DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU

DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
Axel - Gio part 175


Gio got up from the cold floor. He calmed himself. No more fucking tears that he could control. It's the hardest thing in him. Family, or love!


As soon as Gio stepped his foot outwards, he would meet Tiara in his office. Apologizing for your abusive mother's treatment.


Open the door to his room. Gio didn't find Tiara there, not even his bag. His gaze was fixed on his work, a paper folded neatly on Gio's desk.


Gio approached and read the paper. It was Tiara's resignation letter. Squeezing the letter in his hand until it tangled, Gio did not accept. The girl just left him. Though this can still be talked about, maybe mama will also understand if they talk again tonight.


Gio immediately ran towards the elevator, he pressed the button towards the basement floor.


Gio drove his car at a high speed, not forgetting he also continued to pay attention to the red dot where Tiara was at the moment. Since Tiara went to the beach that day Gio secretly installed a tracking device on Tiara's phone. It's nothing, ah. Just tell him that he's possessive or whatever, he just doesn't want anything to happen to Tiara. That's all!


Tiara's business with Alea and Kenzo was done, should they both be able to live happily and happily right now? But why would mom and dad do that to her?


Gio was silent staring at the many tombstones in front of him, not far from where he stood was seen attacking the girl who was sitting in a mossy tomb. He hugged the belly button while crying bitterly. His crying voice sounded heart-wrenching. Be ill...


Gio's heart ached hearing Tiara cry like that.


Gio slowly stepped closer to Tiara. Just stop behind the girl's back.


"Sorry!" gio's baritone voice sounded near Tiara's ears. Tiara stopped her crying and rubbed her cheeks using the back of her hand. He did not want to look at Gio and show a sad face to his lover. Ah.. soon she will become an ex-lover like him. Remembering Madam Carnation will send Gio to a faraway place.


"R. Sorry, Mama told me to choose." The more sad the heart of Tiara heard the sentence that Gio had just said.


"And your answer?" Tiara still dodged as hard as she could trying not to turn her head towards Gio.


"I don't know. You are so precious to me. I love my family very much, but I love you too." Gio sat on the ground floor, unconcerned with dirt. He leaned his head on Tiara's arm. As if asking for protection and comfort from the girl. I hope he gets an answer that leaves him not in this dilemma.


"What should I do, Ra?" Tiara sobbed, she turned her face to the side, rubbing it with her other hand. Gio looked at Tiara's father's belly button. He knew for sure that Tiara did not want to be seen when she was fragile like this. Despite wanting to hug her but Gio held back.


"Your family is more valuable. Those who have taken care of and given you years of love. If there weren't any of them, you wouldn't be living like this. Choose only those who have clearly given you affection all this time!" tiara. Tiara also sat herself on the ground floor. Now Gio turned his head on Tiara's shoulders.


"Why didn't you say to vote for you?" ask Gio. Still staring at the tomb in front of him.


"Who am I? I'm just a stranger you only knew a few months ago" Tiara said resignedly. He realized with himself, there was nothing compared to the Aditma family who had raised Gio with affection.


"But I love you, though,. I love you, Ra. Didn't your heart hurt to say that just now? And then ... wouldn't your heart hurt if I chose them?" Gio asked.


"There'll be a lot of hearts hurt if you choose me, Gio. Mama, papa, Mr. Axel, and also the first brother. As for me... There was only me and mom, at least there were only two hearts that hurt after I left, right?"


Should Gio be amazed, or saddened by the breadth of this girl's heart? He really felt a pity leaving Tiara.


Tiara stood up, making Gio pull his head straight.


Gio stared at Tiara's departure. The back was not straight as usual when Tiara entered the office. There was no longer the radiant face she saw the morning the girl opened the door of the room.


Gio immediately got up and chased after Tiara. Holding the girl's hand as she got close to him.


"Tiara wait! We need to talk!" Gio now walked in front of Tiara and pulled the hand of the girl who was now forced to follow him. Somehow Tiara just kept quiet when Gio pulled her like that, but she hoped that it would not hurt too much if she left Gio without saying goodbye. But after this wouldn't their farewell be so painful because of the word goodbye? Either from him or from Gio's mouth.


Destiny is cruel to him. In the stay of the father, ignored his brother, and also soon he will be left again by the person he loves very much.


Tiara rubbed the corner of her eyes that did not stop shedding tears.


...***...


Gio brought Tiara to his apartment. There were many things he wanted to tell the girl. That's plenty! During the journey they just kept silent not speaking a single word. Busy with their respective hearts and arrange and strengthen them in such a way as not to break and fall apart when the two will talk.


Gio looked at Tiara who was now sitting in front of him. Gio knelt before Tiara, making Tiara's heart ache tremendously. Is this an apology and a farewell from Gio for him?


"I love you so much Tiara. I never thought of hurting you. Although you're not the first in my heart, I always wish you were the last here."


Gio pressed Tiara's palm against his chest. He feels tremendous pain. This was the heaviest thing he had ever met in his twenty-five years. He never cried when he was left behind. But this time she cried as she was about to leave!


He knows exactly how it feels. Sick and also sad. It was heartless if Tiara would feel that way after his departure.


"I'll beg you not to be fired" Gio told Tiara, moving his hand to wipe away the tears that ran down Tiara's cheek. Tiara shook her head slowly, holding onto Gio's big hand which she would never be able to reach again tomorrow.


"What does it mean if you're not there?"


"Then allow me to continue with you!" Please Gio. He clasped Tiara's hand with both palms. Once again Tiara shook her head.


"And you're gonna be a bad boy?" Tiara tried to smile, she hit Gio's forehead with her other hand.


Gio anchored his head on Tiara's lap, he let the warm liquid out of his eyes. Hopefully if it will run out and then there will be no more tears or sadness in him, even though it will not be possible! Tiara is everything to her!


Tiara alternately wiped away the tears and also Gio's head. It was very hard for her to part with this man, but what more if indeed Madame Anye had said. Don't let Gio be a bad boy because of him!


Gio raised his head, he looked at Tiara who was now the same looking at him as well.


"Can I ask you something? I want to sleep with you!" gio said, Tiara fell silent. Should he give it to her? Gio and himself sleep together, then later.. will he.... if later it happens, what about his life and his son?


"Don't think dirty, you filthy Secretary!" Gio clamped Tiara's nose hard enough.


"I'm just gonna take a nap by hugging you, not doing a no-no to you."