DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 118's
I'm not calm! The phone kept ringing from the security below. He said that Devan was still waiting and would not take shelter. What the fuck is that guy. Does he not know the meaning of rejection?!
With a feeling of annoyance I cleared my desk. He could have died if it kept raining! I overdo it, he can catch a cold! Devan is very fussy when he is sick. Spoiled, just like Daniel. Umm Daniel is exactly like Devan. Whatever they are the same. Maybe it's because of father and son!
Outside the rain was very heavy, I could see that Devan was sitting on the hood of his car in the rain. He's nuts! If you want to wait I can if in the waiting room, or if not in the shade! Or get in his car.
Devan flinched and moved when he saw me standing outside the company entrance. His face was bright, he half ran over to me. And hugged me until I almost fell. I was surprised by his treatment. Wet clothes. Water flowing from his clothes soaked the marble floor.
"Anje... I'm sorry." Devan. He hugged me so tightly that I felt tight.
"Please don't go again, baby. I regret. For five years I have been looking for you. I'm nyesel Anye. Excuse me. Sorry for my attitude. I'm sorry I don't trust you, baby." Devan said softly, he sobbed. Smell at my head.
"Dev, loose. I can't breathe." I tried to push Devan. But she didn't let go of me, just loosened her embrace a little.
"I'm not going to let you go anymore, baby. Please come home with me!" said again.
"Dev's off."
"No, Anye. I'm afraid you're gone again. I'm not gonna let you go."
"Devan my clothes are wet! It's cold!" my yelling. Devan looked at me and let go of his embrace. My front shirt is wet. Devan laughed while scratching his back neck, he looked guilty.
"I'm sorry, I'm just glad you finally got out, too. Thanks for meeting me!" Devan grabbed my hand and kissed my finger repeatedly. I pulled it and hid it behind my body.
"Who came out to find you? I want to go home!" cynical kataku.
"Going home? Sure?" i'm nodding.
"Yes, of course, home, it's night!" my answer.
"Don't bring a bag?" devan asked again, he probed all over my body. Right, I didn't bring my bag.
"I don't have a bag. Tomorrow also come back to the office." Reply lightly. Devan laughed a little. Then back to grab me into his arms.
"I'm happy to see you." I pushed Devan's body. I'm still angry, I can't just melt with her treatment.
"Dev, loose. I don't want you to hug!" I'm mutinous. He still won't let me go. It even hugged me tighter.
"No, it won't be Nye. I'm not gonna let you go again. You can't go again, yeah!" her door. I'm tired, after a long day at work, and now facing Devan. He won't let me go easily.
"I know, I'm an asshole, you deserve to hate me for my old treatment. But you know, I've been looking for you all this time. I want to apologize, Anye."
I just kept quiet, feeling his shoulders tremble. He really is a crybaby! Embarrassing, men like her cry in front of women.
"Let go Dev, I won't be easy sorry you. You almost made me lose my son's life first!" I pushed him hard. Devan looked at me with a look full of regret, his eyes and nose red. Some bruises and plaster on his forehead, marks from the struggle he and Samuel had yesterday. I could also see his face was very thin and unkempt.
"sorry. I'm..."
"I'm sorry?" I shook my head. "Luckily my son is safe, otherwise I will also make sure that you catch up with the boy!" my spoken.
"I'm sorry Anye. I'm sorry that I was once rude to you. I get jealous when I see pictures of you with other people! I was also angry when you hurt Mama, but then I also knew when you were gone, Mama who tried to slander you with her own injuries. Why didn't you tell me that Mama and Melati are bad to you?" devan asked again, he tried to grab my cheek with his palm. I pulled him over and took one step back.
"What would you believe?" I stared at him sharply. "I've said it a lot, and you can only get angry, and accuse me of slandering you." I grieved bitterly, remember when Devan slapped me when I said that, silencing me for days. "And you just believed the photo and then acted rudely with me. You never ask me why I'm like that?"
"You never believed in me. What do I mean to you Dev?" my many. He was silent deep down.
"You know why I left? Because I can't stand you treating me so harshly and you almost got my son Dev dead!" Devan looked back at me.
"Our son. Where's our son?" devan asked, his eyes back in tears.
"You never admitted him. Why do you ask? He's my son! Just my son!" my yelling.
Devan humbled himself, and knelt before me. I took another step back, not expecting a Devan January Aditama to do that.
"Sorry Anye, I was wrong. I should have believed in you. I should have found out the truth first. Where's our son? I want to meet you!" He grabbed my wrist.
"So you won't admit the boy, he's just my son Dev!" I threw his hand out, Devan looked at me in disbelief.
"Sorry Dev, you better go home! I'm tired!" I said and left from there and went back into the office, not caring about Devan who kept shouting.
I honestly miss him, but I still feel angry.
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