DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
Axel - Gio part 164
Axel decides to bring Renata home. The girl looked very depressed and also very chaotic. Murat was tired and also frightened still clearly visible on his face.
Renata leaned back, staring at the streets with an empty look. Renata was silent as their car drove on the crowded streets. He felt bad for Axel. This morning she decided to do it again, giving Axel the right to be delayed on the night of their bride. But Axel stopped her as Renata cried in silence. Renata knew Axel was delaying the iftar because he did not want to be hurt because of the traumatic shadow.
Axel tried to focus on the street in front of him. He was just as silent, but not angry, just thinking how to treat the trauma suffered by his wife. Nor was he impatient to do his first night, but he was deeply hurt when he saw such a sad and frightened Renata. Renata must also be feeling guilty about her for being blocked by that shadow.
Axel sighed tiredly. Should he find a psychiatrist? But is Renata going to want a consultation with a psychiatrist?
Renata who heard a rough sigh from Axel turned towards the man.
"Sorry, yes xel. I've disappointed you." Renata finally spoke.
Axel smiled, one hand he took off the steering wheel and clasped Renata's hand, rubbed it with his thumb and pulled it for a kiss.
"It's okay. We can make it gobble it up. Don't worry about it." Axel said with a smile on his lips. Renata inched closer and leaned on Axel's shoulder. Axel kissed Renata's head crest with affection.
Renata did not expect that he would be visited by a terrible shadow that night. He had no idea that it could be a trauma for him.
During the journey, only silence accompanied them until they finally arrived at the Aditama residence.
"Lohs... Why are you guys coming home?" Mama who was busy with her plants in the front garden of the house stood up as the two approached and then hugged Mama.
"Aren't you supposed to be home tomorrow?" looking at Axel in confusion. They should be at the hotel until tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow for the honeymoon trip.
Axel looked into the eyes of the mother, the mother who understood the meaning of the view of the son who looked sad immediately understood that something was wrong with Axel's return this time.
"Yes, have you eaten yet? Let's go in and eat together, it's almost lunchtime." It was better to switch the conversation, the two also seemed to have no intention of opening their mouths. Anye opened her rubber gloves and kept them near the flower pot. Anye then pulls Renata's hand to enter the house.
"I'll put this in my room first." Axel then went upstairs to store his jacket and car keys and wallet, not to forget the bag that Renata brought earlier.
Anye brought Renata to the dining table, the maid immediately took out all the food and arranged it on the dining table.
Axel came back down from the top floor and joined his mother and wife. Mama glanced at Axel and also Renata who just silently ate her food.
Finish the lunch. Axel and Renata returned to the room. Renata looked at Axel who was just sitting on the edge of the bed while playing his phone. Renata is confused by Axel's residence, is the man angry that he didn't manage to do the first night with her?
"Re, you just take a break, yeah. I'm going to the office." Axel's voice roused Renata out of his mind.
"Oh, yeah!" that was all Renata said, Renata saw Axel walking into the walk in closet and shortly out of there in his work suit. Can not be denied if Axel looks handsome and dashing with clothes like that.
Axel drew closer to Renata and kissed the top of his head fondly. "I'll go first, yeah. Are you okay, am I staying? If you are bored at home, ask your mother to go for a walk or shopping. Okay?" axel. Renata just nodded. He needs a real friend now, but he can't ban Axel from going to the office. It's his fault that Axel can't give what Axel should get.
Axel left while Renata just sat quietly accompanying the departure of Axel who came out of their room with a look full of guilt.
Anye saw Axel who was now fully dressed down from the top floor. He was amazed by his second son.
"Where are you going, Xel?" my mother asked from where she sat.
"office." Only that was Axel's answer while confirming his tilted tie.
"Office?" Anye got up and tailed behind Axel.
"Xel, you just got married yesterday, why go to the office? You were supposed to be with Renata at home." Anye railed against her son with a question.
Axel continued walking towards the front door.
"Axhelen. You're not gonna hear Mama?" mama was upset, pulling the hand of the son who just kept walking away from her. "Is this a problem?" ask mom with a little high.
Axel shook his head. "There is no Ma. Just Axel better go to the office before we go on our honeymoon" said Axel.
"Is that really all?" ask Mama not to believe. Axel nodded.
"I'm going, Ma!" Axel kissed the temple Anye then walked half ran into the car. Anye fell silent at the look on the face of Axel who looked unhappy like other new shoplifters.
Axel's car's gone from there. Anye muttered softly as if she was sticking to herself. "What happened to them?"
Can not be allowed, indeed it is the problem of the son, but it feels can not be allowed also this problem is protracted. It is not natural for a bride to leave her when they should have been locked up all day in the room.
Anye stepped towards Axel's room where Renata was standing by the window.
Renata opened the door after hearing a knock outside her bedroom door.
"What's up, Ma?" Renata looked at the now worried-faced mama.
"Can we talk?" Renata thumped her heart, it seemed like she knew what mama meant to come here.
Anye walked past Renata and sat down on the sofa, on the pat next to her so that Renata would sit there.
"Mom wants to ask, do you guys have a problem?" mama looked at her daughter-in-law. Renata lowered his head.
"Dear listen. Mama will not blame any of you, indeed in marriage there is always a problem, but on the first day of marriage.. What the hell is going on?" Renata was still silent, he was confused what he should say, this is a disgrace right?
Anye looked at her daughter-in-law who was still looking down. "Re, Honey. Did Axel hurt you?" Anye asked, one hand grabbed Renata's cheek and pulled her until the girl's face was now facing her but not with her eyes. Renata still refused to look her mother-in-law in the eye.
"Mama will take decisive action if Axel gets rough with you. Tell Mama Axel's rude or whatever!"
Renata shook his head slowly. Anye stared fixedly at Renata, waiting for the girl to speak.
"Do you want a story?" ask Anye. Renata was still silent, but her eyes were hot.
"Anye lowered her hand from Renata's cheek and turned to take the girl's hand, rubbing it with her thumb.
"Okay, if you don't want to tell me anything, but I hope you don't suffer your grief alone, you will help if you can. Mama will try." said Anye.
Renata could not stand her tears slowly down her cheeks.
"I... I can't be a good wife, Ma. Hiks..." Renata started sobbing, she started crying in front of her mother. Spatter into the warm and soothing embrace of mama. Mama rubbed Renata's shoulder with affection.
"Here you are, just a day married, there is still plenty of time to solve your problems, yes. Talk to Axel maybe he'll understand." Anye didn't want to force it, anyway if Renata wanted to tell her she would definitely talk.
Renata nodded with Anyelir's words.
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Axel drove his car somewhere and it took him forty minutes to get there. Look at the nameplate that's out there.
"Do I really have to come here?" mumbling itself. Axel thought for a moment, still staring at the signboard.
"Ah, no. Just leave it for a while. Shouldn't I also ask Renata first?" muttering again, Axel's hand moved back to turn the car keys until the car was back on. Axel drove his car down a crowded street.