
I had to be healthy to do the DNA test, the doctor said in two weeks, wait for me and my baby to be as healthy as before. Even though Devan's cold is still paying attention to me, make me breakfast and dinner. He never talked to me, nor did he ever answer if I asked. Convince her that this is her son too hard for now. Devan's ears are closed, his heart is too. There is no gap for me!
Some nights I slept alone, however I persuaded him to sleep in the room and I would succumb on the sofa, Devan refused and told me to sleep in the room. I understand that if he is still angry, however, the evidence he sees is more real than my explanation. Maybe I would be as angry as he was if I saw his picture with another woman. Just one chance I can prove my innocence. Dna test.
Sometimes, I dream but it feels like real, Devan sleeps next to me, caressing my stomach. He sobbed softly as he muttered for some reason. When I woke up, he wasn't there. Just dreaming.
Every night I peek at Devan sleeping on the couch, his face tired, he looks skinny with dark circles under his eyes. Occasionally venturing into Devan's forehead, that's all that makes me feel calm while stroking my stomach. That's all that made my longing for my husband channeled. It was Hamya who could make my son's movements active.
I have to be patient. I'll prove that it's just slander. Just wait until that time comes!
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There was a bell at the door. I was washing my lunch dishes. Immediately I finished it and a little rushed towards the door.
Two women I know very well. Mama and Kak Melati. They stood haughtily there, smiling obliquely full of ridicule.
"What's up here ma?" I asked, feeling astonished and vigilant with the two women of this generation.
"This is how you welcome your in-laws?!" my mom's cynical while pushing my shoulder. Mama breezed inside followed by sister Melati behind her.
"Please enter!" I said, mama doesn't care, she immediately sits on the sofa arrogantly.
"Get us a drink, we're thirsty!" mama's word.
"Good!" I just according. I don't know what you want to do right now I don't know, but I have to be careful. Devan's not here.
Go to the kitchen, make some syrup for mama and sister Mel. Do not forget some snacks that fortunately there are still some last packs.
"Please!" I squatted on the floor, moving the syrup and snack cups onto the table. Mama immediately greeted him harshly, he brought the glass closer to his mouth and then unexpectedly, the glass water suddenly switched to land on my face, until I was strangled backwards.
I'm appalled. Feeling hot in my nose, I must have been inhaled because I was not ready at all.
Mama laughed to see me cough, sister Mel too, then without feeling sister Melati turned her glass over my head until the syrup water drenched my hair! Sticky is sure.
They laughed happily, then stood up.
"This is just the beginning of carnation. If you don't leave Devan. You'll know what we're gonna do!" Mama said cynically.
Sis Melati bowed and whispered to me. "You just have to choose. Leave Devan and your son will be safe, or stay with Devan and deal with everything patiently, including the safety of your son. I will make your life unsettled. Brother!" said brother Mel pressed the word 'sister' on me.
They walk away from me, my eyes are hot, my breath is hunting. I stood up, instantly eager to lift the glass table in front of me and throw it on their heads. But I'm still sane, and I don't want to get involved in crime, I don't want to give birth in a prison cell.
"Why did you do that? Can't you guys just let us calmly live our lives? I've never messed with my mom and sister Melati's life, but why are you BAD?!!" my screams made them stop stepping.
Just the laughter I heard, the eerie laughter was like the stealth laughter in horror movies!
"We've been kind enough to give you all this time with Devan. And we want you to leave immediately. You don't want to? Then Devan will immediately kick you out!" I clenched my hands, furious, annoyed. I can only see them leave.
My legs were limp, too shocked by their treatment and words earlier. I sat on the couch staring at my clothes and the wet floor was red.
'Crying now is of no use Carnations! Be strong, be strong, for the truth. Strong!"' I said to myself, trying to strengthen my heart. I just have to be strong, I don't have to be stressed until the test.
After cleaning up and cleaning up all the mess, I lay myself on the bed. Weary. My body has been tired lately, probably due to pregnancy hormones.
The door of the room opened, I immediately got up from my bed. Devan came with a face looking angry. She immediately approached me, behind her was a mama crying while holding her neck. What other drama is on the way?
Devan was already in front of me, he gripped my cheeks tightly. "What are you doing with your mom?" his eyes were red with anger.
"What am I doing?" many confused.
"Dev, don't be rude to Anye, she's pregnant!" exclaimed mama pulled Devan's hand away from me. Devan threw mom's hand until she almost fell.
"You dare to be rude to mama?! you hurt mama?! Still won't confess!!!" shouted again.
