DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 134's
Something felt warm on my skin. The sunlight was dazzling even though I had not opened my eyes. The sounds from outside are also getting more and more clear in the ear, like the sound of a wheel rubbing against the floor. I feel so lazy to open my eyes. I'mtired. And the smell of these drugs is so annoying...
Oh no!
By reflex I opened my eyes. I just remembered where I was. Stupid me. I'm asleep. I want to see Devan Siuman. At least I wanted to be the first person he saw when he opened his eyes. I slept face down with my hands as my pillow! Goddamnit!
Devan is still slumbering, even I see his position unchanged from last night that I remember. I spread my eyes. Papa and Alex are not there, Samuel is sitting on the couch he is with a middle-aged woman. Mother Lita! I don't know when Lita's mother came even I don't know!
"Brah!" call me. Sam turned. "Did Devan have a kiss last night? I accidentally fell asleep!" my many.
Samuel bowed his head, only Lita's mother stood up and walked over to me. He patted my shoulder slowly, rubbed it with his thumb, then swiped his son's cheek. His face looks sad and sad. Devan is not moving at all. Suddenly my feelings felt bad.
"I've asked this to the doctor" he said in a sad tone.
Why is Lita's mother's answer like that? Like like Devan hasn't... Oh no! Is there something wrong with Devan?
Door opens. The doctor and nurse arrived in a hurry.
"Doctor! Devan's not aware yet, how is this?" manyworry.
"I'll check" said the doctor, then approached Devan and began to do the examination. The doctor scrunched his forehead. Then we see the unusual movements of Devan. He's spasm!
"Doctor what happened?" I'm getting more worried. Fear instantly spread in my heart. Please save Devan, my God!
Mother Lita screamed to see her son who kept moving, she cried. Samuel held Lita's mother limp.
"Devan! Doctor please save my son! Dev, mama just met you. Don't leave mama.." Lita's mother cried, while I just stood there watching what happened. Rigid body. Too scared, to not be able to move to just get close to Devan. Only tears kept flowing.
The doctor instructed the nurse to give Devan an injection.
"It looks like it's from trauma from a gunshot. Please everyone out!" said the doctor. Samuel took Lita's mother and pulled me out of there. Not one bit did I take my eyes off of him when Samuel pulled us. The doctor is still struggling with Devan.
Devan, no! Don'tgo. You must survive!
Mother Lita was still crying, sitting in a rowed chair. While I kept staring at the glass window, hoping that the nurse would open a few curtains so that I could see Devan from out here.
Don'tgo. I won't forgive you if you leave!
Door opens. The nurse opened the door.
"Suster how's Devan doing?" my many. The nurse simply kept silent, turning her face the other way. Oh no! What the hell's going on?
"Suster, my son... How's Devan?" mother Lita was already standing next to me.
"Sorry!" said the nurse.
Pardon you?
It felt like thousands of lightning bolts were striking my entire body at the same time hearing those words. I ran in there. Visible doctor Vero release oxygen hose from Devan's nose.
Nah! Not likely. Don'tdon't...
"No... No way!" shirihku. My eyes are starting to heat up. My heart feels pain. I feel scared now. Afraid of Devan...
"Doctor what happened?!"
Doctor Vero lowered his face.
"No!" I didn't realize I was screaming a little. Tears began to fall uncontrollably. Remembering all the things that we have been through, both in the past when we met and also our sweet and trial-filled marriage.
"Devan wake!" my screams, Devan's hand wiggled softly. Usually he would wake up soon from his sleep if I disturbed him like that. Mama Lita approached him closing her mouth to hold back her crying voice. Her tears are just like me.
She's a mother and I, too, can feel pain when I see her son sick. Even if she could, a good mother always hoped her child's pain would move on to her.
"Devan wake!" yell again. I started shaking Devan's hand a little harder and even hit his arm to get him up.
"Anye, stop. Devan will be in pain if you beat him!" Samuel held my hand. I looked at him fixedly. He just shook his head as if he had said it.
"Can't! He's gotta get up, Sam!" my crying with whining. I don't care about my reputation as a company leader. I just want Devan to wake up!
"Anye. Don'tdon't. You can't hurt him anymore. Let her!"
"No, Sam! Let it. I'll beat him until he wakes up!" my screams. I don't think I can stand it. I pulled my hand and shook Devan's hand once again.
"Devan base baj*ngan!!!" my yelling. "You said you wouldn't give up on getting sorry from me, did you? But why don't you wake up now, huhh?!!! Even to talk to me you can't!" scream again. My chest feels tight. Be ill. Can't! There are still many things that Daniel and I have not done with him. We have never been together like a family!
"Your bastard, Dev. You break the promise! You said you were gonna pick up Daniel, right? Where promised you Devan! Where?!!!" He's still quiet. You insolent! Wake Devan! Please! Hix...
My chest is getting crowded. My voice is stuck in my throat. He really is heart!
"Devan, if you don't wake up I'll go with Alex. I'll get a divorce from you and I'll take Alex for a date!"
Where is the jealous Devan? Usually he would be possessive and pull me away. Even if he didn't want me to mention the name of the other man in front of him, he would punish me by kissing me.
Build Dev. Pleases...
"Anye calm down, son." Mother Lita stepped forward to calm myself.
"Mothers. Look at your son, ma'am. He's insolent. Her... He lied to me!" I pointed at Devan. Usually she doesn't like it if I point at her like that. He'll pull me up and kiss my palm.
"Silence Nye. Devan will feel sad if you see you like this." said Lita's mother.
"So, mom! Can't! He lied to me. He said he'd come for Daniel, even though me and Dad would throw him out. She said she loved me, she'll make me happy. But where? Even she dares to make me cry now, ma'am! Her... She's..."
"Silence, Anye. You need to calm down..."
"Where to relax, ma'am!" my yelling. I sinned in yelling at my parents like Lita's mother. But I didn't intentionally. "Sorry." Overshipped. Mother Lita rubbed my back slowly.
"Devan, wakeup. Don't mess with me, Dev. Wake up right now! Wake up please!" Devan outrageous. He didn't give me a chance to be with him? Is there no chance for us to be together, Dev?!
Devan was just speechless, he was like a statue with skin and a handsome face, lying on top of a gurney.
"Devan, please. Wakes up. Please. I can't live without you, Dev. I'm sorry. Had I known you would be like this, I would have forgiven you from the very beginning. Don't torture me like this Devan!" I kept crying beating her chest slowly.
"Dev... Devaann.
"If you have to die, why have you been bothering me lately?" my yelling. "Why do you keep me remembering you! Why do you come again and disturb my peace if you have to go again! Why do you make me like this! Why should you go when I love you." Dev...
"SHOULD BE HOW I PLEAD FOR YOU TO COME BACK!!!" my scream hit his chest hard.
Fucking devan! Don't expect in the next life if we meet again I will forgive you!!
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Sorry if the language is rough.
Anye mahmud the bar-bar ðŸ¤âœŒ.