DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 105's
I just kept talking about when Sam and I were getting engaged. Geez I just haven't officially divorced Devan. Did you forget?
"Dad?!" I knocked on my dad's office door. In my hand was a tray of warm ginger tea with gingerbread. I like it best when the weather is cold.
"What's wrong?" ask dad when I've put the tray near him.
"I don't want to get stale!" I said then sat down. Than the first nyesek, right, muter there muter here mending to the point only.
"I want to reject my father's proposal for me to marry Samuel! Dad turned his gaze to me, he clasped his hands together on the table. My chest is beating fast. I don't think I can do it if Dad gets angry.
"Why?" ask dad his tone is cold.
"Because our feelings are only the love of brother and sister! Me and Devan are not divorced!"
"Dad can make it easier if you want. That's an easy matter. If not with Sam, do you have another candidate? Robert and a few other men have shared your interest in me."
I'm shaking. "Do you want to go back to Devan?" dad changed his seat. This time leaning against the chair and pulling his hand, folded in front of his chest.
"In fact I can't forget him." telling the truth is better even if it's going to be about by dad.
"Why?"
"Don't know. My feelings cannot be lied to. I still want to be with Devan. If you want to know I'm still spying on Devan. And he's already sorry. I'm sorry dad!" I dare not look at Dad.
"Then Samuel? You dumped him?" ask dad.
"Yes. Sam can't forget Rosseline either!" We're speechless. I heard my father's heavy breathing.
"alright. You are already big. If you're sure of him then there, go back to the man." Dad said ketus. I've never heard of a father like that. Did I let you down?
"Sorry dad. Just like a father who only married once to his mother. Great father's love for mom. I'm the same. After five years, I can't forget him. He's Daniel's father. My husband's. Even though I was wrong to have left her."
Dad grieves. Is correct. Dad doesn't like it! Dad's disappointed! I'm wrong! i'm wrong!
I lowered my head even more, squeezing the end of my shirt. But all I hear is Dad's laugh. I raised my head to look at Dad. Dad was laughing big.
"You are a father's son." Dad shrunk the corner of his eye.
"Surely he's sorry?" ask dad. I'm nodding.
"Dad don't pretend you don't know! I know father secretly still has people to monitor them!" decihku doesn't like it. "Even dad played with their efforts. I don't think I know!"
"sorry. Dad's just a little fooling around looking for entertainment. Not wrong, is it?" I'm still laughing but this time it's not as hard.
I stood and went around the table. Hugging dad from behind.
"Sorry dad. I'm not a filial son. For matters of feeling I beg you not to interfere." I asked.
"Listen son!" Dad rubbed my arm with soft fingers. "Parent feeling, if the child is happy, then the parents are also happy. But if his son is sad, we're not sure we'll just keep quiet" he said.
"I knew. Dad is the best. I support enough of what I'm going to do. I also wanted to go back to him, but before that I had also been toying with his mother!" dad scrunched his forehead.
"You mean?"
"Do you pretend you don't know anymore?" I'm getting pissed. Dad laughed again. Tuh. Although I never told you, but you know everything I do.
"Yes-yes, I know. If you need help tell me dad!" I nodded happily, kissing my father's cheek.
"Thank you dad. Good evening. Get some sleep." dad nodded. I rushed out of my father's room.
I'm calm now. Dad understood my decision to go back with Devan. Did I go too far to let you play around alone? Yes I was outrageous because I even played his mother. Oh my God, I'm so vengeful! Hehe...
"It's so nice to look!" Sam's voice came from behind. I turned my head and smiled as I looked at him with disheveled hair.
"Dad agrees!" Sam was happy when he heard it. He already knows what I mean.
"So, when are you going?" I snorted, his tone of voice meant something.
"Egypt or nanya?"
"Both!" answer Sam lightly." Fuck up!
"I want to come along, want to see how he reacts to seeing a ghost like me in broad daylight!" he laughed amusedly.
"Where are ghosts in broad daylight?"
"There was. It's!" point it at yourself. "When you want to go, I'll get everything ready!"
"Quickly!" I said as I walked away from Sam.