DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 101's
Almost a year Anye left. I still don't know where he is. I've put a lot of effort into finding him. At home or abroad. My efforts are fucked. From the top rank dropped drastically, despite still being ranked twenty-five. Papa and mama are certainly angry because the company is chaotic under my management. Some people who took the opportunity when I was off guard, I fired and I took the assets, the result of corruption. I'm fucked! I'm fucked!!
The door is knocked from the outside. Someone enter.
"Devan, I brought you lunch!" I'm turning. Sheryl. A girl I gave my mother to marry. Mad mama! I'm still Anye's legal husband, and she wants me to get married again?
He keeps a box on the table.
"Sherly, I told you not to give me any more attention."
He looked down with a sad face. Oh my God, I hate it when women are like that!
"Am I wrong Dev? I just want us to get to know each other better before we get married" she said.
"Sit Sher." I said. He was sitting in a chair right in front of me.
"Listen. I'm still the husband of someone else, there's no way I'm getting married again..."
"Why is it impossible?" he cut my words. "Polygamy is no problem. I want to be second!" his screams, staring at me steadily. Eyes glazed.
Crazy one! This girl's...
"Don't be crazy, Sher! How will others see you?"
"I don't care. I love you!" she started crying covering her face with both hands.
"So people don't even know you're married, even if you have kids. You guys haven't announced this either, have you?!"
"Yet. But will!"
"When Dev! He's not here. Realize you are Dev! He's been missing you for a year! He doesn't care about you anymore! He should be here to support you especially when you are like now. My father and I are willing to support you Dev, what is my lack?!"
I rubbed my face rough. This girl still can't be talked to from yesterday. "He doesn't care about me, but he's trying to punish me, Sher! Do you know what I said from yesterday? He's been punishing me! I deserve to be treated like that just like him, because I'm a cruel person!" I snapped at him.
"I don't care, Devan!" screams again. This time he stood up and approached me. And I didn't think he'd turn my chair around, and sit on my lap.
"I don't care about Dev!" He unbuttoned three of them so quickly that I didn't realize he was about to take off his shirt. "I love you Devan!" He pulled the nape of my neck and...He's nuts! Although I like an aggressive woman but I don't like it if a nice woman like her humbles herself like that! Even took my hand to touch his chest.
I pushed him, almost falling. Moved the corners of my lips that were wet because of it.
"Go!"
"Dev!" He's coming back closer.
I stood up and pointed towards the door.
"Go tell me!" expel again. He shakes not accept.
"No Dev. Please, I love you, can't you give me a chance? Just once!" she asked, crying. He looks so fucked up. I pulled her shirt up, asked her to tidy it up again.
"Devs."
"Already Sher. Please, you also know how I feel about Anye!"
"Is he special to you?" ask again.
"I don't have to answer. You know the answer!" He fell silent, then sat down on the floor, sobbing to cover his face with his palm.
"You know Dev. I've never loved a man like this. Only thou. You who made me can lower my self-esteem!" ogre.
"Wake Sher!"
"Devs. Do you not think about the fate of your company? If you marry me, I can make you better, your heart, your life, and your company! You will definitely enter the top ten again Dev, I promise. Papa won't let you fall any further!"
Hahh, he talks like I'm a kid who's easily persuaded by a candy bar.
"Unfortunately this isn't easy, Sher. I can't touch anyone but my wife!" I honestly tried that with another woman. Exactly ..almost! Fuck Seno, because he set me up. He said the rent lady, actually she was for me! He asked to be giggled, unfortunately he's like a nine-living cat!
Yeah, that night I was almost crazy thinking about Anye. Drinks became my friend, accompanied by Seno who also hired one woman. Fucking Seno!!! But thankfully, or maybe my karma. When the woman stripped me of my clothes in the hotel room, I remembered my wife crying and smiling, which made me realize that maybe my wife would hate me. I finally kicked the woman out, until a hard slap landed on my cheek, and the predicate of the bastard he threw at me. Of course he was angry, because maybe he was already very aroused! Why do I tell my disgrace?
"It doesn't matter Dev, I'm willing to wait for you until you can! I'm willing!" Stupid woman, or pretending to be stupid? Does he not understand subtly the rejection?
I squinted my temple, it felt like my head was throbbing. Mama outrageous!
I held her arms and brought her up.
"Sorry Sher. Like a man who likes you. You are beautiful, attractive and smart. Don't make yourself a stupid woman by going after me. I have my own life!"
