DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 237 is still a special Heru
"Then what do you get now? I just want you to live well, and Mr. Gio deserves you better than me. I really like and love you very much. I am aware of who I am, while you are .. You are like a cloud that I find difficult to reach. Therefore, I chose to retreat. I know he's the right person to spoil you. Not me!"
"Then are you satisfied with such an ending?" asked Naura in a cold tone. This man spoke like he had no sense at all towards her.
"We're not all happy, and it's all because of you, Her!"
Heru stuffed his phone into his pocket. "At least I've done what's best for all of us."
"The best? You're selfish. Which is the best? It's just for you. You're just doing this for your fucking employer!" scour Naura so loudly that some people turned to her.
"I just don't want to be a selfish person."
"But that's exactly what makes us all miserable. Don't you feel like we're all hurt in the end?" ask Naura again.
"I didn't think of that. I was just thinking of giving my best to the two people I love the most and I disdain."
"Fuck with others. Why aren't you selfish. Maybe we'll be happy if you decide to be with me."
Heru shrugged both of his shoulders high. "not sure. We don't know what the future is. I'm not a clairvoyant who can see the future and know what our future is."
"Heru stop talking about you. Be an optimistic oorrang!" Naura couldn't stand it. This guy is a bitch.
"I'm always optimistic. You're the only one who can't do all that well. If only you could accept his love well, you would live well."
"Say I don't care!" scream Naura, all these conversations she did not think would be like this. Heru really has become a shitty guy.
Everyone who was there looked at Naura in wonder now. The woman did not care about the gaze of many people on her. He didn't care if everyone had seen him so pitifully before a man. Indeed, he had been very pitiful since this man.
Heru got up from his seat. He put both of his hands in his pants pocket.
"This talk has no benefit at all. Enjoy your sarpan, Madam." said Heru then walked away from Naura who was now silent staring at the man's departure.
He walked outside the restaurant area. Honestly, his heart was in pain with the incident just now. The woman he once let go of so he could be happy now confesses that he doesn't care about any of it.
Not without reason Heru away from the woman. All because of caste. His position in society was not desired by both parents of Naura. Then what can he do? Imposing will?
Heru and Gio are from the same origin, but Gio is more fortunate to have been adopted by the Aditama family. At least Gio's position in the eyes of the community is equivalent to that distinguished family. What power, Heru is not Gio. Heru was just an ordinary person with an attendant status for that man.
Brucks.
Someone hit Heru's back. His two hands were perfectly circular tightly in front of the belly of the box wrapped in an expensive suit.
"I beg you, Her. To this day I still like you. Right now I still like to think of you. The love I have for you is very sincere. Can't you think of me like you used to?" naura asked with her sobs.
"I've been tormented because we can't be together. I'm sorry, Her. I've tried to forget you, but I can't." Naura's cries broke right then and there.
"I already have someone. And I'm sure your husband will get angry if you carelessly hug another man." Heru's tone of voice still remained cold.
"He doesn't care about me anymore. I don't want to be with a guy like that."
Heru took his breath and exhaled it violently.
"So then you say you like and love me because you were dumped by your husband" asked Heru.
"No!"
"Or is it because you're still thinking about me that your husband is cold and doesn't care about you?" ask Heru again. Naura was silent. Heru tetawa grieves. Both of his hands removed Naura's hands with a slight force even though the woman looked reluctant. Heru turned himself. Now the two face each other.
"From the beginning I avoided you I promised myself. I just have me, I don't think about anyone else. Understood!" Heru emphasized his last sentence. Naura looked at Heru in disbelief. He was being rejected again for the whole time by this man.
"Go back to your present life. You trouble yourself by thinking about me, are you sure you keep thinking about me, I'll think of you too?" ask Heru. Cruel. It was so cruel that his words pierced into the recesses of Naura's heart.
"Why are you this cold to me? Gio is already happy with another woman, can't we be together?" asked Naura expectantly. Naura stared into the depths of Heru's eyes, but the man's gaze was still the same as the winter air in the northern hemisphere.
"Sorry, Na. Someone was waiting for me somewhere else. To me after you betrayed Gio you're not the same person I used to love."
As if hearing the thunder in this bright morning, Naura felt her heart being struck and fell down upon hearing this man's cruel speech. Many years difficult to forget and now he managed to express, he did not expect if it turned out to be rejected again and again.
"Sorry, Na. Our world is too different. Even if we are together, we are not necessarily happy. As long as I know. I respect both parents who have given birth and taken care of you since childhood. If they don't want me, is it possible that we'll be happy?" ask Her finally.
"So it's all because of my parents?" naura asked in disbelief.
"I am a man who always fights for my wishes, but if it is related to the happiness of parents and rejection from them, what can I do? I don't want you to be a bad boy to them."
Naura was growing more and more distrustful of what she had heard just now. Why didn't Heru ever say anything about it?
"You never said. What the hell are they doing? Were you threatened?" ask Naura.
Heru shook his head. "No. They didn't threaten me at all, instead they begged me deeply to stay away from you, even though there's really no connection between us at all."
"Sorry, Na. I didn't want to say this, but everything has to be clear, right? And now I beg you. We live in our own way. Let's just say we're just other people who don't know each other. I hope you don't think about me anymore. Just live your life sincerely, then you will find your happiness and will not make me as your shadow always. Be a good mother to your child. I love that you gave her that name." Heru smiled. Just this time Naura saw that smile again. A smile he had not seen for a long time.
Heru turned himself over and left Naura who was now sobbing in her place standing.
Naura only saw Heru turn her back and move away from her eyes.