DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 100's
"Devs. Wake Dev!" someone's voice rang out while patting my cheek hard. "You're dreaming again? Wake up!" yell again. I opened my eyes, looking at Seno who was about to hit me on the cheek again. I clap his hands violently.
"Anye's dream again huh?" tanyakanya. I woke up from my sleep. Looking at the clock on the wall, I fell asleep for two hours! Swiping the sweat on my forehead, contemplating for a moment.
'So this is just a dream?' Seno took the baby clothes in my hand, raised them high, then shook her head slowly. Lazy clucking.
"Until the scuffles of the baby clothes you hold every night?! When will Dev be?" Ask Seno again.
"Until Anye meets!" I stood up, and went outside. My head's a little dizzy.
Usually I just dream of Anye sitting in the park stroking her belly, or dreaming of her eating a lot and greedy, but tonight why do I dream of her giving birth? Is it possible she gave birth tonight?
"Wh-where are you going?" ask Seno.
"Drink." I continued my steps to the kitchen, opening the refrigerator. I sambar drink cans that exist. Seno followed from behind, she picked up a snack from the kitchen set. Since Anye left Seno who accompanied me here. He's afraid I'm reckless. Fear of jumping out of the window. Afraid I'm slashing my pulse. Or drinking deadly poison. I'm not gonna do that. I want to meet Anye. If Anye wants me dead to make amends, no problem. I'm gonna do it!
"Have you heard from Anye?" ask again. We sat on a chair, Seno casually stuffed the chips into his mouth.
"It's been two months Dev, where else are we going to look? Not even from social media there was no news. There are only a few who want to punish and blackmail us."
"Find out of the country!" tell me.
"This earth is vast Dev, you want to give up all your men? Want to get to when? Don't be crazy! Want you to go bankrupt because you want to find a wife to travel the world?" Seno is a bit sewot. "Now you've lost some big tenders because you're not focused!"
"I don't care!" I sip my drink until it's over. "I'm just worried about Carnations and my son."
Seno breathed a tired sigh. Yes, this is my problem, and he's the one who's dizzy.
"Dev, you should also pay attention to your employees. What if the company goes bankrupt because the boss ignores the company? How many thousands of employees will be unemployed? And again this hard-earned company that your father founded. How would he feel if all were ruined because of his irresponsible son?"
I fell silent, Seno's words were very true. But I can't stand it. Two months Anye's gone, no word. The phone number is inactive. I can only see Anye from my screen. Some of the videos I used to record became my everyday friends.
"Have my son been born? I dreamed Anye was in the hospital and giving birth. His son is so handsome. Her face was the same as mine." I looked up, smiling slightly considering the face of the little baby I dreamed of last night.
Seno looks at me pity. "It's still about a week away, isn't it from his health records?" ask Seno. I'm nodding. Yep. One week Anye is about to give birth. But that dream felt real. It felt like she was calling my name in that delivery room.
"Let's see Anye. I want on that birth day, I want to accompany her in the delivery room." I told Seno then went towards the room, not caring about Seno who was grumbling because of my request.
Put a photo on the side of the road, already. Report the police, already. Posted in national news, already. Included in social media, most are just scams asking for transfers.
I took a picture frame. There's a letter from Anye that I found behind her book on the nightstand.
For my dear husband.
Devan.
Don't know how else Dev. I don't want to give up, but you forced me to give up. I'm just afraid you're gonna hurt this kid. Your son's. I swear by heaven and earth. For my life. I swear by my life. I've never cheated on you, and this is really your son.
If it's just the bad mama, I don't have a problem. I can do it because there is protection from you. But if you follow evil, then who will I take refuge in? I was thrown out by my foster family. My real parents' families don't even know where they are.
Sorry Dev, I can't stand it. I went even though I didn't know where. I just want this kid safe. Close to you, I'm afraid. Afraid that someday you will be emotional because of your mother's incitement. What if this child was born prematurely or even he was gone. Not only will I be sad and angry, but you will be sorry too!
I'm going yes, don't miss. If we are still friends, we will meet again. But if you can't stand it yourself. You can be the same as the others.
^^^Anye.^^^
Do not forget to take care of your health. Shave, I don't like a guy who shakes!
Don't eat late.
Look, even though he's mad at me and now it's far away but he's still attentive, while I was here I hurt his feelings.
My eyes are hot every time I read this handwriting. Messy is indeed Anye's writing, even like the writing of SD children.
I'm so mean. Until I was fooled by my mother and did not believe Anye's words. Even the worst when living in the house of the mother, Anye also told to clean the house, in maki and continue to be despised. Reminded of how he is. I only found out that when I went to my mom's house yesterday from a young waiter who often helped smuggle food into the room. Mama is too much, even my wife is starving!
Anye. I'm sorry, honey. I'm a bad husband. I promise, if one day we meet I'll look at you again.
By morning, I couldn't sleep again last night. My head hurts. Since Anye left I couldn't sleep well. Worrying. How is Anye and my son. Was it born?
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"Dev has a problem!" Seno approached with a file in her hand. He handed over the file.
"What is this?!" Unilateral termination of contract of S corporation.
"Can't be like this!" I tossed the paper, and threw my back against the back of the chair violently.
"How could they break that contract!" I shouted at Seno.
"They doubt us Dev, they say we're not consistent!"
"Not consistent?!" I stood up and kicked the table. Don't you know what I did for this project?
"Find out which company dares to do this to us!" Yesterday there were some who withdrew their shares from here, now the termination of the contract. What's the matter? Is this a conspiracy?
"good. I'll check right away."
Seno went out. I rubbed my face rough. Anye's departure made me fall, so I ignored my work. And this is what I got. Karmas. Because I made my wife suffer.
Where you are, baby, I've been looking for you for six months. Why did you disappear like you were swallowed up by the earth?
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