down into the morgue, Starla does not see anyone approaching her father in the slightest, her hatred and anger making her pretend to be blind and deaf, trying hard to endure the pain in her heart, the pain, which made her heart completely dying.

Even with one word or message coming out of Starla's mouth, she immediately stepped foot, walking out of the room when after seeing Leon's condition from behind the door of the hospital room. Saw the Alpha one last time, and threw a faint smile at Emery.

"Can you look after him for me? Make him smile all the time, because Alpha is very sweet when he is smiling. And... Happy for him, for he deserves to be happy."

Starla said to Emery last time before he actually left, disappearing from everyone, even Emery completely erased his tracks until no one knew of his whereabouts.

* * * * *

Until a month passed since Leon left the hospital, even though he had not received news from Starla, to make him always feel anxiety every day.

"Are you still thinking about it?"

"Hm, he just disappeared, without a single message." Leon replied as he took a sip of his cold bier and re-shed his body on the back of the sofa.

"Wherever Starla is now, I'm sure she'll be fine. Because she's Stara, a strong man."

"Hm, I believe that too, then..."

"What's wrong?" Alpha asked as he felt Leon's eyes on him.

"Emery.. What the hell happened to you guys? I heard when he was threatened by Tiar, you looked like a lunatic,"

"Huh? Nothing happened, what did you expect? We'll keep going like this. Nothing will change." Answer Alpha.

"Certainly, do you expect me to believe that look of confusion on your face?"

"Already Yoon.. "

"Don't keep running from your feelings Alpha Khandra, because no matter how far you run and with whom you fall in love, but your heart will still choose Emery,"

"Why do you think that's Yoon?"

"For Emery has a sincere love, a sincere feeling for you, even since long ago he already had that for you. And I also know, the reason you've been living in solitude for these two years, even though Starla made you fall in love, but eventually your heart will still be fixed on Emery."

"But he's chosen Daniel now. Daniel is the right man for her, the man who will never hurt her, and make her cry."

"I know it, but... If you let it go again this time, you'll never have it again." Said Leon who instantly silenced Alpha's mouth with a reality that made Alpha feel a little uneasy.

* * * * *

* EMERY RESIDENCE.

Emery was silent in his daydream, the cold afternoon wind greeted his soft face that was looking up at the sun that was about to sink.

Since the departure of Kang Daniel in America to accompany Lucas to undergo treatment due to head injuries that in nature, Emery's feelings always felt lonely, he felt something was missing, he felt something was missing, nothing fills the void in his days.

"Blessed is Emery, I'm calm now, because I'm sure there's someone who turns out to be very concerned and afraid of losing you, and I believe he can take care of you like me, and will always be your protector, even though you didn't realize it, but he loves you very much."

Kang Daniel's last words are still ringing in Emery's memory to date.

And in the end everyone will leave, and we'll go back alone.

Emery slowly wiped his tears, covering his face while looking down.

"I'm always afraid to be alone.. " Emery muttered with tears.

"Let me accompany Emery.."

The slowly audible plea sentence in Emery's hearing, the familiar heavy-sounding voice with a single gentle touch on his vibrating shoulder, was, it made Emery surprised when he looked up and immediately greeted by the warm gaze of Alpha Khandra.

"All... " The murmuring Emery who still continues to look at Alpha's face, a face that used to always look flat with a cold gaze is now gone, changing with a face that is filled with smiles and warm gazes.

"Let me accompany you, fill the emptiness of your heart, laugh together and cry with you,"

"Alpha.. "

"I want us to do it again, I want another chance from you, and I beg you... Let me pay for all my mistakes that have made you cry a lot, and I want us to refer." Alpha spoke directly in front of Emery who was still sitting in his chair.

"I'm sorry Emery.. " Alpha drowned her face in Emery's lap with tears coming back. Even Emery's warm touch that gently rubbed his back made Alpha sobbing even more.

"There'll always be a chance for you Alpha, because I love you,"

Emery said slowly which immediately made Alpha look up, staring at Emery's sincere smile, as well as eyes filled with love, eyes that never change, the same eyes from seven years.

"Thank you Emery, and I beg you... Teach me how to love you,"

"You just need to be next to you Alpha,"

"Then I'll do it,"

Alpha's reply, which immediately grabbed Emery's neck and kissed the lips gently, deepened to make them dissolved in an afternoon atmosphere that warmed their bodies, also warmed their feelings.

"Will you marry me?" Alpha asked whispering in Emery's ear.

"Yes, I want to marry you." Emery replied nodding and immediately buried his face in the chest of Alpha who had already held him very tightly.

...END...

^^^By _Audrey16_^^