DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 103's
Tired. corporate affairs that accumulate make my head dizzy. I want to be like the old days, enjoy my youth with fun. Walking in the park alone, with no one else following me. But now my life is different.
I'm Carnation Goddess Maharani, a girl who grew up, with a complicated life journey, a child who does not know her origin, suddenly my life changed drastically. Who would have thought I was the only daughter of Fabian Emanuel Rudolf, the owner of the third largest company in continental Europe.
Haaahh, I'm tired!!!
Staying with my father, even though you're not forcing me, but I want to jump into his world. Business world that I think is fun and cruel. My one goal is to make someone regret it!
Geck. Geck.
The sound of the door being heard on the knock from outside. I put away the pillow that covered my face. Walk towards the door barefoot.
"Hi, Mamaa!!!" Two men were seen with big smiles at the door, waving their hands. As soon as I opened it they went straight into the room, without excuse. Basic ISH!
Sam carried Daniel, and walked towards my bed. He dropped Daniel down there and my son just jumped up in his tracks.
"Niel, don't jump when you fall." I held my son's hand. He was so active that I sometimes got tired of looking after him.
"Will not be mama. I'm so happy today!" He just kept jumping until his hair started to lengthen up and down.
"Niel, listen to your mother. Or else, papi won't take you out again!" Sam shuffled his waist while glaring at Daniel. Instantly Daniel stopped jumping, and sat down sweetly, folding his legs under his buttocks.
"Good Boy!" Sam ruffled Daniel's hair with a smile on his lips.
"You've been very obedient to your papa, but why not to mama?" I scowled, pretending to be angry. It's so fun to tease my son like that.
"I will obey my mother if she takes me away with papi tomorrow!" my son is often menacing, just like someone. Ckckck.
"You're threatening my mom?" my many. Daniel laughed so widely, he nodded.
"Yes, I will obey my mother if she invites me to play tomorrow. Otherwise, I would be angry and not want to meet with mama." she turned her face to the side, her hands folded in front of her chest, with a frowning face.
"Oh yes already. There go. Mama doesn't care even if you want to sleep with Xander. You're a big boy now, you can take care of yourself. There, huss!" I move my hand to throw it away. I just want to know how stubborn he is. But obviously his stubbornness is down from me! Hehe...
Daniel looks really upset. Her face flushed.
"Mama won! I'm going to sleep with Xander! Bad mama! My mom never loved me again!" Daniel is getting worse. He looked down, occasionally looking at me, his eyes glazed over. Oh. I can't stand it. He's not crying, believe me, my son is good at drama. The eyes and the look on his face, he was like a cat asking for food.
"alright. Alright. You won, Niel. I'll come with you tomorrow." I finally lost! I can't if he's already put on that look. Daniel changed the look on his face with the sweetest smile. Aahhh I can't bear to kiss her!
"Mama let me go!" Daniel broke out in my arms as I tried to kiss him on the cheek. Her chubi cheeks made me feel anxious!
"Mama release!" He covered his face with his hands. "I've grown up not wanting to be kissed!" protest with annoyance.
"Mama, arrethus. I'm a big boy, stop it!" protest again with a slightly upset tone. She pushed. I give up, this child if forced will definitely get angry!
I let go of my son and glanced at Samuel who was laughing at our behavior.
"Why look at me like that?" Sam asked, he smiled in fear.
"It's because you're Sam! He's grown up before his time!" pissed me.
"Me?" ask again, I don't know. "Why am I?" tanyanya's confused.
"Yes you!" I threw a pillow at Sam, he dodged until my pillow landed on the floor.
"You always said Daniel was a big boy, look at him. And he doesn't have the spoiled nature of a child his age. Even I can't spoil him like a kid his age!" I grieve I don't like. Even Sam had taught Daniel to practice martial arts and holding weapons early on. Exorbitant!
"It's also for his own good!" I don't want to be blamed for defending myself.
"Yes, but look now even I can't kiss her." I looked at Daniel, he crossed his hands in front of his face.
I'm upset. My little baby... I miss my little baby!
The hug from Daniel's tiny body felt warm on my back.
"Mama, I have to grow up to keep you from the bad guys!" daniel's words moved me.
"The voir? I educated him properly!" sam said proudly while stroking his chin, his head up and down nodding.
"Mama, Laisse nous manger. I'm hungry!" great-grandson Daniel.
"Okay, you guys get down first. Mama took a shower for a while." Daniel nodded then kissed me on the cheek and let go. Get off my bed quietly and walk towards the door.
"The kid is already big!" my spoken. Sam nodded in agreement with my words.
"My little baby!" I wailed as I looked at Daniel's back, which disappeared behind the door.
"He's not a baby anymore! He's my great son!" Sam is proud of himself. It's always like that.
"Quick shower. Poor Daniel was hungry from now on." said Sam. "I'll wait at the dinner table!" Sam smiled and ruffled my hair. Then he walked out of my room.
I put myself back in my bed. It doesn't feel unexpected. Although surrounded by people who love me, this heart remains empty. It felt like there was still an empty space in the corner of my heart that no one else could replace.
Five years. The room was empty. Five years!