DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 28's
"God!" call someone, I look. Devan. Ahh why is he here? Immediately I hid the ultrasound photo behind my body.
"What's that?" show Devan.
"What?" I pretended not to understand.
"After you!" then with his long hands he easily picked it up. I'm standing.
"return, Dev!" Devan held the paper up high I couldn't reach it.
"usg results? it turns out that my guess is correct. You pregnant?" devan's face was radiant.
"No, there's nothing there. I'm not pregnant!" I said and jumped and grabbed it.
Devan was surprised to see me. "Anye don't jump like that! You have to be careful!"
"Why indeed?"
"Because my son is there!" peeked Devan with an angry face.
"I told you there was nothing! Don't expect the no-no!" reply shouted. Devan looked at me, still an angry look. Then without saying anything he pulled my hand into his car. He violently pushed me into the passenger seat in the back and entered. The door closed hard. Jaw hardens.
Devan looked at me, his eyes were red. The driver runs the car. I threw my eyes out the window. We're silent. No one intends to open the conversation including me!
"God!"
I'm silent.
"You promised me you'd call me if there was anything!"
I'm still quiet.
"Please darling. I've been waiting all this time for news from you. But why is your attitude like that?"
I was lazy to answer.
"Anye. We need to meet your family! I have to say..."
"No!" cut me off quickly by looking at his face.
"Yes? Mean you? You promised Nye!"
"I'm just checking and there's nothing in my stomach!"
"Don't lie to you! You forgot I had someone who always followed you!" devan said then took out a piece of paper in his hand. It says there's the name of the clinic I went to. And there's my name too. And.. results that state I'm positive!
Damnit damnit! Why don't I remember him?
"Sorry, but Mel's sister..."
"Don't think Melati, ANYE!!!" devan yelled pulling my shoulder rough. Devan looked me in the eye, I turned my face to the streets ahead.
"Don't think you'd drop that content, Nye!"
Aborting contents?
"I didn't think so! I'm not that good at killing my own son! I want the best for all of us, Dev!" Devan's breath was heard hunting.
"After graduation, I will go to Bandung. There's a friend there. I will also go to college and work there. And I.." doubt it.
"...just relax. I won't do anything weird. I'll raise our son well. Don't you worry."
Devan's jaw hardened, his eyes closed, his teeth chattering. I could see the scrapings on his white face.
"Based on a stupid girl! When are you going to lose to your brother? You don't think about what later? It's not easy Nye! It's not easy raising a child alone!"
"Many single mothers can raise their children well and successfully in the future, and I'll prove I can make my children like them too!"
"DON'T BE STUBBORN, CARNATION!!! HE'S MY SON TOO!!!" shouts Devan frustrated.
Yes, I am stubborn!
I tried to open the car door but it was locked.
My body was pulled back, and I felt Devan's hands curled around my flat stomach. I asked to be let go. Devan's hands hugged me tightly. My back is stuck with her warm chest. Devan kept his chin on my right shoulder, until our faces aligned. I think Devan's hand was stroking my stomach, it felt warm and pleasant!
"Anye. Pleases. Allow me to take away my love that was lost. L'm... I was so frustrated when I lost you just now.I just couldn't resist all of your wishes..." Devan sobbing again? Why is he so clumsy when he's near me?
"This time I won't let go of you Carnation. Whatever I am..."
"What if your parents don't agree?" I remember how happy they were with Melati's sister as her son-in-law's candidate.
"I don't care. They should know that I love you, not Melati! Please darling. Especially now that you are pregnant with my child! Don't separate me from my son. Please!"
Devan's son!
"I don't know! Give me time. After all what happens later in the day we won't know, right?" I removed Devan's hand from my stomach and inched away to the window.
"I also don't know if this child is strong or not." I said.
"You mean? You wish the boy was gone?! Huh..." Devan sighed harshly, ".I don't know what else you should be like Anye! You..really..." Devan ruffled his hair in frustration.
"If this kid stays until I graduate school, you can come back." Finally, that's my decision!
Looks like Devan is pinching the base of his nose.
"You refuse, whatever! I'm on my decision!"
"Anye, but..."
"Let me down on the road! I don't want Mel to see us!"
Devan punched the seat back in front of him. He looks very frustrated.
The car stopped on the road, of course with a threat and Devan obeyed me.
Get home.
"Where have you been?" ask Mel with a towel wrapped around his head. I just got home from work and took a shower.
"There's business outside my brother" I said and stepped up the stairs.
"Quick shower. Before my mother gets angry."
"Yes!" sister Mel went to the front room.
I lay myself on the bed.
"How is this?" I rubbed my stomach.
Three more months of school, which meant my gestational age was almost five months. Can it still be covered? Or the...
I shook my head, driving away the evil whispers that sounded.
This kid is innocent. But that bastard was wrong. Not my son or... Devan! Novavel! He's the wrong one! But if I were to take responsibility for her, would she be willing to accept me as someone else's child? You rascal! But if I'm with Devan...
The sound of knocking on the door sounded from outside
"Anye, dinner!" Brother Mel.
"Yes... Go ahead, brother. I'm still full!" I did not move from my position.
"You sick?" ask Mel again.
"No brother. I ate outside!"
"OK then." Then Mel's voice was not heard anymore.
"Sister Mel. Sorry!" shirihku.
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