
The kiss was rough, but over time it became soft, making me lulled with the play of his tongue.
I don't know what demons rule me. Instead of resisting, I instead enjoyed and compensated for my sister's fiancee's kiss. Warm, sweet, fun. His kiss was always intoxicating, always like that from a long time ago, unchanged. Stupid me!
We gasped, I took a lot of breaths as Devan let go of his kiss. I hold her cheek and she still holds the nape of my neck. Our eyebrows and noses are intertwined.
"I Love You, Carnations!" she said between her breaths, I could not answer, my eyes were hot. Slowly the warm melt passed through my cheek just like that.
I Love You too, Devan. Me either. My inner.
Devan started another kiss that I foolishly welcomed with my tongue-in-cheek. I'm sorry, Mel. Pardon me!
Devan drove me to the turn, I asked to be dropped there even though he had protested.
"Thank you, Nye!" he said when I got out of his car.
"Make?"
"Make everything. I can cancel the engagement if you want!"
"No Dev, I told you that. I don't want to hurt Mel's feelings."
"But our relationship like this will also hurt her feelings! We're clearly betraying him!"
"Then don't walk. You're quite a good man for Melati's sister. We also have no clear relationship, right?" Devan remained silent.
"So...we have an affair behind Melati?" ask Devan.
"As you may think what. Obviously I keep away you are also free, right if you keep chasing me? What's clear is I don't want you hurting Melati's heart."
"If that's how I love it, make it clear it's all the same Melati."
"Whatever but if Melati's sister is hurt don't expect me to want to be with you!"
"You don't want to give me another choice?" I just shrugged both my shoulders. Then get out of the car, and leave Devan there. Devan just saw me from inside his car.
I'm a fool, what am I doing?
"Where are you from?" brother Melati came to greet me with a worried face.
Look at this brother of mine, he's worried about me just having fun with his future fiancee.
"Same agreement, brother!" I said with my special grin.
"Ish you, why did you die earlier? Mom and sister are worried!"
"Sorry, batre Anye lowbat." I lie. I deliberately turned off hp because my mom was also sis Melati would certainly be angry too if I did not pick up my phone.
"Well, have you eaten?" ask Mel. I just nodded. Even though I am hungry, I don't want to eat right now.
"Sister, Anye ride first huh." said I. Kak Melati nodded then let go of me.
"God!" call brother Melati again when I just climbed the first step of the stairs.
"Yes?" ask me without stopping my steps.
"You're all right, right?" Mel looked up from the stairs below.
"Anye is not pa-pa." I answered and quickly entered my room.
I lay myself on the bed. The shoes and the bag have not been taken off. I closed my eyes, I felt tired. I've been thinking too much lately.
It's all very complicated. Three years trying to forget Devan and all for nothing!
"God!" mel's voice sounded very close. I must have forgotten to lock the door. Habits!
I opened my eyes. Sister Melati with a soothing smile sat next to me.
"Yes sister?" I got up and sat down in front of Kak Melati.
"You why? Got issues?" Mel always knew. Good brother and I'm bad brother!
"No pa-pa. Anye's just tired!"
"You want a story?" I shook my head. He smiled again.
"Yes, you rest that way. Next time you want to tell your sister, right?" I nodded this time. Kak Mel rubbed the top of my head gently and then got up and came out of my room.
I turned myself down roughly on the bed and covered my face with a pillow. Pressing the pillow firmly with both hands and shouting. I don't want everyone to come to my room if they hear me yelling out my frustration and disappointment.
Satisfied with the cry that contained insults and swearing at myself until I gasped.
I put the pillow away until it falls to the floor. Look at the white ceiling. Shadow after shadow is back there. The shadow of me and Devan kissing earlier, then turned into a smiling sister Mel.
I'm really mean! Replying to my brother's affection with treason!
***
"Nye, later leave with sister ya." bargained Kak Melati when we were all having breakfast together. Mama managed to force me to have breakfast this time with a bit of drama that I couldn't ignore.
"Not brother. Anye take angkot. Besides, it's still early in the morning won't be late if you use angkot." I refused.
"All right now, let's take the cost down. Brother's office is lewatin your school!"
"Yes right, Nye. Same with Melati. Devan never minded either, did Mel?" mama connecting.
Hufftt, if it's like this it won't be able to refuse!
"Yes, but Anye doesn't want to do it often, afraid to disturb your time!" I said with a grin, but in my heart to be honest it felt like someone was pinching!
"No, what are we doing?" sister Mel then put the sandwich in her mouth.
"Yes, Kak Devan would like to kiss you!" I said teasing Mel's sister that made her choke so hard.
"God!" Mama glared at me then turned to her brother Melati who was still coughing. Kak Melati snatched a drink nearby while mama patted the back of her leg Melati a little hard.
"Anye, it's rude of you to talk to your sister!" Papa who had been silent finally spoke. I just grinned, then went back to finishing my meal.
Black Range Rover car stopped in front of the house. Devan's figure came out of the car elegantly. Kak Melati waved her hand in greeting from a distance wave Devan's hand. If only he had waved at me. Ish, self-conscious dong Nye!
As usual Devan approached the mother and kissed her hand solemnly.
"You want to be together, Carnation?" devan asked with a smile.
Don't do it anymore, you know too, right? have you seen, right?
"Hemm." I answered and kissed Mama's hand and passed the two into Devan's car. I could hear Mama calling me in a resentful tone because I just left and was being disrespectful to her future daughter-in-law.
After Mel kissed my mom's hand, the two got into the car. The car is traveling at a constant speed.
"Why the hell are you, Nye? From yesterday your attitude was strange!" Ask Mel from the front. "You're PMS again?"