"What did I hurt?"
"It's Dev, wrong mama. Anye must be khilaf If only mama did not come here to visit the future grandchild of mama, surely Anye would not claw mama. He must still be angry about that photo! Mama just wanted to make sure Anye was okay!" mama said while pulling Devan's hand. I glared, what slander is this? I just saw on his neck three lines of elongated wounds.
What does Devan mean I scratched mama, do you?!
"You, hear? Less what mommy for you! Mama still cares about you after the photo. Women don't know themselves!" devan shouted to the side.
"It's not me Devan! I swear, I did not do violence to my mother, it was my mother and sister Melati who came here to threaten me!!" my screams couldn't stand it.
"Why bring Melati? You are hallucinating!"
Lying again. How many of you will do Mama's lie!
"I'm the victim here Dev! They flush me with syrup. They threatened to hurt our son if I didn't get away from you, they would...Ahhhhh!!!" I shouted reflexes covering my face with my hands. Devan's hand slipped out of my jaw and was almost floating, close to my cheek. Nothing's going on! I peeked, opened my eyes a little, my mama's hand held Devan's hand until it didn't reach my cheek.
"Why did you lie to Carnation?!" Mama screamed, her tears wetting her cheeks. "Mama came here just because mama was worried you just came home from the hospital, hiks...! But you..are you still vengeful as mama? Mama wanted to forgive you, but your behavior. Is it wrong that you wanted to protect Devan, you are a hypocritical woman! Less what is Devan? he gave it all to you, and you betrayed him? Which parents would have seen their child hurt, Anye? Even Devan prefers you over his own mama!!" mama screams at the end of the sentence, while beating her chest. Oh so now mama's playing the role of a persecuted person, is that it? Perfect acting mama.
"Ma Anye please don't act ma...We know who's being persecuted here!" I didn't lose my speed screaming. "Don't confuse Devan, ma!"
"DIAMIMM!!!!" Shouted Devan, his face looks wrathful. "You two ARE SILAMM!!" Devan looked at me.
"I'm sorry about mom!" her word. His voice sounded cold. I'm shaking. I'm innocent why apologize?
"God!" devan resolute.
"I rejected Dev, I'm not wrong!" I exclaimed, Devan looked at me sharply while mama smiled cynically waiting for her victory.
"It's not necessary for Dev." great-granddaughter.
"Then, apologize for your disrespectful attitude towards your mother!" Devan grabs my hand rough, gripping it until it will certainly make an impact.
"I'm not polite where Dev is. I've been patient with my mom all this time, I kept quiet when they were persecuted, because I still respect your mom!" I screamed out loud, this heartache because Devan couldn't believe what made me yell now, Devan choked my neck and pushed me to the bed. So tight. This time I have to resign if I have to die at the hands of my own husband.
"Dev, uhukk uhuk... get away... hurts!" Devan closed his eyes at a glance, increasingly feeling tight, until finally I could no longer breathe.
"Go!" devan's word finally let me go. I scooped up a lot of air, rubbing my sore neck. What does it mean to go? He kicked me out?
"You're driving me out Dev? But where am I going?" shirihku.
"Then I'll get out of here! Reflect on all your mistakes. Once you've come to your senses and realized all your faults, call me!" Devan came down from the top of the mattress and went out, his steps looked heavy, there was no spirit on his face. I could only look at Devan's back which was no longer upright.
'I know you're just confused Dev. You don't really hate me! you are just confused!'
"What else are you waiting for?" mama folded her hands in front of her chest, with a sky-high arrogance. "I told you, I can't make you leave. Then Devan will drive you out!"
"Just do what you want, even if I leave now, I'll come back one day to repay you!"
Plaque!!
"Bare you?!" mom's hand is still up, my cheek is sore. Just this time I was needed like this by someone else. Mama Linda was the one who took care of me, never being rude to me. Papa Yudhistira though his words were sharp he never flirted, but this demon sense in-law had already dared to slap me on the cheek.
"So your mouth women don't know in profit. Don't know yourself!" I growled, he had gone too deep in insulting me. I clutched the pillow, ready to throw it in his face.
The voice of the phone rang, Mauren, the in-laws of this stealthy sense raised his phone. "Yes my mom will be down soon!" speak softly, then close the phone. "You. Just watch out if you do it! I'll make sure your name is written on the tombstone!" pointing right at my face. And then leave.
Basic demon! Even though he's my in-law, I won't be respectful before he appreciates me! But people like this are not easy to change!