DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 178's
I woke up when I heard someone's sobbing. The sound of weeping that sounded slashing, sobbing. I'm the woman next to me.
A lady?
I was surprised myself, almost jumping out of my sleep.
Her hair is long. His back looks smooth, his waist is slender. He slept curled up behind me.
Wh who?
I wake up and try to remember. One by one, real shadows flashed through my brain. Attractively. Bind. Mem... Holy hooch! Nandas!
I jumped closer to him, forgetting the drowsiness and dizziness that was still beating on me. And forget the blanket that no longer wraps around my body. He cried, almost without a sound.
"Dutch. I beg you to forgive me!" I took off the tie of my chest in his hand which is now turning blue. What the hell am I doing? Many red marks all over his body, and... blood spots on the sheets? What have I done?! Oh my God!!
"GO!!" he shouted while pushing me to fall on the bed. My chest hurt because of it, but my heart felt a lot more hurt to see him screwed up because of me.
"Go!" softly hoarse, he pulled out a blanket and enveloped his innocent body. This time crying very hard. Cry howling. Her eyes were swollen, red, surely because she had been crying all night. Her lips were swollen too, there was a scar there. Was that me too?
"I'm sorry, Nan! I'm sorry." I'm approaching towards him. "I didn't mean it, I swear! I will take responsibility for what I have done. I'm...."
The plaakkkk!!!!
One hard slap landed on my cheek, it hurts! But I know this slap is nothing to what I did to her last night! She must have felt a lot more pain than this cheek.
"I'm sorry, Nan. I was affected by last night's drugs, someone gave me...."
"Go... huhuuuu... hiks...go!" he said without a sound at the end of the sentence. He pointed outwards. Her crying made me feel like I was the most damned human being in the world.
"Mrs. I beg!"
"GO SAMUEL! I HATE YOU! UNTIL ANY TIME I WON'T FORGIVE YOU!!" she was hysterical, yelling while looking at me sharply with her red eyes. Just this time I heard him mention my name directly, let alone with such an angry tone. If this is the case, even persuading him I'm sure even more makes the mood worse.
"Sorry!" I got up, took my pants, put them on, and left.
Sitting on the couch not far from my room. Yeah, that's my room! Anye and Devan provided a special room just in case I wanted to stay here.
There was the sound of heart-wrenching cries from within. Shouting and crying again.
"What am I doing?!" I looked down, ruffling my hair in frustration.
Remember if I never saw the girl cry at all, but this time I made her wrathful and cried great. He'll hate me! And Anye will definitely cut mine, and hang it with a rope to be piranha food.
She's a cruel woman! He used to talk like that when I played with women's hearts. Especially this, dear friend. What will he do to me?!
I don't know how long I've waited for him here, he didn't open the door at all. Is she okay?
The clock has shown at nine o'clock, I'm sure Nanda will not feel hungry with events that have happened like this, but he is also a human who needs intake is not it?
I hurried to the kitchen, looking at the contents of the food stock in the refrigerator. Still plenty. Soon I'll cook the food I can. As fast as I can.
Kitchen's mess. I don't give a shit! All I care about now is Nanda!
Waiting for almost half an hour, Nanda did not get out of there. He's been in the bathroom for over an hour. I'm worried!
This time I dared to knock on the door slowly, there was no answer. Then I tap again a little hard while calling his name. There's still no answer!
What the hell is he doing?
Worrying. I just broke that door. Nanda was on the bathroom floor. Eyes closed. His body was wet, the water from the faucet was still burning flushing his innocent body. Her lips turned blue, her fingers shrunk.
"Double!" I turned off the water faucet and drew closer to him, shaking his plain shoulder a little hard. He did not react, but was still breathing. He fainted!
I carried him, and laid him on the bed. Her long hair soaked my bed and clothes.
"Mom, can you hear me?" I patted her cheek slowly.
"Sir, please, wake up!" Fear now enveloped me. He's like this because of me! His skin feels cold. It must be because he's been flirting with himself in there for too long.
I covered her and I called a doctor to come home. I suck at not being able to do anything to wake her up.
The doctor came and examined Nanda. Opening Nanda's closed eyelids. Then I unbuttoned the two shirts I had worn on him.
The doctor stared silently at the many marks on his chest and neck. He turned to look at me, just silent, but I seemed to know what the doctor was thinking.
He took the stethoscope from inside his bag, and began to check on Nanda. Sticking a diaphragm on his chest. When you're done back buttoning that shirt.
"He's okay, just in shock! After he woke up immediately give this medicine to him." said the doctor after checking Nanda's condition, he then handed me some medicine.
"I'm sorry if I'm presumptuous, sir! But after everything you've done, I hope you don't leave him. We women look strong sometimes, but inside we are very fragile. Especially with what happened to him!" he touched his own chest.
"Although he will look strong and strong later, but in his heart there is a wide open wound that is difficult to close back!"
I was pensive to hear his words. "Yes, of course the doctor! I-i understand. It's all my fault!" my regrets. I looked at Nanda with her pale face asleep.
The doctor was quiet after carrying out his duties. I didn't tell him, but the doctor knew what was going on. Maybe he was wondering after seeing the signs on Nanda's body. And maybe also because they are fellow women, can feel the suffering of their fellow men.
All wrong! I looked at that pale face again. Not pretty, but somehow I don't want to take my eyes off her.
I'm sorry, Nan. Excuse me.
I promise I will take responsibility for my mistakes!