
Today I had to go with Devan and Mel's sister. Can't find any more reason to go alone to school. I put on a mask and in my mouth I picked up lemon candy. Devan's car smell makes me nauseous.
"Anye you're sick?" ask Mel from the front.
"No brother. Just maybe I want the flu to be my nose gatel!"
"Have you taken your medicine?" This time Devan asked.
"It." Then I pretended to be busy with my phone. Brother Mel and Devan are chatting somehow about what, I don't want to know exactly.
The car arrived at the school gate. Sofia and Edgar had just arrived there.
"Favor Brother Devan. Brother Mel, Anye come in first." said my.
"Yes, if you're not feeling well, ask for permission to go home." Brother Mel is very considerate of me, but I. Oh my goodness! Seeing the father of my son-in-law sitting next to him...Hahh funny! the father of my future son?!
What am I supposed to do? Am I not evil?!
I'm approaching Sofia. Edgar smiled sweetly as usual. His hand is out and it will surely shuffle my hair! Aye! Fuck up! But there was something strange, this time I felt like the touch of his hand on my hair.
Sofia and I got inside the school, Edgar's car left and then followed Devan's car. So Devan hasn't left yet? Ah already. Stupid fuck!
The break time arrived. I'm so hungry. This time I just want to eat batagor. Food with this peanut seasoning I easily swallow, do not feel nauseous when passing through the throat.
"Tumben Nye batagor!" Nayara pointed with a fork in her hand.
"Bored meatballs keep going!" I eat very well. It ran out faster than the other three. Looking the other way, Nanda's strawberry juice was very tempting. I immediately grabbed the glass and drank it. Enjoy!
"Ih, Anye's got me!" Nanda exclaims.
"Hehe, try it like it's good!" I returned his glass.
"Ish nyobain but I want to abis!" frangipani.
"Gue pesenin again new!" I said as I took the glass again, and without sin and guilt spent the rest.
"Trus this?" point Nanda at my avocado juice. I lifted both my shoulders.
"Yes, this is for me. If no one drinks. Tumben is lo!" say Nanda again. I just grinned ria.
Yes tumben, is it possible that this is a baby? Ish what the hell?!
I realized when Nayara waved her hand in front of my face.
"In the conversation as well, even dumbass!" everybody's staring.
"Eh what's up?" many confused.
"Next week at my house! Mami's with papi leaving for LA. Bang Ed also wants to stay at his house. Yea?" Sofia. After a little bit of hesitation...
"okay lah. But I'm just my mom first!" my spoken.
"Sip!"
The food was gone and we went back to class. During my studies I wore a mask. There are some smells that make me nauseous. Sofia's perfume included.
Hours to school. As usual the others have come home and I'm waiting at the stop. Before long the bus came, I immediately boarded with some people waiting.
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I sat on a closed closet. My stomach hurts, again the food that I ate this morning with difficulty and a little just came out again. This is really very torturous. Is it possible that my mom felt it while she was holding me first? I love my mama more...
Out of the toilet I chose to sit in class. The others went to the cafeteria. I better just lie down in a chair. My head hurts. Oh my goodness!
I put a headset on both my ears, played a Korean song, then lay on the three chairs I lined up. A few seconds later I fell asleep.
"Anye! Wake up!" nanda's voice sounded soft, she also shook my shoulders. I was still sleepy I woke up from my bed.
"Hoaaammm..., have you entered?" my many. I saw a lot of students going into class.
"Awhile more. Wash your face there to be fresh! Five minutes from the bell in. Here I bring you bread."
Ah Nanda is the best friend!
"Where are the others?"
"So Sofia met Ariel first, and Nay, didn't know where to go" Nanda said, returning a chair from the next table.
I opened the bread. 'Strawberry barley', I was excited to see it, immediately I ate it voraciously, Nanda just watched me eat like a starving man. I am hungry indeed!
Someone passed me, immediately my stomach felt stirred when I smelled the perfume. I covered my mouth with one hand, then ran out of the classroom, leaving Nanda and the bread half-living.
"Yes!!" yelled Nanda, but I didn't mind.
Tormented. That's how I feel now. My stomach hurts, my throat hurts too! My tears melt instantly.
tock.
"God!" nanda's voice exclaimed from outside while knocking on the door.
"Why you?"
"I'm not pa-pa Nan. Go to class first!" I cried and then looked back down to let out a bitter taste from my mouth.
"Nye, open the door?" Nanda's still banging on the door.
I took a tissue from my pocket and wiped my mouth and opened the door, I saw Nanda with a worried face.
"Anye you're sick?"
"No pa-pa" I said. "I'm just not feeling well like I'm catching a cold!" I gave Nanda a smile.
We went back to class and took lessons until it was time to go home.
This afternoon I intend to go to the gynecology clinic, just to make sure. In my wallet I have five hundred thousand. I do not know how much money I will spend later, so just in case I go to the atm to take money from the card Devan gave first.
Looking at the nominal amount on that screen. Ah Devan is really rich! I'm glad he's successful.
Arriving at the clinic, I was hesitant and embarrassed. I chose a clinic away from home and school. Luckily there was only one person waiting outside. Soon I registered myself.
Geez, why register like this is also a lot of questions anyway? Husband's name too? When was the last time I mens. I'm really embarrassed!
After a few questions and notes I finally received a small card and waited for a while.
I sat at a stop, stunned to see the results of the USG. Six weeks, the fetus is in my stomach. I didn't expect to get pregnant and become a mother at such a young age. Ah my future, how is this? And myfamily?
"God!" call someone.