DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 184's
"What are you doing with Nanda, huh??!!! How dare you do that to my daughter!! You insolent! Love Man!!" He was above my body. One hand gripped my collar while the other still floated a punch at me. His punch was still strong even though he was no longer young. His face was red with emotion. I understand his anger!
"I'm sorry, sir! All of this happened because I was trapped! And..."
"AND WHAT?!! Why did you choose my daughter?!! Why don't you choose jal*ng out there to channel your lust!!!" he yelled, pulling my collar until our faces were very close. I can feel the anger in the heat of his breath.
"I'm sorry, sir. That's why I came to you. I want to take responsibility for Nanda! For the past few days he has been avoiding me! And I just found out that Nanda's gone! That's why I've come to you to ask where Nanda is, I'm really sorry and want to take responsibility for her!"
He stopped hitting me, and loosened his handcuff on my collar. Sobbing, crying almost the same as her daughter that day! A cry full of wounds that are not visible from the outside but felt the incision from the inside.
"What are you doing? You gave him a wound that his entire life would not be able to heal?! You gave him a deep wound in his heart!" Yes it is true. I gave him a wound. A very deep wound, one that may be the sting of his life will never be able to forgive me!
He took his hand off me, and came down from above me. Sitting against the wall, hugging both knees. Drown his face there.
For a few moments I waited for him to calm down.
"Nanda... go to Kuningan! There's his mother's sister!" he said in his tears. "She said she wanted to help her aunt's efforts there to take back our house."
"Please give me the address. I want to catch up with Nanda." He just stayed in his place.
"I beg you, sir. Let me catch up with your daughter. Let me take responsibility for your daughter. Allow me to make amends for all my mistakes!" I begged him.
Without speaking again he got up from there and took out a piece of paper he had written an address and handed it to me.
"Thanks, sir. I promise. I will try to make your daughter happy. I promise I will never let him down!" my spoken.
"I'm really, really sorry. Although there is no love between us, but I will try to love and love your daughter!" promised him.
I said goodbye to him, leaving him with a big cut in his heart. But I promise, slowly I'll close the wound. Closing the wounds I've inflicted on both of them.
I called someone, and asked him to monitor Nanda's father. I have to take responsibility, not just for her daughter, but for her father as well!
Brassware. I came!
I'll call Mr. Chandra to handle the company as usual. My car is going to the address. Even a few hours driving alone I wouldn't complain about getting my woman back!
Yep. My woman!
Nanda, whether I want to or not, I'll bring you back. You should always be by my side!
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Arriving at the destination city was already very late. There's no way I'm gonna find an address and host this late to someone's house. And there's no way they're accepting foreign guests like me.
I decided to find a hotel or something to rest my tired body. In the morning I had no rest. From the project, go straight to Mahendra corp., then go to Nanda's father's place, and now I'm here. Brass!
In a small hotel I rested. My body is so tired. I was also very hungry, but my guilt towards Nanda could not make me crave to chew food.
What is Nanda doing there? Is she still crying?
Yeah, that's what I always think until I don't have an appetite. Remember his face when he cries!
I looked at the photo on my phone. Picture of four women playing water with a background waterboom. It's an old photo. When I followed the Carnations first. Before Anye married Devan. A little flashback maybe. Devan ordered me to follow the Carnations to go anywhere after the night's stimulant. Anye said that night she raped Devan. Superfluity. What a fierce woman!!
In this picture they all look happy laughing. But my eyes are on only one girl! I magnified the picture until only he was dominating on my screen, and stared at that sweet face. Nandas. Nandas. Nandas. My mind is on him now!
Unknowingly rubbed the face in the picture. What's wrong with me? After that night I felt obsessed with him!
The next morning, without waiting for anything, I drove back to my car.
Before long a woman, perhaps thirty-five years old, came out of it with the little girl who was running, hiding behind her body.
"Who are you looking for?" he asked as I approached him.
"Sorry, mom. Is this really the address written?" I approached and handed the piece of paper to her.
"Yes!" said it. "Whose name?" ask with a special accent. Scanned me from top to bottom. Maybe confused there are bule into the village!
"I'm Samuel!" I held both hands in front of my chest. This woman was veiled, afraid that she would not welcome my hand. He retaliated with the same thing cupping both his hands in front of his chest.
"I came here to find Nanda. I got this address from his father."
"Dutch?" from his tone he sounded confused.
"Is Nanda here? Can I meet Nanda? It's important!" my spoken.
"But Nanda is not here!" his words made my head hurt!
"There's no how? Her father said Nanda went here to help her aunt's business!" I can't accept the truth!
"But Nanda didn't come here! Uh, let's go in first. Not outside. Explain everything to me, this must be something wrong with that kid!" guess right! The woman's expression indicates that she is not lying!
Nanda where are you? Where are you really!
We sat in a small living room, with a sofa that was slightly perforated in some parts.
The woman looked at me sharply.
"Explain why the boy left his father and came here! And who are you?!"
"I.. her future husband!" my answer.
I explained everything, about the foreclosure of her house, about Nanda being mad at me, minus the rape I committed on her. Wouldn't it be a disgrace to Nanda if I told her the truth?! I'm a jerk!
"Geez, why didn't Fadil ever tell me he was in trouble?! I told him first, that he should find a good woman! Look now that snake woman made it hard!" he grumbled himself while hitting his knee.
"Double too! Where is the kid?! Just make people worry!" Angry at the situation.
"I was wrong, ma'am. Don't blame Nanda, I'm the one who's not paying attention to her!"
"Keep, why are you lacking the same attention as that child?! Did you cheat on each other until Nanda got angry?! If you don't care anymore, Nanda better decide. Let me match Nanda to a cowboy!" emotions explode. His chest rose and fell, sounding his rough breathing.
"No! Nay! Instead I came here to pick her up, I still care about Nanda!"
"Mom, I'm asking you to help me. Don't let Nanda's father know that Nanda isn't here!" He looked at me confused.
"I'll try to find Nanda until I see you. Until then please keep it a secret that Nanda is missing. Regarding the finances for his father, I will help!" my spoken.
I'm saying goodbye from there. Get in my car. Staring at some of the people coming out into the building next to the house while carrying some large rolls of cloth on their shoulders. Aunt Nanda has a convection not big, but not small. Maybe that's why Nanda's father let go of his daughter to come here.
I drove my car down the street, a little contemplating the thought of him, who else? He who has made my heart broken. He's the one who's been messing with my heart for a few days.
I stopped my car on a lonely road. Take the hp and make an outgoing call.
"Help me find Nanda! Wherever he is, I need to see him!" clique. I turned my phone off and threw it in the passenger seat next to me. I leaned my back against the back of the chair, massaging the throbbing base of my nose.
Nandas. Where're you? Why are you running from me? Am I not worthy of you? Am I not worthy of your forgiveness? Am I that bad in your eyes until you don't want to see me anymore? Where should I look for you?