"But, But, I love you Dev! I beg!" he slid into my arms. I pushed his shoulder, but he kept defending himself from my body.
"Please just for a second." he said. I thought, I could only rub her shoulders gently. At least calm him down first.
"I hope you understand Sher. Marriage without love, would you be happy?" She's quiet. I hope he understands.
"Dev, can't you just give me a little chance?" This girl is so persistent!
"No!"
"Why?!" he screamed, taking one step back, and I could see his tears falling again. Basic women, using weakness to win. I hate!
"I'm just afraid you're disappointed. You're too good for me."
"It doesn't matter Dev, even if you're the most fucking criminal, I'll still love you!" screams again.
I should how? He's stubborn, just like Anye.
"Sherily!! What should I say to make you aware?!! I don't want to be with you. Do I have to clearly say that I rejected you??!!" unconsciously I snapped at him, while gripping his shoulder. My patience is beginning to disappear. She was crying so much, scared.
"Dev, sick!" with a face of pain. I took my hand off her, then turned around.
"Thank you for lunch. I'll just eat outside! Let it be Seno who eats!" I said as I walked out. It doesn't matter if he's going after me again like yesterday or not.
"Yes, please take care of Miss Sherly ask her if she needs anything." I stepped up again.
"Good." he answered obediently sounding.
Sherly is indeed a beautiful girl, slim body, she is also a classy woman, but as beautiful as any woman my heart and mind are locked by Anye. The wicked woman who had dared to leave me. He broke my heart, my life. Even he dared to leave all this time. Why did I say evil? That's why he's. He's driving me crazy. Even every night I cry over him, asking myself when he's coming home? I miss her messy cooking, I miss her high tone of voice, I miss her when she gets angry. I'm insane!
At the cafe, I just got out of my car. Although my appetite has long since disappeared, I still have to eat. Remember what he wrote in his letter.
Someone walked quickly from behind me, until he hit me.
"Eh sorry!" he bowed his body, taking out his hp that had just fallen.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I didn't mean it!" said again. I don't care about continuing my steps into the cafe.
"Devan?" stop walking when he calls me. I looked, confused.
"Hey it's me. Rianna!" he exclaimed with his excitement. The sweet yellow-skinned girl is slender with a wide smile.
Rianna...
Rianna...
"Basic senile!" punching my chest. Ah I remember him. Bar-bar girl in High School.
"I remember."
"Remember what?" tanyakanya.
"Remember if you ever pelted me with wet soil!" He laughed, as if it were funny.
"What are you doing here?" ask again.
"Wanted to go into the cafe and not because you hold my hand!" my spoken. He looked at her hand that was holding my arm, then pulled her hand with a smile.
"Upss...sorry!" his great-grandson.
"Yes already. I want to get inside no business. Hye!" then he half ran inside.
I continued my search for an empty table. Eat slowly because there is no appetite at all. Anye, my moodbooster. Where'd you. My weight has disappeared a lot.
"Hey eat daydreaming!" Riana came and just sat in front of me. I just kept quiet.
"Basedar cocky! I haven't seen that for a long time!" his face looks upset.
"I'm lazy to meet someone!"
"Who? Me?" tanyanya pointed to herself.
"Yes anyone. I want to be alone." I put food in my mouth, playing the phone. Wishing she'd gone kardna I ignored.
"Eh don't be so arrogant, later if arrogant, his soul mate is far loh!" he sipped the drink he had brought.
"My soul mate is far away." He laughed softly.
"Correctly! Tangled. Haha!" he's still laughing. I glanced lazily at him. Is he taking revenge because I used to make fun of him?
"Heh Dev, look at yourself now. Long hair, brewokan, tapered cheeks. No pantes! Who would want to see you look like this? It's messy!"
I'm speechless. It's a job that keeps me busy, and nobody reminds me to take care of my appearance. I'm pathetic!
This is me now Devan January Aditama who is losing his way. Losing love. Losing the affection. Anye where are you?
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Devan: Author...!!
Me : Hmm..??
Devan : Udah ah I am not strong. please, do not torture me 😭😭😭
Me: there are still many who are not satisfied you are tormented.
Devan: heart!! 😭😭
Me : continue what does it want 😒?
From : Anye. Baliken.
Me: ask first, he wants to go back now, won't he?
Devan: Dear Anye, come back here...
Other: ⁇
Devan: Thor, he won't talk.
Me : DL!
Devan: 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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