DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 144's
Lunch together. I glanced at Devan and Daniel in turn. They seem to have duplicates in their own versions. Maybe when Devan was little he was like Daniel, and maybe when Daniel grew up he would look like Devan.
The dining table feels strange now. There is no prohibition to talk while eating, but today it feels quiet. So awkward!
Devan steals a glance, looking at his son. On his lips was a smile full of happiness. While Daniel was indifferent, not at all interested in seeing his father. He's very stubborn even though I explained who Devan was to him. Samuel focused only on his food, while the father looked at Daniel and Devan alternately.
This awkward lunch is over. Father went back to the room to rest, and Daniel, accompanied by Samuel, went to the training ground.
"Sam, let us take Daniel!" volunteering themselves. Daniel, holding on to Samuel, pulled his uncle away.
"I want to go with Uncle! Don't bother me!" daniel said as he left and kept away.
"Daniel, let it be mama..."
"Alright, baby. Let it be if Daniel wants to be with Samuel." Devan stopped my yelling at Daniel who just kept stepping away from us.
"But Dev..."
"It has. I understand that Daniel can't take me!" cut again.
Me and Devan breathed a tired and heavy sigh. That kid, can't he just show a happy expression at Devan's presence? At a minimum he did not act cold like that to his papa.
"I'm fine." said Devan, he stroked my fingers.
"Daniel needs time to accept me who once made you go!" Devan resigned to Daniel's treatment. I'm nodding. Forcing will will is not good, it will actually make Daniel even more disliked with Devan!
"Yes. Let's just go back to the room. You haven't rested since you got off the plane!" finally said. We went upstairs to rest.
We lay ourselves together on the bed. I lay with my head resting on his arm.
"Dev, I'm sorry if everything doesn't match the previous expectations" I said.
"It's okay." Devan stroked my arm. "I deserve all this because I have sinned so much with you and Daniel. And also I've let down dad and all the other dear ones like you!" ogre.
"You still want to fight for us, right?" I'm afraid to look at Devan.
"of course. I will fight to make you happy. But now I'm just a breadcrumbs on a plate!" said sendu.
"And I have the rest of the sausage to accompany you!" my spoken. Devan looked back at me, his eyes glazed over.
"Thank you, you've accepted this meaningless me!"
"Ssttt.." I covered her lips with my index finger. "I'd rather be with a man who does the real thing than just talk. So have to be upbeat, don't disappoint me!" my spoken. Devan nodded and smiled. Kissed my old forehead. We continued our time to sleep. Just sleeping! We were too tired after traveling.
"Daniel, tonight your mom and dad are going to bed?" Daniel raised his gaze to look at me with a cold look.
"No need! I've grown up. You can sleep by yourself!" reject it.
"But mama Kangen wants to sleep with you, and papa too. Okay?" not giving up.
"I said there's no need. There was Cleo accompanying me to bed!" Say again. Cleo is the son of Xander who was born last year.
Daniel kept his spoon and fork, he got off the chair. The food is half left.
"I'm done eating, grandpa!" said Daniel. "Mom, Uncle, excuse me!" Daniel stepped away from the dining table, without looking back. Devan and I stared at Daniel's back slowly away. The boy was only six years old, and already had this kind of attitude, he did not consider Devan's existence! Is it possible because of foreign influences and teachings?
Umm I mean, if in my home country even a child as big as Daniel still wants to sleep with his parents. I want Daniel to be like that! At least not often, but a few times a week can too!
"I'll follow Daniel!" pamitku to others. Devan held my hand, seemingly understanding what I was going to talk about with Daniel. Devan whispered softly 'Don't!', he said. And I reply with a smile.
Go to Daniel's room not far from mine. I knock on the door slowly. Daniel doesn't like it when someone goes into his room.
"Niel!" call me. Daniel was lying on his stomach in bed.
"Are you okay?" my question was to get closer to him and sit next to Daniel.
"Hem!" the answer. Ckckck. He really looks like his father!
I rubbed her soft hair and kissed her head affectionately.
"Niel. I really hope you're not being cold towards your papa!" slowly say. The real fear is that Daniel won't accept Devan.
"I'm normal!" daniel Cuek. I breathe heavily. I'm a young mother who doesn't have much experience with taking care of young children. It was my fault I gave Daniel's business to a Nanny and I was busy taking part in the company business to distract me from Devan. And Daniel was also closer to Samuel, perhaps because they were fellow men!
"Niel, papa you're so sorry. He wants us to come back with him. You want to, right?" tanyaku carefully. Daniel was silent he played his fingers.
"Mom's the one who's coming with him. I want to be here with Grandpa!" daniel then drowned his face on the pillow.
"Niel..."
Daniel turned. "I'm sleepy ma, good night!" he said then pulled the blanket up to the neck.
"Good night!" I said and kissed Daniel's head with a lot of love.
The inducement on the first night, failed. There are still other nights waiting! Maybe Daniel still can't accept Devan's presence. I never knew what she had in mind about her father. The deep ocean can be submerged, but the depths of the human heart and mind, no one can know!