DEVANYE. STILL LOVING YOU
part 61's
"Ma, there's something Dev wants to talk to mama about."
We were having breakfast together this morning, with no papa, because papa was still busy with his affairs outside the city.
"What Dev?" asked mom to stop her mouth.
"We'll move back to the apartment later this afternoon" Devan said. Good Dev, go on!
"Why Dev? Anye.." turned to look at me. Come on ma, I know this is just mama's acting! Mama just wants to torture me for a little longer, right?! "...Are you not at home, dear? Is your mom not good with you? Is your mom not paying attention to you?" mom found me with questions.
"No ma." my great-grandson, Devan looked at me sharply. I think she also felt bad that her mother spoke like that, and she managed to make me freeze!
"Anye..."
"Devan just wants Anye to be more independent. Anye has learned a lot in this house. Is that right, baby?" devan asked as he touched the back of my hand.
"Yes, thank you for your guidance. I realized that I should be a useful wife to my husband. And Anye promises after this Anye will learn to be a good wife for Devan. Sorry all this time Anye's been bothering me." smiled happily because Devan didn't corner me, or hurt my feelings. But I can see the look on your face that you don't like. His eyes turned sharp at me.
"Ah, yes it is like that. What can you do if you have decided? Mama has no right to interfere in your household affairs. Mama would be lonely if you weren't around, Carnations!" Very wise, but unfortunately it was just a mere act!
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"What are you planning?" mama asked me to block my hand while I was washing the dishes we used earlier. Devan just left for work.
"I mean mama? What plan?" askaku.
"Why do you think Devan is the same? What do you give Devan, do you love my son?!!" snatched my mom right in my ear.
"Guna-guna? Mama still believes in that kind of thing?" I smiled at my mom, while my mama's cheques were getting louder there.
"Whatever you plan to do, Anye, you still have to leave Devan in time. Remember your papa company at stake!" reminded again.
"I didn't forget ma, just mama who reminded me of that. And only mama thinks papa company is a bet. Why can't my mom try to accept me? It's obvious I'm the one Devan loves, not Melati's sister!" Mama let go of her cheques but turned to both of my cheeks, sick! Mama's eyes glared disliking, her jaw hardened. Really an antagonist.
"Until now you won't be fit to be part of this house, understand!" mom threw my face to the side.
"Ma, why don't you like me? Is it just because of my status? Mama is also a woman, can't just a little mama can love me. I'll be a good boy, I'll be a good wife to Devan."
"Damn!!! the babe? even look at me reluctantly!" mama breezed away without caring anymore about me who felt weak. My knees were shaking, I almost felt that nothing was holding me back.
"Mom, it's okay, right?" tanya Nila, an employee with an age not far from me. He took me to a chair. During this time Nila who often helps me. He secretly helps me with my work if you don't see, brings bread to my room when I can't eat.
"It's okay" I said.
"Patience to you, ma'am. I make you some warm tea?" tawar Nila's.
"No need, madam Nila. Anye just go to the room. Can you please take me to my room?" Nila nodded and helped me get up and pushed me upstairs.
"Unexpectedly, the mistress could not do this same daughter-in-law who was pregnant with her granddaughter! I think the mistress is good, she has never been angry all this time, at most just saying that the same master, her attitude is also spoiled. But I can't believe behind it all he's like a monster!" Nila mumbled irritatedly while helping me lie down.
"Huss, if it sounds like it could be executed!" my sweat while giggling.
"Yes sorry, mbak. end I was upset mbak, even though both women but do not understand! What a hard thing to accept that there is, after all Mbak Anye is also ready to contain her grandson! I don't care when she's pregnant!"
"Easy-after. Thank you Mbak Nila, as long as here have helped Anye." I hold his hand which is still tidying up my blanket.
"Sama-sama mbak, hopefully mbak can be strong with such in-law attitude. So you're moving out later in the afternoon?" ask Nila.
"Yes, so."
"Thank God. I'm actually sad to move, there's no more friends, but it's better than here. Luxury homes do not guarantee the happiness of people in them." chirped Nila and I justify.
"Yes." Yeah."
The door is closed from the outside. Is correct. A mansion like a palace, but there is no happiness for me here. Mama, papa, Mel's sister, I miss!
Only Nila was close enough to me maybe because she was the youngest assistant here. Nila was working when I got married. Maybe because of his young age we are one thought.
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In the afternoon, I sat on the edge of the bed while Devan was tidying up our belongings, putting my clothes first into the suitcase.
"Anye, are you sure you want to move into the apartment again?" devan asked that.
"Yes. Wh why? you don't want to? If you don't want to let me go to the apartment alone!" upset because Devan seprti does not want to go back there.
"But mom is alone here." Devan is worried.
"And I told you, if you want to be here it's okay. Let me go to the apartment myself. I can stay there alone." I'm getting pissed. Why has Devan lately become wishy-washy? Is it because of mom's influence?
Devan looks like he's breathing rough. Maybe he's confused. But his hands did not stop tidying our clothes.
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I threw my body into the bed that had been almost two months away. It feels so good. Although it has long been left behind but this bed sheet feels fragrant. All the rooms look clean and clean.
"Brach!"
Devan chuckles at my behavior that makes the mattress fall apart. Turning to the right and to the left made the pillows fall to the floor.
Devan took the pillow and then kept it in place. Lying on my side with one hand supporting her head.
Grep.
Devan's arm caught my waist. I looked at his face fixedly. Rubbing her slightly thin cheeks now.
"You look skinny Dev."
"Maybe because I'm tired of going out of town" she said, then put her kiss on my forehead.
"I promise to take care of you so you won't be thin anymore. Ugly looks like it." Devan chuckles back to kiss my whole face.
I miss the sweet treatment. Honestly in the house of mama, we can not be free to do anything, even sometimes when we will make love there is just a mama's call, whether this is, whether it is. Until Devan returned to the room tired and immediately fell asleep.
"Dev." call me while tugging at the buttons on his shirt.
"Hum..?" Devan roams my neck with his lips.
"You..don't want to do that nengokin our son?" lirihku while unbuttoning his shirt and playing a bulge on Devan's hardened chest. Embarrassed? Ah no. Because I want to! ðŸ¤
"Of course you want! Any minute. Let me mess with her mommy before nengokin' her son!" I kissed my neck again, making me make a sound.
During my mother's house where dare I noisy. Shame on me, but here I am free to shout my husband's name without shame. Even Devan was the same, we were shouting at each other like now when Devan kicked his possessions at the core of my body.
The sweat soaked our bodies, the cold air was not felt even we felt the heat in this room even though the AC had been set to such an extent. Moans and sighs came out of each of our mouths. Stomping each other, and taste. The beauty of worldly heaven.