DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 26's
For a few days my body felt weak. Maybe the effects of being too tired to swim three days ago. It was my fault that I never exercised properly! Lazy!
As usual today I set off on the bus, too awkward with Mel and Devan!
I took out a lemon and ate it. Lately I can not sleep properly, and cause me to always sleepy and my body weak. The stinging smell also made my head dizzy.
Arrive at school.
"Anye, are you sick?" Nanda just arrived. I who lay down on the table raised my head.
"No, just sleepy."
"That's why don't you watch a lot of Drakor!" he said then sat in his chair. Soon others came and after that our teacher also came to class. We started lessons.
During the break I prefer to sleep in class. It felt very lazy, reluctant to go to the cafeteria. These few days I was also unwell, maybe catching a cold. My stomach's nauseous. Ah This must be the effect of being too tired to swim! I didn't warm up before either.
I ran to the bathroom, just like this morning and these few days I always vomited, but there was nothing I took out, only clear liquid, and occasionally bitter! Sometimes my tears drip due to the taste of linu in my stomach. Of course, because I didn't eat anything from yesterday. It feels like a bit of rice. The rice rolls that made me feel amused to look at it and while eating it my throat refused!
I wash my face before I leave the bathroom.
"Anye, you happen to be here!" exclaiming Nanda approached towards me who was still in the sink.
"What's wrong?" my many.
"Pinjem dong! Ask ding not pinjem. hehe." Nanda showed me a row of white teeth.
"I didn't bring it. Not yet da-pat." I instantly became afraid.
"Tumben you usually go first." Nanda frowned, occasionally she moved uncomfortably.
"Hehe, don't know either. Lately it may be due to stress so the cycle is not really!" my spoken.
"Maclum, it will be the final test soon. Stress because most learn." Nanda nodded in confirming.
"I went to class, maybe Nay had one" Nanda said.
"Okay, I have a stomachache still mules." My true lie is that I feel nauseous again. Nanda went out to class and I went back into the toilet. Trying to hold my voice so as not to sound out and make a scene.
I wiped my lips with a tissue. Lean on the wall. My body's limp. My head was also dizzy, my vision was spinning.
Don't let me faint! my inner.
I strengthened myself, and walked out. Wash my face again.
I took out the lemon candy and ate it. Good, better!
"Maybe I.." I murmured softly while holding my stomach.
"Ah no, I just catch a cold!" I'm suing myself.
We only did that one night, it couldn't have been that easy, right? my inner.
I leaned against the wall. Turn on my phone and go to google. Launched with HAMIL word search. Um..symptoms mean! But no, this could be because my hull is being crushed right? I haven't eaten rice since these three days, and only had meatballs, or batagor with a lot of sambal. It could be that I'm nauseous, vomiting and dizzy because my stomach acid is crumpled!
But late mens?
I thought again.
There's no harm in seeing it, right? Google won't be as chatty as your mama's mouth or neighbor's, which would embarrass me.
Some articles I read. The symptoms are almost similar to gastric diseases and.pregnant!
This time I chose the car to go home.
I got off somewhere. The pharmacy!
Although I suggest I only have stomach acid, but I also feel curious! Hopefully it is just a stomach disease!
Shame actually, and I deliberately chose a quiet pharmacy. There were only two people waiting in the chair.
I hesitantly approached the pharmacist. And talk a little whisper.
"Sir, look for a testpack."
"Where do you want to be? Good or ordinary?" the tananya is friendly
"Emm, that..." I'm confused!
"... buy some mbak, afraid of being wrong. Brother's order!" my lie. Ah I'm an expert at lying now!
The short-haired lady smiled kindly at me for what it meant but the look in her eyes scanned me from top to bottom and instead, I became embarrassed myself!
I don't know! Am I the only one who buys stuff like this in a high school uniform? What do others think of me later?
Ah already!!
I took out a red note, and soon waited for my change.
"Wear it in the morning, let it be accurate. You know how, right?"
Rigid body. I want to drown myself in the ground. Especially when someone else is looking at me.
"This is for my sister, ma'am! Thanks!" I said and quickly left.
I'm shy. I'm ashamed!!
Outside the pharmacy I put the plastic in the school bag. Then continue my journey using angkot.
*
I looked up at the small flat object in my hand. Two red lines. That means I... Goddamnit!
"This must be wrong! I'll try again tomorrow" I said.
The next day I returned to wearing that flat object. The same!
I exhaled my breath. Upset, confused, angry, and I don't know I'm tired!
I lay my body on the bed. I feel lazy to go to school when I wear a uniform.
Tock.
"Anye, it's noon!" the voice of Mel.
"Yes, brother. Still wearing clothes!" I then put the flat object into the drawer along with the other two that I had worn yesterday!
I sat down at the dinner table and preferred bread with strawberry jam. Devan has been having breakfast at our house lately.
"Tumben Anye, usually chocolate jam!" sister Mel said, Mama and Devan are looking at me, while papa, don't ask!
"Again wish!" I said, I don't know why I want that red jam. We eat in silence. I turned my face to the side, but I knew Devan was secretly looking at me.