"Yes. Mood Anye again GJ!" my lie, even though my PMS time is still about a week away.
"Oohh pantesans!" said Mr. Mel later, then switched to his phone.
I leaned against the back of the chair, looking towards the front. The streets are a little jammed because last night it was raining and the water is still reminiscing on the streets.
Fortunately, I did not ride an angkot. Must be late for class if you get stuck gini!
She's a psychic, can you read my mind?
"Oh yes Devan, good thing I'm with you" my grin.
"That's what Mel said. Every day we come, don't pa-pa, baby?" ask Mel to Devan.
"Yes, of course." said Devan again glancing at me from the rearview, I turned my eyes against him from there.
Sweetheart!
"But Anye doesn't feel good if nebeng continues."
"No pa-pa, I don't mind!" devan said, what I really want is not to see their affection in the morning. Makes my mood bad till tonight.
"Eh, baby look at this. Funny right?" Brother Mel showed Devan something from his phone, Devan glanced at a glance then nodded and smiled.
"Yes, you want to?"
"Don't know, look at the others too!" Brother Mel worried.
"How do you think Nye is?" sister Mel turned her body upside down and showed a picture. Beautiful dress in soft pink, her favorite color, with several ribbons on the chest.
"If you use the time of the fiancee event later, fit no?"
"No! Too girly, that's the pantes for Anye's age!" my comment. Kak Mel mangosteen.
"Yes too" he said, then turned back to the front.
I can see a smile on Devan's lips. He must have smiled at my rejection earlier. Inadvertently me and Devan have the same taste
The car arrived in front of my school. I immediately got down and waved my hand.
"Thank you, Mel. Brother Devan!" pamittu. Kak Mel waved back with a smile while the person next to him put his fingers on his lips and blew them at me.
Did he just kissbye to me? Ish base Devan!!
Without waiting for the car to run I immediately turned myself back. Found Nanda, Sofia, and Nayara waving their hands in unison when they saw me.
"Hai Nye, here. We have new news!" Sofia the boisterous (from Sundanese: ribet or kempong), yelled at me and the others also shouted the same. Nayara the calm is also not usually so boisterous!
Ish geez. Can't wait for me to get closer?
I ran a little closer to them.
"What news?"
"Gue dapet Judikaaa concert tickets AAAAA!!!" Sofia cheered with excitement to make some students turn to us who always mengurakan if when together.
"Halaaaah. It's also free to play if the ticket is just one!" my grunt was upset that there was only one sheet.
"Eh elo don't want it, I give you a ticket with someone else!" he said, taking out three more tickets from his uniform pocket.
"gue wants to ding" I said with the oddity I took one ticket from his hand, followed by Nanda and Nayara who did the same. Sofia grieves bitterly, we know what that means.
"THANK YOU SOPHIA LATJUBA ARIEL'S GIRLFRIEND!" our exclamation together at the end of each other's typical ruckus, again made some students who passed us glance. Sophia was embarrassed, her face turned red like a tomato.
"Ish don't fuck dong!" sofia protests shame, because Ariel the girlfriend noticed him from the top of his motorcycle in the parking lot.
The bell rang loudly. We and the others rushed to class.
Our teacher hasn't come yet, the students can't stay put, including the four of us. I sat down with Nanda, and Sofia and Nayara were behind us. We are talking about a Judika concert that will be held in four days.
"Gue wear a dress ah." Said Sofia she's a feminine bully.
"Ribet once wear a dress, wear regular clothes. If I want to wear a shirt with a picture of Judika." said Nanda.
"I'm wearing what?" The Nayara kalem is confused by himself.
"Father's holster cake, elo. wkwkwk." - Nanda and Sofia laughed at my slumber. While Nayara is a manyun with her thin pink lips.
"Well, what?" ask Sofia.
"Gue mah pake anything is also beautiful" said narcissist who greeted 'huuuu' from others and we laughed together.
We stopped laughing because we saw some men suddenly around us.
Noval arrogantly sat on the table with one leg which he bent over the table. The others, his minions, stood beside Noval.
"Watch the concert!" take Noval while keeping the ticket on the table. His eyes look expectantly at me.
"Sorry" I said, issuing the same ticket. "Gue has a ticket!" Noval looked disappointed and smiled again.
"We can go with dong!" still not giving up!
"Can't!" Sofia kicked the table. "If you want to pick up Anye, pick us up too!" I smiled and nodded at Sofia's request
"My car is for two people!" noval said to Sofia.
"Yes, change the car with the van so you can haul all of us!" Noval grieves a slumber.
"Yes Val, sorry. I can't be with you." I said.
"Elo's late! Next time you have to be more confident if you want to go with Anye!" Nanda added.
"But we can meet there, right?"
"Yes, if you meet" said Nayara. Sofia and Nanda laugh at Naya's unusual words.
"But I'm a peng..."
"Noval, are you in this class again?" Ms. Atikah, our class teacher came to make the situation of the whole class tense.
Noval immediately got off our table, and bowed to Ms. Atikah.
"Hehe, take Anye to the concert, Mom!" Noval spoke with a shy smile.
"Huuuu." The other voice echoed in the classroom cheered Noval.
"Back to your class Noval! If there needs to be the same Carnation at the break later, can it?"
"Hehe yes ma'am. I'm sorry." said Noval then went with two of his henchmen out of class, back in accompanied by a more boisterous cheer than the one before.
"Udah, kids. Shut up, everyone." The class immediately became neat and quiet.
"Gather your book we will repeat!"
"Well, ma'am, I can't do it!"
"Tomorrow from his replay!"
"Yes ma'am, not today."
I heard some more protests. But Mrs Atikah can never be persuaded. I am fine. Luckily I learned last night. While Nanda, and the others scowled dislike.
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