DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 104's
After dinner, Daniel went back to his room, and I, Dad, and Sam stayed at the dinner table. There's gonna be something I'm gonna say again.
The dining table was empty, leaving only a few drinks in front of each of us.
Dad hooked his fingers in front of his face, both elbows resting on the table. This will be an important and serious discussion, usually the same if the father's attitude is like that. The atmosphere became a little tense.
"Anye. Sam!" call dad to both of us. We looked at Dad without saying. A tense and cold aura was felt between us.
"Dad doesn't want a lot of pleasantries. You've known each other for a long time, and Daniel needs a father. Don't you think you're married?" ask dad.
Ahhhh, this question again!
"Dad, i..."
"Dad you think you've had enough to think about him!" Dad cut my conversation. "Dad only thought of Daniel. Can you two also think about the feelings of that child? Although Daniel looks cute, but he misses the figure of a father!" What I had feared all along, my father again insisted on us getting married.
"Dad, you know that I..."
"Good, dad. Allow me to convince Anye. But if Anye still insists on not wanting to me, I can't force my will on us anymore!" again my words were cut. Sam is usually silent. But this time why did Sam speak up?!
"good. Anye, listen. Forget him, and set the future with Samuel. Enough of this you've thought about him. Think again about Daniel's happiness, I'm sure Sam will be a good father. The conversation is over, dad's back in the room!" dad got up and started to leave us.
I know that, dad's attitude just left us because you don't want me to debate anymore, which means this time I have to obey! Can I and Sam...
"Sam. I know you don't want to either. Why do you agree?" ask me when I'm sure you've gone into the room. I looked at Sam sitting across from me. Sam took his glass and drank a sip.
"I just feel sorry for you and Dad. You are arguing just because of this matter. And what's wrong do you say a little. Dad agreed too. If you don't want to not force anymore." I fell silent. Sam got up and went to his room.
I'm just on my own. Not far from the dining table stood the butler waiting for me. He approached as I waved my hand then sat down on the chair next to me.
"According to Mr. Didi what should I do. Should I marry Sam?" ask me to ask my former school guard for advice.
"What about the heart, miss. Does miss want to?" i'm speechless. The answer in my heart is NO!
"If miss doesn't want to, just explain to the big master! I'm sure as a father, the great master doesn't want his daughter to be sad. He must be listening! Miss, it's night!" tell her to me.
I'm nodding. Then rise. "Sir Didi, please also talk to father so that father does not force me anymore." I walked away with my heavy steps.
My liv. Why is it like this? It's my fault because in front of my father I always curse Devan, but I just.
"Fucking devan!!" I cursed by slamming my bedroom door.
Five years and I can't forget you. I'm pathetic!
I can't sleep. My father's words kept ringing in my ears. This can't be allowed!
I got up and got out of the room. Walk towards Sam's room quickly. I knocked the door. There was a voice inside that let me in.
The mood was clear when I opened the door. Sam was standing in front of his window holding a canned drink.
"Sam."
"On that one.tadi..."
"Why? You still disagree?" Ask Sam quickly.
"You know the answer!" I was silent, a sense of awkwardness immediately approached the two of us.
"You still can't forget him, can you?" ask Sam.
"You too, right?" askaku. Sam smiled.
"Yes, I can't forget Rosseline yet." Sam mentioned the name of the girl he had once had in his heart. Rosseline is a nice girl I know, beautiful, tall, brown hair, with irises of green eyes. If Rosseline had recovered from her illness, I'm sure she and Samuel would have had a cute baby by now.
"Sam. I'm still expecting Devan. Sorry." great-grandchild.
"Then why don't you just come back with her?" Ask Sam.
"You remind me that I told you, he was having lunch with a girl?" Sam nodded.
It's a very long, if not mistaken, event nearing Daniel's first birthday. I was going to show myself to Devan, but I felt angry, my heart ached when I saw him sitting with someone else. "After the incident I became angry and did not want to see him."
"It's your own fault. You don't know what the relationship is between them. Just play away." scoffed Sam. Yes, I left because I felt hurt. Devan can have lunch with a girl.
"Heh remember. You also often have lunch with other men, even a romantic dinner with Robert."
I grieve I don't like. Sam reminded me of that pale-skinned bule guy with that kind of red hair.
"It's for business." I'm berkilah.
"You think so. Then them? They are chasing you. Rather than with Devan I'd rather you with one of them. If you marry Robert or Jimmy at least the company is getting stronger and will increase in first place in the European scene" Sam said.
"It's like I sold my life for money!" my great-grandchild.
"Then what about me?" ask Sam he's approaching. The smell of alcohol from his mouth was clearly smelled.
"Where possible, my feelings are the same you are still the same. You are my brother!" I pushed Sam's chest.
"Did your heart never beat fast if we were close like this?" Looks like Sam's getting drunk. He grabbed me until we stuck together. His hand held my waist tight. I'm mutinous. Sam's drunk.
"Sam please let go!" I'm afraid Samuel has never been like this before.
Sam laughed and let me go.
"I'm just your brother, I can't have any other feelings than that. Let's talk to dad slowly!" I'm nodding.
"Go to the room. I want to continue drinking." Sam kicked. I grabbed the can in his hand and threw it in the trash.
"Don't drink anymore. You're scary when you're drunk!" Sam laughed again, he nodded.