DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
Axel - Gio part 137
"Noah!" he said with a vibrating tone.
One name that Renata had said made Axel's body stiffen.
What does Renata know about Noah? Does he know what happened to that guy?
Axel said nothing. He was very afraid if Renata knew what was happening. What would he say if he knew. Or did he really know? Is this the reason he's been gone all this time?
"Rre ... I ..."
"I know everything Xel." Renata pushed Axel's chest and took one step back. He looked at Axel's face which was now staring at him with a glare, eyes full of longing clearly emanated in his eyes.
"Why are you lying to me? You said you only imprisoned him, but you lost his life? Aren't you the same as them? You murderer!" renata said with a cold tone. His heart hurt saying that. His chest tightened as if around him there was thick smoke surrounding his body.
Axel's chest also hurt as Renata said that. He was unconscious, he just wanted to protect Renata from bad guys like that guy. He wanted to avenge his heartache for making Renata suffer. That'sallthatis.
"sorry. I just don't want you to hate me..."
"And in the end that's what got me away from you Xel. I fear. I was scared when I found out that you lost someone else's life."
"I did it just for you Re. I'm khilaf. I don't know what happened to me back then Re."
Brucks.
Renata squealed as Axel rested his knees on the floor. He looked into Axel's sad and pitiful eyes.Renata's heart suddenly hurt about it. He did not expect Axel Felix Aditama Rudolf to rest at his feet with a sad situation.
Renata's eyes are heating up. True what Via said earlier, all Axel did was to protect the people he loved. But can it be forgiven? That's cruel, isn't it?
Oh... cruel? Wh who?
Then who's the cruel one here? Not Axel, but him! He is the cruel one because he does not want to know and does not accept the reality that exists. He who closes his eyes and ears with the situation. He's selfish and doesn't try to ask what happened. He shouldn't have left a man who loved him so sincerely. Even he also loved the child who had been in his womb, even though he was another boy who was the cause of his pain.
Renata sobbing. His body slumped to the floor. He covered his face with both of his palms.sobbing out all the tightness that was in his heart.
That grimace sounded heartbreaking. Axel looked at the woman who was now crying violently. He had never seen Renata cry like that. Using both knees, Axel walked over and approached towards Renata. The girl cried even louder until her shoulders moved up and down.
"I'm sorry Xel. I'm sorry,. huu. I shouldn't have left you. I should have heard your explanation. I'm selfish! Hwaa...." Axel smiled softly, he felt a tightness within his chest. Never once thought that Renata already knew that. Renata did calm down, but she thought that Renata had been gone all this time just because she wanted to remember her son who left her.
He's stupid, doesn't know what's on his mind and Renata's heart.
Axel took Renata into his arms. The woman cried on Axel's chest to make the man's shirt wet. His heart ached, he shouldn't be stupid to leave that man. Not only is he sick and sad about his passing, but maybe also mom and the others.
"I'm sorry Xel. Excuse me. I'm stupid. I should have asked your reasons.. Hix... I'm too stupid with my own thoughts.huaaa.." couldn't help but feel that in her heart, Renata cried louder and louder.
Axel rubbed Renata's head gently, kissing her head fondly. It's been a long time. At last...
Hopefully Renata is ready to come back home.