DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU

DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
Axel, part 33


Axel had come home from the office, he had stopped by the flower shop first, bought a red rose for Renata. He also prepared a gift for the girl. A black box that he had prepared a few days ago, but he had not given it because Renata kept avoiding it.


Axel had reached home, he walked past several maids and also the mama who was sitting casually in the living room.


"Xel, are you home?" ask Anye on the sidelines of her phone game.


"Yes, Ma. Where's renata?" ask Axel.


"There's a room."


"Axel wants to see Renata first!" axel said without hearing his mother's answer he just left. Anye smiled at her son's behavior, never had she seen Axel like that. Until Anye once thought that Axel had a disorder. Moreover, all this time he had never had a female friend.


Geck. Geck. Geck.


Axel typed the door, and when the three doors opened. Renata stone just finished the bath, her hair was still half wet making Axel stunned. She looked even more beautiful with her half wet hair.


"It's for you!" Axel offered the flowers and the gift box to Renata.


"I'm not on my birthday, Xel."


"It's just a regular gift. Gifts for your return from the hospital" Axel said.


Renata received the gift.


"I'll go to the room. Hope you like the gift." said Axel. Renata nodded and closed the door after Axel left.


Renata sat on the edge of the bed, kissing the flowers Axel gave her. Fragrant. He also opened the small black box in his hand. His eyes widened. His mouth is half open. Her tears flowed instantaneously upon seeing her jade necklace there.


How did Axel get this necklace? Isn't this in Noah's hands?! Renata is confused, but he is happy with the necklace that is back in his hands. Soon Renata put it back on her neck. He rubbed the corner of his wet eyes.


Renata stood up. He opened the door and ran upstairs. Anye who saw Renata running after Axel only gave a smile. Renata was finally able to return to his original state. He no longer avoided Axel.


"Axhel!" the door that was not locked was opened by Renata. Axel who had just opened his suit turned his head for a moment and was shocked when Renata burst into his arms until he almost fell. Axel was silent, both of his bills just hanging on both sides of his body. Still not expecting what happened.


"Thanks. Thanks Xel!" said Renata who sobbed in Axel's arms. Renata cried.


Axel smiled happily, he stroked Renata's head fondly.


"Thank you .., because you brought this necklace back for me!" say Renata again. He then pulled himself up and looked at Axel with his red eyes.


Axel rubbed Renata's wet cheeks.


"How did you find this. I gave it to Noah!" asked Renata confused.


Axel scratched the back of his neck that was not itchy. "I found it in Noah's villa, just lying near the trash can in the kitchen." he said.


Renata looked at Axel in disbelief. No way! Alexander's family had been eyeing this necklace for years.


"Why? You don't believe it?" ask Axel.


"When I looked for you at the villa, Noah said he didn't need it anymore. And he said throw it in the trash can in the kitchen. I'm looking for that in the kitchen. Fortunately, the necklace did not get into the trash and did not mix with other garbage" Noah added to the list of lies.


"What happened to Noah? Is that bastard in jail?" renata asked, she suddenly got emotional.


"He's somewhere else now" Axel said. Renata was scared to hear another place Axel spoke with a cold tone. Highlight Axel's eyes full of anger as he said so.


"You're not doing anything that's not the same as him?" tanya Renata began to fear if what she thought happened.


Axel laughed softly. "What kind of no-no? He is in a world far away from us. Don'worry. Brother Daniel has taken care of it!" Axel shuffled Renata's hair.


"No, of course I don't. We just sent him to a faraway place where he can't come back and bother us."


Renata was silent It felt like he still could not believe it.


Axel pulled Renata into his arms.


"Just trust me, my brother and I don't do that. I just broke his nose and broke his hand." Renata pulled herself from the man's embrace staring at Axel in disbelief. An Axel who is known to be gentle turned out to be able to break someone's nose and hands.


"Why? Can't I do that, too? But unfortunately I did. Are you angry?" Axel looked at Renata who was just silent staring at his eyes. Renata shook his head, then turned closer to Axel.


"No. That's enough. As long as you don't stain your hands with his blood. It's rotten!" said Renata again, he brought his ear closer to Axel's chest. Hearing the heart of the brother who turned out to be nearby all this time.


"Xels. Thank you, you have taken good care of my heart. I can't believe that even if I can't see my brother, but I can hear his heartbeat here." Renata rubbed Axel's beating chest.


"If I don't have this heart. Are you going to like me?" ask Axel lirih. Renata shook his head making Axel feel disappointed. The answer is already the question that has been in him all along.


"No. But I believe, if it's fate or not there is the heart of Tommy's brother all will definitely still happen" said Renata.


"So what about how you feel about me, if you look at me. Just me not him?"


Renata understood who Axel meant to him.


"I ... will still like you." said Renata. made Axel smile But a moment later Axel fell silent when he heard Renata sobbing. Shoulders vibrate.


"Sorry Xel. Ii'm sorry. If only I had heard what you said to stay home, maybe none of this would have happened, right? I'm sorry I can't take care of myself. Excuse me. I can't continue with you anymore! Sorry!" Renata then ran out of Axel's room. Making Axel confused speechless in his place.


...*...


Axel Pov's.


Can't continue the relationship anymore?


What does he mean? Wh why?


I could only stare at the door that Renata had passed. My heart ached hearing that last sentence.


Can't! I didn't allow Renata to decide on me unilaterally! Deciding? We are not even officially lovers yet!


I ran after Renata who had entered the room, not caring about the look of the maid and also the mama who was not far from there.


I knocked on the door while shouting to call Renata.


"Re, open the door! What do you mean we can't be together? The re! Please open the door. Don't be like that, Re. I'm really the same as you." I shouted out loudly, but Renata apparently had no intention of opening the door for me until mama came and calmed me down.


"Xel, already. Remember what the doctor said. Renata may still be shaken by his soul. He's still not stable. Don't force him. Let him calm down first. Mama's gonna help you talk to Renata, yeah!" mama said, then pulled me away from Renata's door.


The Axel Pov End.


***


Renata cried in her room, she sat on the floor leaning against the bed, slapping her head between her two knees.


Hearing what Axel shouted out there made his heart feel sick and also feel guilty. Axel deserves a good girl. Not a dirty girl like her!


Renata cried sobbing.


"I love you so much Xel Not because of that heart. I really love you. But I'm dirty now. I'm not worthy!" lirih Renata's.